1 00:00:17,160 --> 00:00:13,370 [Music] 2 00:00:20,670 --> 00:00:17,170 this hope radio for the masses headliner 3 00:00:22,200 --> 00:00:20,680 between July 8 1947 these are the air 4 00:00:24,540 --> 00:00:22,210 force with has announced that are flying 5 00:00:27,120 --> 00:00:24,550 there typing sound and is now in the 6 00:00:31,349 --> 00:00:27,130 possession of the RA the game is rigged 7 00:00:34,200 --> 00:00:31,359 change the game changer I occasionally 8 00:00:37,890 --> 00:00:34,210 think how quickly our differences 9 00:00:43,390 --> 00:00:37,900 worldwide would vanish if we were facing 10 00:00:48,640 --> 00:00:45,850 [Applause] 11 00:00:51,580 --> 00:00:48,650 this is baked and black with your host 12 00:00:54,760 --> 00:00:51,590 Jimmy church on the game-changer radio 13 00:00:58,760 --> 00:00:54,770 network and a GRA the global radio 14 00:01:07,490 --> 00:01:03,780 need your help to get to the year 1985 15 00:01:09,650 --> 00:01:07,500 [Music] 16 00:01:11,810 --> 00:01:09,660 you're listening to fade to black with 17 00:01:12,530 --> 00:01:11,820 jimmy touch on the game change in that 18 00:01:16,280 --> 00:01:12,540 word 19 00:01:20,320 --> 00:01:16,290 [Music] 20 00:01:30,380 --> 00:01:20,330 good evening fade to black 21 00:01:33,640 --> 00:01:30,390 this spoke radio for the masses 22 00:01:43,190 --> 00:01:41,330 yeah man today's Monday June Wow 23 00:01:48,690 --> 00:01:43,200 [Music] 24 00:01:50,910 --> 00:01:48,700 162 days into the new year Jeff 203 days 25 00:01:54,630 --> 00:01:50,920 left we are live from a bunker somewhere 26 00:01:56,070 --> 00:01:54,640 in downtown Burbank California and I 27 00:01:58,440 --> 00:01:56,080 would like to welcome everybody 28 00:02:02,100 --> 00:01:58,450 listening all around the world all 29 00:02:04,440 --> 00:02:02,110 across the United States hither and 30 00:02:09,359 --> 00:02:04,450 thither to and fro back and forth up and 31 00:02:12,080 --> 00:02:09,369 down east and west north and south far 32 00:02:17,460 --> 00:02:12,090 and near 33 00:02:20,430 --> 00:02:17,470 this is fade to black for kjc are the 34 00:02:23,580 --> 00:02:20,440 game changer network and KCRA the 35 00:02:28,400 --> 00:02:23,590 planets Emil Jimmy Church what is 36 00:02:30,900 --> 00:02:28,410 cracking everybody how you doing an 37 00:02:31,730 --> 00:02:30,910 amazing show we've got right in front of 38 00:02:37,380 --> 00:02:31,740 us tonight 39 00:02:42,740 --> 00:02:37,390 Terry Lovelace joins us a former 40 00:02:45,750 --> 00:02:42,750 assistant attorney general lawyer esq 41 00:02:50,160 --> 00:02:45,760 Esquire we're gonna be talking about his 42 00:02:55,890 --> 00:02:50,170 amazing encounter contact and his new 43 00:02:57,270 --> 00:02:55,900 book incident at Devil's Den yeah so 44 00:03:01,550 --> 00:02:57,280 that's what we're gonna be talking about 45 00:03:05,180 --> 00:03:01,560 tonight and get ready for this I've 46 00:03:08,190 --> 00:03:05,190 wanted Terry on the show for many years 47 00:03:13,370 --> 00:03:08,200 going back to when I had first heard 48 00:03:15,780 --> 00:03:13,380 about his case and him and and back then 49 00:03:18,870 --> 00:03:15,790 it was a it was a private conversation 50 00:03:20,640 --> 00:03:18,880 and and I was told that you know 51 00:03:23,720 --> 00:03:20,650 assistant attorney general and an 52 00:03:26,790 --> 00:03:23,730 attorney and and and so forth and and 53 00:03:30,330 --> 00:03:26,800 implants and contact and I was like what 54 00:03:32,490 --> 00:03:30,340 and you know we've got to get him on the 55 00:03:38,010 --> 00:03:32,500 ship well he's not ready and you know 56 00:03:41,250 --> 00:03:38,020 you hear that like man you know okay all 57 00:03:45,110 --> 00:03:41,260 right well it's taken a while but 58 00:03:47,729 --> 00:03:45,120 tonight Terry is gonna share his his 59 00:03:48,510 --> 00:03:47,739 experience with all of you so get ready 60 00:03:51,380 --> 00:03:48,520 for that 61 00:03:54,390 --> 00:03:51,390 tomorrow night Rob Potter is here and 62 00:03:55,250 --> 00:03:54,400 it's always great when Rob is on the 63 00:03:57,800 --> 00:03:55,260 show Thursday 64 00:03:59,660 --> 00:03:57,810 Knight is another Fator Knight with Jon 65 00:04:02,960 --> 00:03:59,670 Rappoport and there's no more fake 66 00:04:07,250 --> 00:04:02,970 newsroom live followed by open lines all 67 00:04:10,339 --> 00:04:07,260 night long okay now let's get everything 68 00:04:13,339 --> 00:04:10,349 out of the way on stellar is just 69 00:04:16,219 --> 00:04:13,349 absolutely amazing and I was looking at 70 00:04:19,310 --> 00:04:16,229 the numbers for on stellar today Wow 71 00:04:22,129 --> 00:04:19,320 Wow incredible what on stellar is done 72 00:04:24,950 --> 00:04:22,139 and it's just this is before the 73 00:04:27,230 --> 00:04:24,960 beginning the beginning hasn't happened 74 00:04:30,710 --> 00:04:27,240 yet right still in still in beta and 75 00:04:32,480 --> 00:04:30,720 there's a couple of more features and 76 00:04:34,340 --> 00:04:32,490 improvements that are going to be done 77 00:04:37,279 --> 00:04:34,350 this week I'll go over that with you 78 00:04:43,189 --> 00:04:37,289 later on in the week when those kick in 79 00:04:44,810 --> 00:04:43,199 but for now the platform is amazing and 80 00:04:48,620 --> 00:04:44,820 it's everything that we thought it would 81 00:04:53,659 --> 00:04:48,630 be and much much more and so as we start 82 00:04:55,730 --> 00:04:53,669 to phase out Facebook and YouTube and 83 00:04:59,900 --> 00:04:55,740 start to move everything over on stellar 84 00:05:04,510 --> 00:04:59,910 you can go now and join okay it's very 85 00:05:07,189 --> 00:05:04,520 simple it's just the next great amazing 86 00:05:08,870 --> 00:05:07,199 social media platform totally free to 87 00:05:10,610 --> 00:05:08,880 sign up it's just a social media 88 00:05:11,570 --> 00:05:10,620 platform like Facebook or anything else 89 00:05:14,570 --> 00:05:11,580 all right 90 00:05:18,320 --> 00:05:14,580 totally free and as a matter of fact you 91 00:05:21,260 --> 00:05:18,330 get paid to join okay so when you sign 92 00:05:25,100 --> 00:05:21,270 up and it's very simple you just go to a 93 00:05:27,350 --> 00:05:25,110 stellar calm you sign up and and go 94 00:05:30,740 --> 00:05:27,360 build your profile page like you do with 95 00:05:33,290 --> 00:05:30,750 anything else and go start saying hello 96 00:05:36,730 --> 00:05:33,300 to friends and building your friends 97 00:05:39,710 --> 00:05:36,740 list and maybe get a group started 98 00:05:42,290 --> 00:05:39,720 events write articles do all of that but 99 00:05:44,029 --> 00:05:42,300 when you sign up and you go to your 100 00:05:47,000 --> 00:05:44,039 profile page on the left there you'll 101 00:05:50,839 --> 00:05:47,010 see a wallet it'll say your wallet and 102 00:05:52,939 --> 00:05:50,849 there will be ten tokens there boom this 103 00:05:56,870 --> 00:05:52,949 is a token based economy with the 104 00:05:57,740 --> 00:05:56,880 blockchain built in and there you go and 105 00:06:01,279 --> 00:05:57,750 it's done that way for a lot of 106 00:06:02,930 --> 00:06:01,289 different reasons but it's a token based 107 00:06:06,490 --> 00:06:02,940 economy so you're gonna get ten tokens 108 00:06:07,900 --> 00:06:06,500 just to sign up if you use my referral 109 00:06:10,810 --> 00:06:07,910 code we 110 00:06:14,350 --> 00:06:10,820 is Jimmy very simple use my referral 111 00:06:16,270 --> 00:06:14,360 code you're gonna get 15 bonus tokens 112 00:06:18,100 --> 00:06:16,280 and you're gonna go over and you're 113 00:06:21,040 --> 00:06:18,110 gonna look and you're gonna have 25 of 114 00:06:25,330 --> 00:06:21,050 those tokens I'm stellar tokens in your 115 00:06:27,430 --> 00:06:25,340 wallet when everything kicks in in 116 00:06:30,190 --> 00:06:27,440 quarter three it's just a couple of 117 00:06:32,650 --> 00:06:30,200 short months away you're gonna have 118 00:06:36,580 --> 00:06:32,660 tokens right there that you can spend 119 00:06:40,210 --> 00:06:36,590 and use and and there you go it is 120 00:06:43,870 --> 00:06:40,220 wonderful it is the Internet 3.0 so go 121 00:06:47,860 --> 00:06:43,880 now and join and sign up and participate 122 00:06:51,970 --> 00:06:47,870 in on stellar okay on stellar comm o NS 123 00:06:55,030 --> 00:06:51,980 te ll AR and when you do send me a 124 00:06:57,100 --> 00:06:55,040 friend request so cool I mean every day 125 00:07:01,330 --> 00:06:57,110 I got a pile of firm requests oh by the 126 00:07:05,980 --> 00:07:01,340 way use a profile picture 127 00:07:09,360 --> 00:07:05,990 I'm warning everybody right now I have 128 00:07:14,320 --> 00:07:09,370 got over at on stellar right now 129 00:07:17,980 --> 00:07:14,330 somewhere in the neighborhood of five 130 00:07:21,190 --> 00:07:17,990 hundred pending friend requests that I 131 00:07:25,990 --> 00:07:21,200 haven't accepted you know why no profile 132 00:07:29,800 --> 00:07:26,000 picture no profile picture no 133 00:07:32,260 --> 00:07:29,810 confirmation from me okay 134 00:07:34,810 --> 00:07:32,270 and so I go I'm reviewing it all the 135 00:07:36,370 --> 00:07:34,820 time and and people will add their 136 00:07:38,650 --> 00:07:36,380 profile picture and then I accept the 137 00:07:42,940 --> 00:07:38,660 friend request so do it 138 00:07:46,630 --> 00:07:42,950 don't hide be proud of who you are put 139 00:07:50,290 --> 00:07:46,640 up your profile picture okay I want to 140 00:07:53,260 --> 00:07:50,300 see who you are I do I really do I want 141 00:07:56,770 --> 00:07:53,270 to see who you are so do the profile 142 00:08:02,980 --> 00:07:56,780 picture and look yeah thank you mark 143 00:08:05,980 --> 00:08:02,990 mark just this is the infamous this is 144 00:08:08,680 --> 00:08:05,990 the infamous on stellar placeholder pic 145 00:08:12,310 --> 00:08:08,690 this is who you are to me I'm tweeting 146 00:08:15,010 --> 00:08:12,320 it now this is who you are to me and on 147 00:08:20,980 --> 00:08:15,020 stellar without your profile pic and I'm 148 00:08:30,960 --> 00:08:20,990 gonna write that right here this is who 149 00:08:37,140 --> 00:08:30,970 you are to me at on stellar with out 150 00:08:39,700 --> 00:08:37,150 without your profile pic there you go 151 00:08:42,570 --> 00:08:39,710 see and that's it so I've got I've got 152 00:08:49,360 --> 00:08:42,580 500 of these staring at me in the face 153 00:08:51,520 --> 00:08:49,370 I've accidentally accepted a couple so 154 00:08:54,870 --> 00:08:51,530 if you slip through the cracks just 155 00:08:56,080 --> 00:08:54,880 because I was just clicking away 156 00:09:00,880 --> 00:08:56,090 congratulations 157 00:09:02,320 --> 00:09:00,890 but put up a profile pic do it do it so 158 00:09:04,150 --> 00:09:02,330 many people over it on selling right now 159 00:09:08,230 --> 00:09:04,160 it is just so cool 160 00:09:09,880 --> 00:09:08,240 so I'm stellar you can still know of 161 00:09:13,050 --> 00:09:09,890 course our Twitter's not going to go 162 00:09:16,320 --> 00:09:13,060 away until something funky happens there 163 00:09:19,480 --> 00:09:16,330 but you can follow me on twitter at j 164 00:09:22,720 --> 00:09:19,490 radio that is simple don't worry about 165 00:09:24,340 --> 00:09:22,730 facebook we updated once in a while and 166 00:09:26,890 --> 00:09:24,350 we'll continue to do that until we make 167 00:09:29,410 --> 00:09:26,900 the complete transition I don't know 168 00:09:31,900 --> 00:09:29,420 what to do about YouTube right now that 169 00:09:38,140 --> 00:09:31,910 is just darkness that I just never 170 00:09:41,560 --> 00:09:38,150 thought I would see man but over at on 171 00:09:46,870 --> 00:09:41,570 stellar there will be soon video 172 00:09:48,640 --> 00:09:46,880 channels that's right okay okay all 173 00:09:50,920 --> 00:09:48,650 right enough of the dark stuff let's get 174 00:09:52,990 --> 00:09:50,930 to the good stuff the sandbox on Twitter 175 00:09:53,500 --> 00:09:53,000 is hashtag f2b come and hang out with us 176 00:09:57,160 --> 00:09:53,510 over there 177 00:10:03,100 --> 00:09:57,170 okay that is an amazing conversation 178 00:10:05,740 --> 00:10:03,110 station we do mm maybe 3000 tweets at 179 00:10:07,690 --> 00:10:05,750 night and so come over and hang out with 180 00:10:10,330 --> 00:10:07,700 this error hashtag f2b we have to chat 181 00:10:13,780 --> 00:10:10,340 rooms one over at Spreaker and one over 182 00:10:16,000 --> 00:10:13,790 a kg RA the planet so you can hang out 183 00:10:18,820 --> 00:10:16,010 there if chatting is the way that you 184 00:10:20,560 --> 00:10:18,830 want to go and it's so funny every time 185 00:10:26,680 --> 00:10:20,570 I say that I think about it then I just 186 00:10:28,960 --> 00:10:26,690 go over and go good evening everyone 187 00:10:30,490 --> 00:10:28,970 see I do it in real time and they know 188 00:10:32,610 --> 00:10:30,500 because they're listening to the show 189 00:10:36,870 --> 00:10:32,620 and they see that coming 190 00:10:39,390 --> 00:10:36,880 I am and church is legit church is legit 191 00:10:42,150 --> 00:10:39,400 all right you can also email Jimmy at 192 00:10:45,690 --> 00:10:42,160 Jimmy Church radio calm if you have any 193 00:10:50,180 --> 00:10:45,700 questions or comments during the show 194 00:10:52,440 --> 00:10:50,190 tonight you can tweet hashtag f2b Q and 195 00:10:55,500 --> 00:10:52,450 I'll see it right there and fade to 196 00:10:57,000 --> 00:10:55,510 black questions alright let's get this 197 00:11:01,460 --> 00:10:57,010 show cracking I'm ready 198 00:11:03,830 --> 00:11:01,470 breaking news Kentucky Fried Chicken 199 00:11:08,150 --> 00:11:03,840 that's right 200 00:11:17,240 --> 00:11:08,160 KFC is getting ready to launch 201 00:11:24,680 --> 00:11:17,250 wait for it vegetarian Fried Chicken 202 00:11:27,510 --> 00:11:24,690 seriously that's right that's right now 203 00:11:28,280 --> 00:11:27,520 yeah let your imagination run for a 204 00:11:34,530 --> 00:11:28,290 second 205 00:11:41,370 --> 00:11:34,540 they are perfecting vegetarian Fried 206 00:11:46,770 --> 00:11:41,380 Chicken and it will be deep-fried made 207 00:11:49,050 --> 00:11:46,780 of what it's gonna be a secret but I 208 00:11:52,350 --> 00:11:49,060 have one thing to say I've got about ten 209 00:11:54,750 --> 00:11:52,360 but but if you're a vegetarian and you 210 00:11:57,960 --> 00:11:54,760 go to a place called Kentucky Fried 211 00:12:04,020 --> 00:11:57,970 Chicken for a meal you ain't a 212 00:12:06,770 --> 00:12:04,030 vegetarian you're not you're not and I 213 00:12:09,720 --> 00:12:06,780 just threw up in my mouth a little just 214 00:12:13,760 --> 00:12:09,730 it you know just just so I got to 215 00:12:18,360 --> 00:12:13,770 swallow that and I just man that's nasty 216 00:12:23,610 --> 00:12:18,370 yeah isn't that bizarre and it's it's 217 00:12:25,650 --> 00:12:23,620 it's funny to me because every all the 218 00:12:31,620 --> 00:12:25,660 vegans out there other vegetarians try 219 00:12:35,880 --> 00:12:31,630 to make vegetables taste like meat they 220 00:12:38,520 --> 00:12:35,890 do and I get I get those very kind very 221 00:12:40,350 --> 00:12:38,530 nice very sweet dinner invites all the 222 00:12:41,880 --> 00:12:40,360 time that you know they always say the 223 00:12:42,240 --> 00:12:41,890 same thing I can't imagine them every 224 00:12:45,060 --> 00:12:42,250 day 225 00:12:46,319 --> 00:12:45,070 Jimmy we want to take you and Reid out 226 00:12:49,410 --> 00:12:46,329 for gourmet 227 00:12:53,340 --> 00:12:49,420 vegan meal you're gonna love it man it 228 00:12:55,650 --> 00:12:53,350 tastes just like meat come on you're 229 00:12:57,299 --> 00:12:55,660 gonna love it I promise it'll be the 230 00:12:59,699 --> 00:12:57,309 best you ever had the best vegan 231 00:13:04,619 --> 00:12:59,709 restaurant in lausanne I get it all the 232 00:13:06,900 --> 00:13:04,629 time all the time and I get it you know 233 00:13:11,100 --> 00:13:06,910 I really do i do i do we all love the 234 00:13:19,769 --> 00:13:11,110 taste of meat even vegans and but how 235 00:13:25,470 --> 00:13:19,779 come I can't send out the invite that 236 00:13:27,600 --> 00:13:25,480 says you know what I'm just gonna say 237 00:13:30,780 --> 00:13:27,610 how come I can't send the invite that 238 00:13:35,879 --> 00:13:30,790 says Rita and I would like to take you 239 00:13:38,460 --> 00:13:35,889 out to a great steak house you go to my 240 00:13:39,929 --> 00:13:38,470 vegan friends and tell them it's 241 00:13:46,100 --> 00:13:39,939 grass-fed beef 242 00:13:51,269 --> 00:13:46,110 it tastes just like grass you'll love it 243 00:13:53,669 --> 00:13:51,279 come on it's the best steak house in LA 244 00:13:58,650 --> 00:13:53,679 only grass-fed beef tastes it tastes it 245 00:14:02,309 --> 00:13:58,660 tastes grassy I can't do it isn't it 246 00:14:04,199 --> 00:14:02,319 bizarre double standard absolutely and 247 00:14:09,799 --> 00:14:04,209 it's so funny when you think about it if 248 00:14:15,559 --> 00:14:09,809 you go if if a meat-eater like myself 249 00:14:20,039 --> 00:14:15,569 carnivorous if you go to a party a 250 00:14:24,509 --> 00:14:20,049 meat-eater party everyone will look out 251 00:14:29,759 --> 00:14:24,519 for that odd vegan that shows up that 252 00:14:31,949 --> 00:14:29,769 needs to eat I do it Rita doesn't over 253 00:14:35,340 --> 00:14:31,959 at the house you know we take care of 254 00:14:39,419 --> 00:14:35,350 our vegan friends but if I go to a vegan 255 00:14:41,579 --> 00:14:39,429 house party they never say hey Jimmy 256 00:14:44,549 --> 00:14:41,589 come on over we got we hooked you up 257 00:14:46,919 --> 00:14:44,559 with some cheeseburgers we got you a 258 00:14:49,049 --> 00:14:46,929 special plate right here just for you 259 00:14:54,629 --> 00:14:49,059 we're looking out for you it doesn't 260 00:14:58,409 --> 00:14:54,639 work that way isn't it strange you know 261 00:14:59,910 --> 00:14:58,419 I would love to I would love to go to a 262 00:15:04,019 --> 00:14:59,920 vegan restaurant 263 00:15:07,430 --> 00:15:04,029 and act like a vegan does at a steak 264 00:15:11,790 --> 00:15:07,440 house just just have those same 265 00:15:13,290 --> 00:15:11,800 reactions you know and they just bring 266 00:15:17,910 --> 00:15:13,300 something over and I taste it and I'll 267 00:15:20,730 --> 00:15:17,920 just spit it out start screaming you 268 00:15:23,519 --> 00:15:20,740 know what are you doing you know but we 269 00:15:26,100 --> 00:15:23,529 can't it's a it's a strange double 270 00:15:28,829 --> 00:15:26,110 standard and I really I really kind of 271 00:15:34,889 --> 00:15:28,839 enjoy the observation and part of it is 272 00:15:37,370 --> 00:15:34,899 that this is this is what is strange and 273 00:15:42,329 --> 00:15:37,380 we see this throughout life 274 00:15:47,550 --> 00:15:42,339 vegans okay meat eaters carnivores right 275 00:15:50,670 --> 00:15:47,560 like myself we don't mind vegans they're 276 00:15:51,990 --> 00:15:50,680 cool they're fine no issues don't want 277 00:15:53,519 --> 00:15:52,000 to eat meat don't eat meat 278 00:16:00,740 --> 00:15:53,529 we're not gonna force anything on you 279 00:16:04,050 --> 00:16:00,750 it's no big deal Lien's hate us hate and 280 00:16:07,019 --> 00:16:04,060 and I'm saying a very light word there 281 00:16:12,870 --> 00:16:07,029 it's actually worse than that but they 282 00:16:17,280 --> 00:16:12,880 think we hate them too like they hate us 283 00:16:21,030 --> 00:16:17,290 and it's simply not the case it's simply 284 00:16:24,780 --> 00:16:21,040 it's it's just not don't care it's all 285 00:16:28,139 --> 00:16:24,790 good we we we love everybody but it's 286 00:16:33,720 --> 00:16:28,149 not the case with vegans you know and 287 00:16:35,759 --> 00:16:33,730 it's just a strange thing and the 288 00:16:39,660 --> 00:16:35,769 treatment that carnivores get from 289 00:16:42,750 --> 00:16:39,670 vegans you know I get I get all of it I 290 00:16:46,139 --> 00:16:42,760 get how you became a vegan I do watched 291 00:16:50,009 --> 00:16:46,149 a couple of videos read a couple of 292 00:16:52,230 --> 00:16:50,019 books you're an animal lover I get all 293 00:16:56,189 --> 00:16:52,240 of that you get emotional maybe you saw 294 00:16:58,559 --> 00:16:56,199 a documentary and you cried and and and 295 00:17:03,289 --> 00:16:58,569 I get that I get how you got there 296 00:17:07,470 --> 00:17:03,299 that's fine but life is about choices 297 00:17:10,620 --> 00:17:07,480 life is about choices and if somebody 298 00:17:13,570 --> 00:17:10,630 likes what they like you don't hate them 299 00:17:18,550 --> 00:17:13,580 for it if somebody likes to wear 300 00:17:20,260 --> 00:17:18,560 red pants and you can't stand the color 301 00:17:25,390 --> 00:17:20,270 red that doesn't mean you hate that 302 00:17:27,910 --> 00:17:25,400 person right it's it's just it life is 303 00:17:30,790 --> 00:17:27,920 choices life is bad and that is what 304 00:17:32,230 --> 00:17:30,800 made this planet beautiful and I say it 305 00:17:37,360 --> 00:17:32,240 all the time 306 00:17:42,730 --> 00:17:37,370 that God made vanilla and chocolate ice 307 00:17:43,540 --> 00:17:42,740 cream for a reason for a reason so we 308 00:17:45,790 --> 00:17:43,550 can have choices 309 00:17:51,550 --> 00:17:45,800 Jimmy why are you poking the vegan bear 310 00:17:54,430 --> 00:17:51,560 see exactly not I'm just speaking the 311 00:17:56,560 --> 00:17:54,440 truth not poking the vegan bear I'm 312 00:18:01,120 --> 00:17:56,570 speaking the truth everything that I 313 00:18:03,510 --> 00:18:01,130 just said right now is 100% true any 314 00:18:05,800 --> 00:18:03,520 vegan will tell you that and any 315 00:18:07,660 --> 00:18:05,810 carnivore will tell you that it's just 316 00:18:09,580 --> 00:18:07,670 the way that it is and I wish it would 317 00:18:13,120 --> 00:18:09,590 be different let's just all get along 318 00:18:19,300 --> 00:18:13,130 together you know it's it's really funny 319 00:18:21,550 --> 00:18:19,310 so we know you know what I'm not gonna 320 00:18:23,680 --> 00:18:21,560 go there anymore I want to get bringing 321 00:18:26,170 --> 00:18:23,690 personal stuff but but it's just the way 322 00:18:29,800 --> 00:18:26,180 that it is you know and and this 323 00:18:32,380 --> 00:18:29,810 beautiful planet of ours is is populated 324 00:18:32,740 --> 00:18:32,390 by just people that are different that's 325 00:18:37,960 --> 00:18:32,750 it 326 00:18:42,850 --> 00:18:37,970 that's all so can't we all get along the 327 00:18:46,270 --> 00:18:42,860 reason why all of us are here the reason 328 00:18:49,390 --> 00:18:46,280 why all of us are on this thing called 329 00:18:52,210 --> 00:18:49,400 fade to black right now is that it's not 330 00:18:54,310 --> 00:18:52,220 about what's on the outside and it's not 331 00:18:56,860 --> 00:18:54,320 about what you like or don't like it 332 00:18:59,250 --> 00:18:56,870 it's about what's on your inside and 333 00:19:02,320 --> 00:18:59,260 inside you went through something 334 00:19:06,280 --> 00:19:02,330 something personal something emotional 335 00:19:09,580 --> 00:19:06,290 is what brings you here and right and is 336 00:19:10,720 --> 00:19:09,590 what unites all of us and that's what 337 00:19:13,030 --> 00:19:10,730 I'm interested in 338 00:19:17,080 --> 00:19:13,040 I'm not interested in anybody's diet 339 00:19:19,750 --> 00:19:17,090 habits lights or anything like that that 340 00:19:21,490 --> 00:19:19,760 it doesn't come into play for me 341 00:19:24,550 --> 00:19:21,500 and it shouldn't come into play for 342 00:19:25,210 --> 00:19:24,560 anybody else you know it's it's what's 343 00:19:27,090 --> 00:19:25,220 on the inside 344 00:19:29,970 --> 00:19:27,100 why are we 345 00:19:33,240 --> 00:19:29,980 you know and and that's that's what I'm 346 00:19:35,760 --> 00:19:33,250 so interested in now sharing stories and 347 00:19:38,760 --> 00:19:35,770 experiences and and what brought us here 348 00:19:43,260 --> 00:19:38,770 so there you go that that's my take on 349 00:19:46,890 --> 00:19:43,270 it that's my take all right it is funny 350 00:19:51,900 --> 00:19:46,900 though isn't it isn't I should I you 351 00:19:55,530 --> 00:19:51,910 know what one day one day let's let's 352 00:20:03,240 --> 00:19:55,540 fire up those fire up some video and 353 00:20:11,580 --> 00:20:03,250 let's go to a vegan restaurant this 354 00:20:15,120 --> 00:20:11,590 doesn't taste like beef our next event 355 00:20:17,070 --> 00:20:15,130 coming up will be disclosure fest put on 356 00:20:20,310 --> 00:20:17,080 by disclosure fest in the California 357 00:20:21,360 --> 00:20:20,320 State Parks the mass meditation 358 00:20:23,970 --> 00:20:21,370 initiative 359 00:20:28,130 --> 00:20:23,980 it'll be downtown Los Angeles at the Los 360 00:20:32,340 --> 00:20:28,140 Angeles State Historic Park 35 acres 361 00:20:34,230 --> 00:20:32,350 beautiful go it's a free event totally 362 00:20:38,910 --> 00:20:34,240 free all you have to do is go to 363 00:20:40,560 --> 00:20:38,920 disclosure fest dot org and register and 364 00:20:43,590 --> 00:20:40,570 you will get your free tickets it's that 365 00:20:46,950 --> 00:20:43,600 simple 35 acres vendors presenters 366 00:20:49,860 --> 00:20:46,960 speakers Film Fest 35 acres gorgeous 367 00:20:52,500 --> 00:20:49,870 downtown unbelievable backdrop of 368 00:20:55,080 --> 00:20:52,510 Chinatown and the downtown Los Angeles 369 00:20:58,680 --> 00:20:55,090 skyline right there it is incredible 370 00:21:01,550 --> 00:20:58,690 full day Saturday June 23rd we're gonna 371 00:21:06,180 --> 00:21:01,560 see all of you there do not miss 372 00:21:09,750 --> 00:21:06,190 disclosure fest okay now right after 373 00:21:13,410 --> 00:21:09,760 that is our sole tech gathering at ESET 374 00:21:16,170 --> 00:21:13,420 e Ranch and it's going down this August 375 00:21:20,250 --> 00:21:16,180 August 9th through the 12th just go to 376 00:21:23,160 --> 00:21:20,260 Seoul tech gathering calm an amazing 377 00:21:25,170 --> 00:21:23,170 list of teachers and presenters are 378 00:21:27,420 --> 00:21:25,180 going to be there Cori Goods gonna be my 379 00:21:29,460 --> 00:21:27,430 special guest we've got James Gilliland 380 00:21:33,230 --> 00:21:29,470 Jason quit Matthew Ryan Makayla Sheldon 381 00:21:37,690 --> 00:21:33,240 Teresa Ian aras Holly Marie Mary Gabriel 382 00:21:41,740 --> 00:21:37,700 John lund Dana Harvey Laura can too 383 00:21:43,930 --> 00:21:41,750 and you're not and Billy Carson and and 384 00:21:46,210 --> 00:21:43,940 others too as well you're not gonna want 385 00:21:47,919 --> 00:21:46,220 to miss this and on Sunday night we're 386 00:21:49,210 --> 00:21:47,929 gonna have food trucks there that are 387 00:21:51,750 --> 00:21:49,220 gonna come in we're gonna throw a party 388 00:21:56,560 --> 00:21:51,760 on the field of dreams we're gonna have 389 00:21:58,180 --> 00:21:56,570 a lot of our musicians friends musicians 390 00:22:00,399 --> 00:21:58,190 and friends and we're gonna set up and 391 00:22:02,350 --> 00:22:00,409 we're gonna do all of that right there 392 00:22:03,879 --> 00:22:02,360 on the field of dreams so you're not 393 00:22:06,580 --> 00:22:03,889 gonna want to miss us we're gonna do sky 394 00:22:08,740 --> 00:22:06,590 watches every night got off the phone 395 00:22:10,840 --> 00:22:08,750 today Steve Murillo it's good to be 396 00:22:13,779 --> 00:22:10,850 there with his wife Pat so that's that 397 00:22:18,490 --> 00:22:13,789 right there is the reason to go to Seoul 398 00:22:22,360 --> 00:22:18,500 Tech right okay not me not gilliland not 399 00:22:24,250 --> 00:22:22,370 Cory good Steve Murillo and his wife Pat 400 00:22:26,620 --> 00:22:24,260 are gonna be hanging out 401 00:22:27,639 --> 00:22:26,630 also on stellar is going to be there too 402 00:22:29,500 --> 00:22:27,649 as well 403 00:22:31,360 --> 00:22:29,510 Scott Leslie he's going to be there so 404 00:22:33,700 --> 00:22:31,370 you're gonna want to come up in and hang 405 00:22:36,460 --> 00:22:33,710 out and they're coming up they're coming 406 00:22:40,029 --> 00:22:36,470 up as sponsors but they're also coming 407 00:22:42,279 --> 00:22:40,039 up as attendees so it's going to be just 408 00:22:45,610 --> 00:22:42,289 the the event of the summer I can 409 00:22:49,480 --> 00:22:45,620 already see how this is shaping up and 410 00:22:51,549 --> 00:22:49,490 how excited we are for for this amazing 411 00:22:54,639 --> 00:22:51,559 amazing four-day weekend for everybody 412 00:22:57,820 --> 00:22:54,649 and then a week later I'll be over at 413 00:23:00,269 --> 00:22:57,830 the dimensions of disclosure in Loveland 414 00:23:04,029 --> 00:23:00,279 Colorado August 17th through the 19th 415 00:23:06,129 --> 00:23:04,039 and Cori Goods gonna be there David 416 00:23:08,830 --> 00:23:06,139 Wilcock Henry Smith Theresa Ian Aris 417 00:23:11,590 --> 00:23:08,840 gerald o'donnell jordan saylor and 418 00:23:14,139 --> 00:23:11,600 twenty other speakers and presenters so 419 00:23:17,200 --> 00:23:14,149 tickets and info right there dimensions 420 00:23:20,110 --> 00:23:17,210 of disclosure calm and I can already see 421 00:23:23,259 --> 00:23:20,120 the Colorado fader knots that's right 422 00:23:25,299 --> 00:23:23,269 they're all gonna be there and one group 423 00:23:28,480 --> 00:23:25,309 we're in there Colorado fader nod 424 00:23:31,600 --> 00:23:28,490 t-shirt that was so cool it's one of my 425 00:23:33,639 --> 00:23:31,610 favorite images of contact in the desert 426 00:23:35,919 --> 00:23:33,649 that was so cool so dimensions of 427 00:23:38,409 --> 00:23:35,929 disclosure dot-com don't forget to 428 00:23:41,620 --> 00:23:38,419 subscribe to our podcast we have 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00:24:19,940 archives and if you get the game changer 444 00:24:23,380 --> 00:24:21,409 you get all of that autograph fade to 445 00:24:26,220 --> 00:24:23,390 black gear that everybody takes pictures 446 00:24:32,320 --> 00:24:26,230 of and post did you see that picture of 447 00:24:33,220 --> 00:24:32,330 Rajan in front of gueros where did that 448 00:24:35,350 --> 00:24:33,230 picture go 449 00:24:37,810 --> 00:24:35,360 somebody needs to post that picture of 450 00:24:41,549 --> 00:24:37,820 Rajan in front of gueros in Austin Texas 451 00:24:45,130 --> 00:24:41,559 that's an amazing it's an amazing 452 00:24:45,520 --> 00:24:45,140 picture Rashaad there you are just like 453 00:24:48,430 --> 00:24:45,530 that 454 00:24:50,200 --> 00:24:48,440 post you're on Twitter I want everybody 455 00:24:53,980 --> 00:24:50,210 to see that picture of you in front of 456 00:24:57,700 --> 00:24:53,990 gueros such a cool cool picture what who 457 00:25:01,360 --> 00:24:57,710 is that oh I thought that was me for a 458 00:25:03,480 --> 00:25:01,370 second there he come out of the fade to 459 00:25:06,190 --> 00:25:03,490 black mug Rajan I want to see that 460 00:25:08,049 --> 00:25:06,200 gueros picture let's get this show 461 00:25:12,490 --> 00:25:08,059 crackin happy birthday to today dave 462 00:25:14,860 --> 00:25:12,500 franco today is 33 and i posted it 463 00:25:17,590 --> 00:25:14,870 because i said happy birthday to franco 464 00:25:19,690 --> 00:25:17,600 because he's a pretty convincing stoner 465 00:25:21,279 --> 00:25:19,700 so i'm just gonna leave it at that he's 466 00:25:25,270 --> 00:25:21,289 pretty funny when he does his stoner 467 00:25:27,880 --> 00:25:25,280 thing happy birthday dave franco and our 468 00:25:31,899 --> 00:25:27,890 dead guys birthday today 469 00:25:35,620 --> 00:25:31,909 are you ready i'm gonna do this man save 470 00:25:38,340 --> 00:25:35,630 the email our dead guys birthday today 471 00:25:41,620 --> 00:25:38,350 is the guy who lived to 102 472 00:25:45,730 --> 00:25:41,630 after getting 15 heart transplants 473 00:25:49,029 --> 00:25:45,740 that's right David Rockefeller 474 00:25:51,640 --> 00:25:49,039 and he's still dead allegedly maybe I 475 00:25:56,169 --> 00:25:51,650 don't know it's probably something on 476 00:25:58,330 --> 00:25:56,179 some private island in Fiji but there 477 00:26:01,419 --> 00:25:58,340 you go Thank You Rajan that's what I'm 478 00:26:05,979 --> 00:26:01,429 talking about right there that gets a 479 00:26:12,320 --> 00:26:10,099 that's right we're of Austin Texas 480 00:26:14,690 --> 00:26:12,330 all right death Proof is the movie if 481 00:26:15,320 --> 00:26:14,700 you haven't seen it on this day in 482 00:26:18,979 --> 00:26:15,330 history 483 00:26:21,709 --> 00:26:18,989 it happened 1982 484 00:26:25,399 --> 00:26:21,719 I'm sorry 1987 and one of his most 485 00:26:29,570 --> 00:26:25,409 famous cold war speeches President 486 00:26:32,779 --> 00:26:29,580 Ronald Reagan challenges Soviet leader 487 00:26:37,909 --> 00:26:32,789 Mikhail Gorbachev with this and I'm 488 00:26:42,339 --> 00:26:37,919 quoting mr. Gorbachev open this gate mr. 489 00:26:46,399 --> 00:26:42,349 Gorbachev tear down this wall 490 00:26:48,589 --> 00:26:46,409 that's right on this day in 1987 that 491 00:26:54,289 --> 00:26:48,599 was a game-changer saw it myself 492 00:26:56,779 --> 00:26:54,299 fader fact there's a fader fact there is 493 00:27:05,259 --> 00:26:56,789 a baby right now 494 00:27:10,519 --> 00:27:05,269 there is a baby named Netflix hey Seuss 495 00:27:13,279 --> 00:27:10,529 now why when and where I won't say I 496 00:27:17,509 --> 00:27:13,289 will protect the identity of this baby's 497 00:27:22,489 --> 00:27:17,519 parents for doing this but this is a 498 00:27:26,119 --> 00:27:22,499 vetted and very real fader fact man what 499 00:27:28,459 --> 00:27:26,129 kind of what are you doing what are you 500 00:27:33,440 --> 00:27:28,469 doing as parents what what are you doing 501 00:27:35,269 --> 00:27:33,450 at the moment where Netflix hey Seuss as 502 00:27:40,519 --> 00:27:35,279 the name of your child just sounds like 503 00:27:43,669 --> 00:27:40,529 a good idea what what is happening at 504 00:27:45,109 --> 00:27:43,679 that moment think about that for a 505 00:27:47,479 --> 00:27:45,119 second all right tonight very special 506 00:27:49,940 --> 00:27:47,489 guest Harry Lovelace he's here former 507 00:27:52,489 --> 00:27:49,950 attorney general assistant attorney 508 00:27:55,009 --> 00:27:52,499 general a lawyer and we're gonna talk 509 00:27:57,680 --> 00:27:55,019 about his amazing encounter and his new 510 00:27:59,560 --> 00:27:57,690 book incident at Devil's Den tomorrow 511 00:28:04,399 --> 00:27:59,570 night Rob Potter's gonna be here and 512 00:28:06,859 --> 00:28:04,409 what I wanted to mention because I did 513 00:28:12,560 --> 00:28:06,869 watch it last night after the show was 514 00:28:18,289 --> 00:28:12,570 the summit over in North Korea and the 515 00:28:21,350 --> 00:28:18,299 media the media is trying to 516 00:28:23,870 --> 00:28:21,360 both by all the media by the way both 517 00:28:25,280 --> 00:28:23,880 both both the right in the left in the 518 00:28:26,930 --> 00:28:25,290 center are trying to make this like 519 00:28:29,150 --> 00:28:26,940 nothing happened and it was a big 520 00:28:30,730 --> 00:28:29,160 nothing burger and and why didn't this 521 00:28:36,350 --> 00:28:30,740 happen to why didn't this happen 522 00:28:42,980 --> 00:28:36,360 I'm I'm not I'm not I'm not there I'm 523 00:28:47,409 --> 00:28:42,990 not in that camp I don't know and it to 524 00:28:51,770 --> 00:28:47,419 me it doesn't matter I don't know why 525 00:28:54,230 --> 00:28:51,780 Trump is being nice I'm camera and 526 00:28:57,260 --> 00:28:54,240 everything else but he got the 527 00:29:00,169 --> 00:28:57,270 conversation started and when I think 528 00:29:03,950 --> 00:29:00,179 about where we were you know three 529 00:29:06,500 --> 00:29:03,960 months ago with missiles being fired and 530 00:29:09,409 --> 00:29:06,510 and crazy videos of the United States 531 00:29:11,930 --> 00:29:09,419 getting blown up and threatening Hawaii 532 00:29:15,470 --> 00:29:11,940 and Guam with nuclear destruction and 533 00:29:18,110 --> 00:29:15,480 you know oh you know to go from that in 534 00:29:20,000 --> 00:29:18,120 such a short period to this I really 535 00:29:25,130 --> 00:29:20,010 don't care how we got here to be honest 536 00:29:29,020 --> 00:29:25,140 with you and I hope that things continue 537 00:29:31,130 --> 00:29:29,030 I really really really do the media is 538 00:29:35,360 --> 00:29:31,140 really trying to turn this into a 539 00:29:36,890 --> 00:29:35,370 negative thing and I'm not buying it hey 540 00:29:41,539 --> 00:29:36,900 you know I never buy what the media is 541 00:29:45,830 --> 00:29:41,549 selling but right now it's it's like too 542 00:29:48,020 --> 00:29:45,840 obvious and I think generally I think in 543 00:29:51,140 --> 00:29:48,030 a general sense I think that most of us 544 00:29:52,730 --> 00:29:51,150 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planet 615 00:33:48,180 --> 00:33:45,380 [Music] 616 00:33:49,800 --> 00:33:48,190 hi this is Rob Reiner from anvil and 617 00:33:55,530 --> 00:33:49,810 you're listening to Jimmy Church 618 00:34:12,189 --> 00:33:55,540 radio.com comments and we're listening 619 00:34:17,800 --> 00:34:14,530 [Music] 620 00:34:20,330 --> 00:34:17,810 all right let's go 621 00:34:23,899 --> 00:34:20,340 fade to black I'm heels Jimmy Church you 622 00:34:30,680 --> 00:34:23,909 can follow me on Twitter at Jay Church 623 00:34:33,230 --> 00:34:30,690 radio simple @j turns radio great week 624 00:34:35,570 --> 00:34:33,240 here on the show and tonight Terry 625 00:34:38,350 --> 00:34:35,580 Lovelace is here waiting for this 626 00:34:43,070 --> 00:34:38,360 evening for a very long time 627 00:34:45,169 --> 00:34:43,080 author of incident at Devil's Den Terry 628 00:34:48,379 --> 00:34:45,179 is a lawyer former assistant attorney 629 00:34:51,470 --> 00:34:48,389 general Terry was active duty in the Air 630 00:34:54,440 --> 00:34:51,480 Force from 1973 to 1979 and trained as a 631 00:34:56,930 --> 00:34:54,450 medic and an EMT his entire enlistment 632 00:34:59,570 --> 00:34:56,940 was spent at Whiteman Air Force Base in 633 00:35:01,310 --> 00:34:59,580 western Missouri Terry has a bachelor's 634 00:35:04,310 --> 00:35:01,320 degree in psychology at Park University 635 00:35:07,400 --> 00:35:04,320 and a Juris Doctor from Western Michigan 636 00:35:09,110 --> 00:35:07,410 University and mr. Lovelace was in an 637 00:35:11,270 --> 00:35:09,120 assistant attorney general for the u.s. 638 00:35:15,980 --> 00:35:11,280 territory of American Samoa and the 639 00:35:20,330 --> 00:35:15,990 state of Vermont in 2012 a routine x-ray 640 00:35:23,570 --> 00:35:20,340 of Terry's leg found a bit of metal the 641 00:35:27,020 --> 00:35:23,580 size of a fingernail with two tiny wires 642 00:35:29,090 --> 00:35:27,030 attached what followed were horrific 643 00:35:31,940 --> 00:35:29,100 nightmares spontaneous recall and 644 00:35:34,310 --> 00:35:31,950 intrusive thoughts surrounding a 1977 645 00:35:36,560 --> 00:35:34,320 camping trip that he took with a friend 646 00:35:39,440 --> 00:35:36,570 to Devil's Den State Park in northern 647 00:35:41,750 --> 00:35:39,450 Arkansas his book is called incident at 648 00:35:45,620 --> 00:35:41,760 Devil's Den compelling proof of alien 649 00:35:48,620 --> 00:35:45,630 existence alleged USAF involvement and 650 00:35:50,930 --> 00:35:48,630 an alien implant discovered accidentally 651 00:35:53,120 --> 00:35:50,940 on x-ray and I would like to welcome for 652 00:35:55,850 --> 00:35:53,130 the first time to fade to black mr. 653 00:35:57,950 --> 00:35:55,860 Terry Lovelace esq by the way good 654 00:36:00,200 --> 00:35:57,960 evening Terry how are you hi good 655 00:36:02,330 --> 00:36:00,210 evening Jimmy it's nice to be here it's 656 00:36:05,600 --> 00:36:02,340 a pleasure to be here finally well you 657 00:36:07,400 --> 00:36:05,610 know I feel a little intimidated you're 658 00:36:09,710 --> 00:36:07,410 the first assistant attorney general 659 00:36:10,630 --> 00:36:09,720 I've had on the show so I've done 660 00:36:19,040 --> 00:36:10,640 nothing wrong 661 00:36:21,050 --> 00:36:19,050 the thing you're a first-time guest and 662 00:36:22,370 --> 00:36:21,060 we've waited way too many years to get 663 00:36:23,569 --> 00:36:22,380 you on the show we talked about that 664 00:36:25,819 --> 00:36:23,579 earlier 665 00:36:28,940 --> 00:36:25,829 you are first-time guests so you get the 666 00:36:30,049 --> 00:36:28,950 first-time guests disclaimer the next 667 00:36:31,519 --> 00:36:30,059 time you're on the show you're not gonna 668 00:36:33,979 --> 00:36:31,529 get it but you get the honor tonight 669 00:36:36,170 --> 00:36:33,989 which is this it's just you and I 670 00:36:37,789 --> 00:36:36,180 sitting on my couch having a 671 00:36:39,589 --> 00:36:37,799 conversation as friends and where that 672 00:36:41,479 --> 00:36:39,599 conversation starts it starts where it 673 00:36:42,049 --> 00:36:41,489 ends it ends but we're gonna end as 674 00:36:44,180 --> 00:36:42,059 friends 675 00:36:51,799 --> 00:36:44,190 all right simple enough you ready to go 676 00:36:56,660 --> 00:36:51,809 I am now oh man okay I almost want to 677 00:36:57,819 --> 00:36:56,670 start at the end and then go back to the 678 00:37:00,709 --> 00:36:57,829 beginning 679 00:37:04,130 --> 00:37:00,719 okay so let's kind of start there now 680 00:37:08,089 --> 00:37:04,140 you have sent us some pretty amazing 681 00:37:11,749 --> 00:37:08,099 images of the X rays and some other 682 00:37:13,219 --> 00:37:11,759 stuff is it okay if we post those yes 683 00:37:16,910 --> 00:37:13,229 please do okay 684 00:37:21,859 --> 00:37:16,920 all right so but going to make more 685 00:37:26,630 --> 00:37:21,869 sense if I start actually in 1979 well 686 00:37:28,789 --> 00:37:26,640 okay well yeah and we'll do that but 687 00:37:33,969 --> 00:37:28,799 without what I meant by starting at the 688 00:37:37,549 --> 00:37:33,979 end was that for somebody like yourself 689 00:37:40,219 --> 00:37:37,559 in public service and certainly you know 690 00:37:45,499 --> 00:37:40,229 an Air Force career and in a career in 691 00:37:47,779 --> 00:37:45,509 law you didn't have to come forward even 692 00:37:51,019 --> 00:37:47,789 though you've had the memories and 693 00:37:53,930 --> 00:37:51,029 you've seen the x-rays you don't need to 694 00:37:57,499 --> 00:37:53,940 come forward you're you're retired life 695 00:38:00,349 --> 00:37:57,509 is good you know what I mean you didn't 696 00:38:02,749 --> 00:38:00,359 have to that's not had any intention of 697 00:38:04,910 --> 00:38:02,759 coming forward you know I intended to 698 00:38:09,289 --> 00:38:04,920 take this to my grave that's right and 699 00:38:12,769 --> 00:38:09,299 why didn't you as a matter of fact three 700 00:38:15,949 --> 00:38:12,779 years ago three or four years ago we 701 00:38:18,170 --> 00:38:15,959 don't have to discuss how you know how I 702 00:38:21,410 --> 00:38:18,180 was told about your case but when I was 703 00:38:23,870 --> 00:38:21,420 told about you back then you hadn't come 704 00:38:27,109 --> 00:38:23,880 forward yet and you hadn't made up your 705 00:38:30,140 --> 00:38:27,119 mind and I was pushing to have you come 706 00:38:32,420 --> 00:38:30,150 forward and but I respected your privacy 707 00:38:33,680 --> 00:38:32,430 but then you decided to go ahead and 708 00:38:34,549 --> 00:38:33,690 write the book and come out and I'm glad 709 00:38:36,460 --> 00:38:34,559 that you did 710 00:38:39,120 --> 00:38:36,470 but what what 711 00:38:43,470 --> 00:38:39,130 cause the decision why why the change 712 00:38:49,089 --> 00:38:43,480 you know after 40 years of silence I 713 00:38:51,609 --> 00:38:49,099 felt angry I felt like you know these 714 00:38:54,070 --> 00:38:51,619 things whatever they are that put their 715 00:38:57,130 --> 00:38:54,080 hands on me and put this thing in my leg 716 00:39:00,040 --> 00:38:57,140 right I kept their secret for 40-plus 717 00:39:02,140 --> 00:39:00,050 years and you know this is how they 718 00:39:05,500 --> 00:39:02,150 repay me you know with screaming 719 00:39:09,430 --> 00:39:05,510 nightmares and yeah it just got to the 720 00:39:11,650 --> 00:39:09,440 point where I thought the right thing to 721 00:39:15,400 --> 00:39:11,660 do was to disclose it and disclose 722 00:39:17,440 --> 00:39:15,410 everything right right right Terry can 723 00:39:19,870 --> 00:39:17,450 you do me a favor and I hate to say 724 00:39:23,080 --> 00:39:19,880 something like this on the radio but 725 00:39:24,760 --> 00:39:23,090 hold your microphones still yes okay 726 00:39:31,780 --> 00:39:24,770 yeah just hold it still it's moving 727 00:39:35,200 --> 00:39:31,790 around in in your experience in law the 728 00:39:38,920 --> 00:39:35,210 evidence that you have now not only 729 00:39:41,079 --> 00:39:38,930 through memories and your testimony but 730 00:39:44,829 --> 00:39:41,089 you have some physical evidence too is 731 00:39:49,839 --> 00:39:44,839 that good enough in court to use as 732 00:39:52,540 --> 00:39:49,849 evidence to prove your case I think I 733 00:39:56,260 --> 00:39:52,550 could I I think if you gave me 12 men 734 00:39:57,940 --> 00:39:56,270 and women on a jury right then I could 735 00:40:00,220 --> 00:39:57,950 that I could present the evidence I 736 00:40:02,500 --> 00:40:00,230 could present the x-rays I could present 737 00:40:07,990 --> 00:40:02,510 the photograph of my niece showing 738 00:40:10,060 --> 00:40:08,000 there's no scar yeah I think I could do 739 00:40:12,310 --> 00:40:10,070 that I'm confident I could do that and I 740 00:40:14,140 --> 00:40:12,320 think I did that yeah there's no 741 00:40:17,980 --> 00:40:14,150 question about it the evidence is 742 00:40:20,589 --> 00:40:17,990 overwhelming and and the the book is a 743 00:40:22,839 --> 00:40:20,599 great read by the way it's it's really 744 00:40:24,430 --> 00:40:22,849 well written and I it's highly 745 00:40:27,339 --> 00:40:24,440 recommended and we've got all the links 746 00:40:30,460 --> 00:40:27,349 up over at your maturity Oh calm where 747 00:40:31,660 --> 00:40:30,470 to go and get the book so that being 748 00:40:36,310 --> 00:40:31,670 said I find that very interesting 749 00:40:39,040 --> 00:40:36,320 because I know that as a lawyer you were 750 00:40:40,660 --> 00:40:39,050 a defense attorney too as well but you 751 00:40:42,250 --> 00:40:40,670 know Attorney General now you're in the 752 00:40:46,329 --> 00:40:42,260 process on the opposite side right 753 00:40:48,370 --> 00:40:46,339 you're prosecuting yeah and so you are 754 00:40:49,460 --> 00:40:48,380 presented with cases all the time that 755 00:40:52,490 --> 00:40:49,470 either have 756 00:40:54,950 --> 00:40:52,500 that is strong enough or not and you are 757 00:40:57,650 --> 00:40:54,960 telling people all the time and we don't 758 00:40:59,930 --> 00:40:57,660 have anything here when you know that 759 00:41:02,870 --> 00:40:59,940 something has happened and you know but 760 00:41:04,640 --> 00:41:02,880 there's not enough there or you're 761 00:41:06,260 --> 00:41:04,650 handed stuff that has got all the 762 00:41:08,720 --> 00:41:06,270 evidence in the world and you know that 763 00:41:10,520 --> 00:41:08,730 you're gonna get your conviction and you 764 00:41:13,250 --> 00:41:10,530 know or not you know if you're a defense 765 00:41:15,680 --> 00:41:13,260 attorney but you are presented this 766 00:41:17,720 --> 00:41:15,690 stuff all the time and you feel that in 767 00:41:19,640 --> 00:41:17,730 your case you've got all you've got 768 00:41:21,950 --> 00:41:19,650 everything that you would need perfect 769 00:41:24,560 --> 00:41:21,960 yeah that's a great observation I'll 770 00:41:27,290 --> 00:41:24,570 tell you I 2012 they discovered this 771 00:41:29,420 --> 00:41:27,300 thing and and for two years I was I was 772 00:41:31,460 --> 00:41:29,430 really in denial about it I just could 773 00:41:36,170 --> 00:41:31,470 not come to grips with it 774 00:41:38,270 --> 00:41:36,180 and what the tipping point was and 775 00:41:41,480 --> 00:41:38,280 people asked what you know how can you 776 00:41:44,510 --> 00:41:41,490 remember all this in such detail and the 777 00:41:46,970 --> 00:41:44,520 reason is is that when I returned from 778 00:41:48,560 --> 00:41:46,980 our camping trip you know we were we 779 00:41:53,060 --> 00:41:48,570 were injured and we were under 780 00:41:55,130 --> 00:41:53,070 investigation by the OSI and I thought 781 00:41:58,070 --> 00:41:55,140 it would be prudent to document 782 00:42:00,980 --> 00:41:58,080 everything everything that happened and 783 00:42:02,510 --> 00:42:00,990 I did because I thought you know if I'm 784 00:42:05,770 --> 00:42:02,520 gonna I'm going to be court-martialed 785 00:42:09,680 --> 00:42:05,780 for something I want to have a record 786 00:42:12,920 --> 00:42:09,690 and then afterward when the nightmares 787 00:42:15,200 --> 00:42:12,930 began my wife suggested to me why don't 788 00:42:18,170 --> 00:42:15,210 you keep a journal of these nightmares 789 00:42:21,380 --> 00:42:18,180 and I started doing that and I did that 790 00:42:25,250 --> 00:42:21,390 diligently and it was a replay of all 791 00:42:28,790 --> 00:42:25,260 these horrific memories just played over 792 00:42:31,550 --> 00:42:28,800 and over again but I chatted all that 793 00:42:34,280 --> 00:42:31,560 down those notebooks my wife kept and in 794 00:42:36,079 --> 00:42:34,290 2016 we thought they were lost in 2016 795 00:42:39,050 --> 00:42:36,089 she flew to Michigan to her storage 796 00:42:42,200 --> 00:42:39,060 locker we have there and she found my 797 00:42:45,740 --> 00:42:42,210 notebooks were there and some drawings 798 00:42:49,070 --> 00:42:45,750 that I had made were still there and 799 00:42:51,109 --> 00:42:49,080 back and that's that's what that's what 800 00:42:56,210 --> 00:42:51,119 gave me the evidence that's what gave me 801 00:42:58,220 --> 00:42:56,220 what I needed that was my father 802 00:43:01,220 --> 00:42:58,230 graduated from Western Michigan by the 803 00:43:03,200 --> 00:43:01,230 way did he yeah we lived on the campus 804 00:43:07,970 --> 00:43:03,210 there yeah he graduated in 805 00:43:11,270 --> 00:43:07,980 I guess it would have been 71 so have 806 00:43:14,300 --> 00:43:11,280 anyone when did you go yeah but I went 807 00:43:18,410 --> 00:43:14,310 late in life I went in 1990 oh you went 808 00:43:20,359 --> 00:43:18,420 1990 right at the top of the hill okay 809 00:43:22,220 --> 00:43:20,369 so where the fountains are right then 810 00:43:24,950 --> 00:43:22,230 you know where the clock is right the 811 00:43:29,089 --> 00:43:24,960 fountains there's a road there that goes 812 00:43:32,750 --> 00:43:29,099 up the hill and at the top of the hill 813 00:43:35,960 --> 00:43:32,760 is redwood drive and we lived on that 814 00:43:38,240 --> 00:43:35,970 corner and I so from our front yard I 815 00:43:42,050 --> 00:43:38,250 could look down the hill into the mirror 816 00:43:45,349 --> 00:43:42,060 pool Wow yeah I can see that my mind's 817 00:43:47,270 --> 00:43:45,359 eye yeah I know yep yep yep yeah yep 818 00:43:51,470 --> 00:43:47,280 lived right there beautiful campus by 819 00:43:54,800 --> 00:43:51,480 the way beautiful beautiful okay so you 820 00:43:59,839 --> 00:43:54,810 wanted to go to 1979 first and so let's 821 00:44:04,089 --> 00:43:59,849 do that why go to 1979 because when I 822 00:44:10,550 --> 00:44:04,099 left the Air Force I took up running 823 00:44:12,800 --> 00:44:10,560 they called it jogging and they did yes 824 00:44:14,390 --> 00:44:12,810 you know you know if you think about it 825 00:44:17,329 --> 00:44:14,400 if you look at old pictures and movies 826 00:44:20,240 --> 00:44:17,339 you don't see anybody who's running 827 00:44:21,740 --> 00:44:20,250 who's not on an an athletic field or 828 00:44:23,810 --> 00:44:21,750 running away from something 829 00:44:29,450 --> 00:44:23,820 I mean people running out in the street 830 00:44:31,970 --> 00:44:29,460 was kind of a new concept so I started 831 00:44:34,250 --> 00:44:31,980 running and I noticed when I hit the 2 832 00:44:36,800 --> 00:44:34,260 mile mark and my run give or take a 833 00:44:39,560 --> 00:44:36,810 hundred yards for 50 yards every time 834 00:44:43,640 --> 00:44:39,570 there was a spot on my knee and my right 835 00:44:47,240 --> 00:44:43,650 thigh that would go totally numb Wow and 836 00:44:50,660 --> 00:44:47,250 I could take a pin when I finished my 837 00:44:53,210 --> 00:44:50,670 run and define the outline it was 838 00:44:57,020 --> 00:44:53,220 circular about the size of a half dollar 839 00:44:59,660 --> 00:44:57,030 and every single time that I did my run 840 00:45:02,599 --> 00:44:59,670 and hit that 2 mile mark that numb spot 841 00:45:05,180 --> 00:45:02,609 I called it would come would come back 842 00:45:06,500 --> 00:45:05,190 and I asked a doctor about it 1980 he's 843 00:45:07,760 --> 00:45:06,510 like you know it doesn't bother you 844 00:45:10,160 --> 00:45:07,770 don't worry about it 845 00:45:12,820 --> 00:45:10,170 right so I didn't they didn't for 40 846 00:45:14,990 --> 00:45:12,830 years but when they took that x-ray and 847 00:45:17,000 --> 00:45:15,000 it didn't hit me until I'm on the way 848 00:45:22,250 --> 00:45:17,010 home and it's like that's 849 00:45:23,990 --> 00:45:22,260 right underneath the nun spot and I made 850 00:45:27,620 --> 00:45:24,000 that connection and then thought well 851 00:45:32,990 --> 00:45:27,630 that has to have been in my leg at least 852 00:45:37,910 --> 00:45:33,000 as far back as 1979 right right you sent 853 00:45:41,330 --> 00:45:37,920 us a couple of images of what you sent 854 00:45:45,020 --> 00:45:41,340 us a bunch of the x-rays Rita is gonna 855 00:45:47,930 --> 00:45:45,030 post these and I want the audience to 856 00:45:52,970 --> 00:45:47,940 look at these as we're discuss we're 857 00:45:54,530 --> 00:45:52,980 discussing this when the doctor looked 858 00:45:56,090 --> 00:45:54,540 at the x-ray just like you being a 859 00:45:57,760 --> 00:45:56,100 lawyer when you're looking down at 860 00:46:00,710 --> 00:45:57,770 evidence and you have that aha moment 861 00:46:03,200 --> 00:46:00,720 you may not necessarily discuss it with 862 00:46:05,210 --> 00:46:03,210 your client but your mind gets going 863 00:46:08,630 --> 00:46:05,220 you're putting the puzzle pieces 864 00:46:10,580 --> 00:46:08,640 together what was your doctor's reaction 865 00:46:14,420 --> 00:46:10,590 when you know he's used to looking at 866 00:46:17,600 --> 00:46:14,430 x-rays and looking at stuff and what was 867 00:46:19,940 --> 00:46:17,610 his reaction to the reactions the 868 00:46:25,070 --> 00:46:19,950 implants was from the radiologist and 869 00:46:28,070 --> 00:46:25,080 the I was in the x-ray room and the tech 870 00:46:30,110 --> 00:46:28,080 took a set of x-rays came out and asked 871 00:46:32,150 --> 00:46:30,120 mr. laplacian do you have a shrapnel 872 00:46:34,910 --> 00:46:32,160 wound or something yeah I get Mike here 873 00:46:36,950 --> 00:46:34,920 at the VA in a car accident or something 874 00:46:39,290 --> 00:46:36,960 that maybe could account for a piece of 875 00:46:42,950 --> 00:46:39,300 metal being in your leg and I'm like no 876 00:46:44,570 --> 00:46:42,960 I'm never and she was puzzled and she 877 00:46:47,270 --> 00:46:44,580 took a couple more films in a couple 878 00:46:51,740 --> 00:46:47,280 more and in total she took 8 shots of my 879 00:46:53,930 --> 00:46:51,750 knee and she said I'm gonna have the 880 00:46:56,900 --> 00:46:53,940 radiologist come down and look at these 881 00:46:59,570 --> 00:46:56,910 and and he didn't guy came down and he 882 00:47:03,980 --> 00:46:59,580 popped popped one up on the view box the 883 00:47:05,690 --> 00:47:03,990 first shot the head-on shot popped it up 884 00:47:07,640 --> 00:47:05,700 on the view box and then he went over to 885 00:47:10,490 --> 00:47:07,650 me and poked me in the thigh and says 886 00:47:13,310 --> 00:47:10,500 it'll be right here and I said what will 887 00:47:15,140 --> 00:47:13,320 be right here he says your scar there's 888 00:47:16,900 --> 00:47:15,150 a scar gonna be right here because 889 00:47:21,290 --> 00:47:16,910 that's where this thing entered your leg 890 00:47:23,840 --> 00:47:21,300 and said doctor I don't have a scar ASIS 891 00:47:26,120 --> 00:47:23,850 I you know insisted on examining my knee 892 00:47:27,740 --> 00:47:26,130 so I took my pants off again he looked 893 00:47:29,609 --> 00:47:27,750 at my knee he looks kind of confused 894 00:47:32,329 --> 00:47:29,619 he's he has an intern 895 00:47:34,650 --> 00:47:32,339 he says you know get a black light and 896 00:47:38,099 --> 00:47:34,660 she came back with a handheld black 897 00:47:40,890 --> 00:47:38,109 light and he killed the overheads and 898 00:47:44,509 --> 00:47:40,900 searched every inch of my knee every 899 00:47:48,180 --> 00:47:44,519 square inch of my knee for a scar and 900 00:47:50,489 --> 00:47:48,190 there was not there is not and I asked 901 00:47:53,999 --> 00:47:50,499 him I said doctor how often is it that 902 00:47:56,970 --> 00:47:54,009 you find a foreign object embedded in 903 00:48:01,319 --> 00:47:56,980 someone's knee and no corresponding scar 904 00:48:03,210 --> 00:48:01,329 and his answer was never never happened 905 00:48:07,019 --> 00:48:03,220 before never seen it before 906 00:48:09,359 --> 00:48:07,029 your cat is funny I'm sorry oh I love it 907 00:48:15,359 --> 00:48:09,369 oh no no it's totally cool 908 00:48:17,519 --> 00:48:15,369 as I'm looking at these the object was 909 00:48:23,160 --> 00:48:17,529 you described it about the size of a 910 00:48:27,390 --> 00:48:23,170 fingernail give me some dimensions yes 911 00:48:31,130 --> 00:48:27,400 about the size of a fingernail then they 912 00:48:34,819 --> 00:48:31,140 think maybe paper-thin the two wires I 913 00:48:39,539 --> 00:48:34,829 would love to know how far up they go 914 00:48:41,279 --> 00:48:39,549 but I don't have a clue and it hit me 915 00:48:43,440 --> 00:48:41,289 afterward that you know well the VA is 916 00:48:46,920 --> 00:48:43,450 an entity of the United States 917 00:48:48,690 --> 00:48:46,930 government sure but I can't complain 918 00:48:51,680 --> 00:48:48,700 about the quality of care I received 919 00:48:54,390 --> 00:48:51,690 from them receive good care from them 920 00:48:57,630 --> 00:48:54,400 but I was only able to secure 2 out of 921 00:49:01,499 --> 00:48:57,640 the 8 x rays and I know that they took 922 00:49:02,849 --> 00:49:01,509 in a film of my leg higher up that's the 923 00:49:04,319 --> 00:49:02,859 film I would've loved to have seen 924 00:49:06,690 --> 00:49:04,329 because that's the film that I think 925 00:49:15,720 --> 00:49:06,700 would have shown where those wires led 926 00:49:18,120 --> 00:49:15,730 to now when it comes to implants and you 927 00:49:21,180 --> 00:49:18,130 know we all know Derrel Sims and Derrel 928 00:49:22,890 --> 00:49:21,190 Sims is a friend of yours and he's you 929 00:49:27,239 --> 00:49:22,900 know he's got a collection of them and 930 00:49:31,259 --> 00:49:27,249 and others out there I've always wanted 931 00:49:33,450 --> 00:49:31,269 that compelling thing it like wires you 932 00:49:38,160 --> 00:49:33,460 know something that would end yours had 933 00:49:40,799 --> 00:49:38,170 those how long were the two wires well 934 00:49:43,260 --> 00:49:40,809 you know they they are as long as as the 935 00:49:45,390 --> 00:49:43,270 x-ray allows that's what I'm saying we 936 00:49:49,710 --> 00:49:45,400 we don't know because they end at the 937 00:49:52,260 --> 00:49:49,720 top of that film so there was a film 938 00:49:55,680 --> 00:49:52,270 that shows my knee from above that point 939 00:49:57,120 --> 00:49:55,690 and and I don't have it and I would love 940 00:49:58,859 --> 00:49:57,130 to have that because that's the film 941 00:50:01,490 --> 00:49:58,869 that would show how far up those those 942 00:50:07,170 --> 00:50:01,500 wires went absolutely incredible 943 00:50:14,030 --> 00:50:07,180 absolutely incredible and now you had 944 00:50:20,880 --> 00:50:14,040 the implant removed well kind of 945 00:50:23,010 --> 00:50:20,890 continued in 2017 and this is this is 946 00:50:30,600 --> 00:50:23,020 this is a little tough to wrap your head 947 00:50:33,210 --> 00:50:30,610 around I woke up and sitting in my 948 00:50:37,800 --> 00:50:33,220 living room sitting bolt upright in my 949 00:50:40,680 --> 00:50:37,810 chair and seated across from me is what 950 00:50:45,750 --> 00:50:40,690 I first took to be an Asian woman about 951 00:50:50,520 --> 00:50:45,760 four feet tall seated on my sofa get a 952 00:50:53,640 --> 00:50:50,530 non-threatening posture and I looked at 953 00:50:57,830 --> 00:50:53,650 her and I refer to her in the book as 954 00:51:01,620 --> 00:50:57,840 Betty and what's interesting is mr. Sims 955 00:51:06,240 --> 00:51:01,630 Betty has been spotted in Houston for 956 00:51:08,670 --> 00:51:06,250 the past 40 years same entity I drew a 957 00:51:12,270 --> 00:51:08,680 picture of her and it's spot-on to what 958 00:51:14,820 --> 00:51:12,280 he has pictures from other people and 959 00:51:20,849 --> 00:51:14,830 this scent that he sat in my bed my in 960 00:51:26,190 --> 00:51:20,859 my living room and I was scared to death 961 00:51:30,810 --> 00:51:26,200 and they communicate telepathically so 962 00:51:34,140 --> 00:51:30,820 my first thought was my god that rig 963 00:51:38,820 --> 00:51:34,150 looks ridiculous that's you can't 964 00:51:41,640 --> 00:51:38,830 control your thoughts and she fired back 965 00:51:42,210 --> 00:51:41,650 into my head immediately I heard crystal 966 00:51:44,250 --> 00:51:42,220 clear 967 00:51:49,380 --> 00:51:44,260 it's the lad it's the same as the last 968 00:51:56,920 --> 00:51:49,390 time and I asked then I thought the last 969 00:51:59,200 --> 00:51:56,930 time went and she said 1987 970 00:52:06,599 --> 00:51:59,210 I had some missing time during a 971 00:52:10,150 --> 00:52:06,609 motorcycle ride in 1987 right and I I 972 00:52:11,380 --> 00:52:10,160 was scared to death because I I thought 973 00:52:14,049 --> 00:52:11,390 you know are these am I gonna be 974 00:52:17,170 --> 00:52:14,059 abducted again I mean you know I have to 975 00:52:19,270 --> 00:52:17,180 go through that torture again and she 976 00:52:20,680 --> 00:52:19,280 immediately fired back and said no you 977 00:52:24,190 --> 00:52:20,690 know you're not gonna be taken tonight 978 00:52:26,020 --> 00:52:24,200 uh and I I thought you know I wish I 979 00:52:27,579 --> 00:52:26,030 could get a better look at her face and 980 00:52:30,190 --> 00:52:27,589 as soon as I thought that she took her 981 00:52:32,650 --> 00:52:30,200 glasses they had oversized glasses on 982 00:52:37,690 --> 00:52:32,660 and I could see her face and her face 983 00:52:43,650 --> 00:52:37,700 was familiar and I knew this woman this 984 00:52:47,410 --> 00:52:43,660 entity I knew her and I believed that 985 00:52:50,680 --> 00:52:47,420 this is the same creature entity hybrid 986 00:52:56,170 --> 00:52:50,690 whatever you want to call her that I met 987 00:52:59,470 --> 00:52:56,180 as a child and again in 1987 now I don't 988 00:53:03,010 --> 00:52:59,480 recall her being part of the 1977 989 00:53:05,980 --> 00:53:03,020 abduction right and I had no memory of 990 00:53:06,460 --> 00:53:05,990 the 1987 event other than what she told 991 00:53:11,859 --> 00:53:06,470 me 992 00:53:15,520 --> 00:53:11,869 but you knew her I did yeah yeah instant 993 00:53:18,870 --> 00:53:15,530 recognition I find it very interesting 994 00:53:25,359 --> 00:53:18,880 and compelling that you are saying her 995 00:53:29,049 --> 00:53:25,369 so it when you say hybrid but was there 996 00:53:33,010 --> 00:53:29,059 enough there that could she passes human 997 00:53:36,970 --> 00:53:33,020 could she walk down the street she yes 998 00:53:40,539 --> 00:53:36,980 yes very oversized glasses she would 999 00:53:43,960 --> 00:53:40,549 appear to be a middle-aged Asian woman 1000 00:53:46,450 --> 00:53:43,970 right yeah I think she could walk down 1001 00:53:47,440 --> 00:53:46,460 the streets of Dallas and in that drawer 1002 00:53:48,970 --> 00:53:47,450 crowd yeah 1003 00:53:52,150 --> 00:53:48,980 now we're gonna be headed towards a 1004 00:53:54,339 --> 00:53:52,160 break and I when we come back we're 1005 00:53:55,720 --> 00:53:54,349 gonna go back to 1977 we're gonna talk 1006 00:54:00,549 --> 00:53:55,730 about Devil's Den and we're gonna go 1007 00:54:01,839 --> 00:54:00,559 through all of those situations that you 1008 00:54:03,579 --> 00:54:01,849 went through we're gonna do that in just 1009 00:54:06,700 --> 00:54:03,589 a second but I want to stay with her 1010 00:54:07,390 --> 00:54:06,710 before the break were you were you 1011 00:54:09,880 --> 00:54:07,400 scared 1012 00:54:14,730 --> 00:54:09,890 or were you comfortable 1013 00:54:18,220 --> 00:54:14,740 you know I was terrified at first and 1014 00:54:21,040 --> 00:54:18,230 then I felt this calm wash over me right 1015 00:54:24,730 --> 00:54:21,050 and I had experienced that before I had 1016 00:54:26,800 --> 00:54:24,740 experienced that back in 1977 whenever 1017 00:54:28,900 --> 00:54:26,810 we first saw this thing in the sky and 1018 00:54:32,020 --> 00:54:28,910 I'll get to that but I had this feeling 1019 00:54:33,910 --> 00:54:32,030 of calm wash over me and my wife is 1020 00:54:38,140 --> 00:54:33,920 asleep in a bedroom just down the hall 1021 00:54:39,580 --> 00:54:38,150 and I think I could yell for her and I 1022 00:54:43,840 --> 00:54:39,590 thought you know no they got that they 1023 00:54:46,000 --> 00:54:43,850 got that handle to right they do so 1024 00:54:51,360 --> 00:54:46,010 we're did that were they was she there 1025 00:54:54,220 --> 00:54:51,370 for the implant she was there to ask me 1026 00:54:58,480 --> 00:54:54,230 not to write the book and to talk 1027 00:55:01,450 --> 00:54:58,490 publicly and I said what in the world 1028 00:55:03,340 --> 00:55:01,460 Who am I what makes my story any 1029 00:55:06,550 --> 00:55:03,350 different from anybody else there are 1030 00:55:08,140 --> 00:55:06,560 hundred books out there of people that 1031 00:55:14,520 --> 00:55:08,150 have experienced the same thing that 1032 00:55:23,440 --> 00:55:20,470 her hosts she refers to aliens as her 1033 00:55:24,430 --> 00:55:23,450 hosts no I don't know why but that's the 1034 00:55:27,910 --> 00:55:24,440 word she used 1035 00:55:29,860 --> 00:55:27,920 it's an ADD word I mean it could be you 1036 00:55:33,250 --> 00:55:29,870 know like a host welcoming a dinner 1037 00:55:36,490 --> 00:55:33,260 party it could be a a parasitic 1038 00:55:40,240 --> 00:55:36,500 relationship but she referred to the 1039 00:55:42,610 --> 00:55:40,250 aliens as her host and she said if you 1040 00:55:44,170 --> 00:55:42,620 write this book and continue to speak 1041 00:55:47,290 --> 00:55:44,180 they're going to come back and retrieve 1042 00:55:50,470 --> 00:55:47,300 these things from your legs and I said 1043 00:55:55,540 --> 00:55:50,480 legs I had no idea I had one in my left 1044 00:55:58,600 --> 00:55:55,550 leg and I thought when you communicate 1045 00:55:59,320 --> 00:55:58,610 telepathically you cannot cannot control 1046 00:56:03,460 --> 00:55:59,330 your thought 1047 00:56:07,660 --> 00:56:03,470 no because and before I can finish a 1048 00:56:13,540 --> 00:56:07,670 thought she would answer me it's amazing 1049 00:56:16,420 --> 00:56:13,550 do you say amazing I say creepy yeah 1050 00:56:18,250 --> 00:56:16,430 because you're naked right that's it you 1051 00:56:20,570 --> 00:56:18,260 can't control your thoughts and whatever 1052 00:56:23,780 --> 00:56:20,580 is gonna go through your mind every 1053 00:56:25,850 --> 00:56:23,790 he knows and you know I asked her that I 1054 00:56:28,100 --> 00:56:25,860 addressed that issue of privacy I said 1055 00:56:31,310 --> 00:56:28,110 I'm not used to having my thoughts open 1056 00:56:33,800 --> 00:56:31,320 right and she said just try it here you 1057 00:56:36,940 --> 00:56:33,810 can keep them private if you try now I 1058 00:56:43,610 --> 00:56:36,950 think she said that just to placate me 1059 00:56:45,920 --> 00:56:43,620 yeah if if everybody had telepathy could 1060 00:56:49,730 --> 00:56:45,930 you imagine going into a restaurant how 1061 00:56:52,400 --> 00:56:49,740 noisy that would be right in order to 1062 00:56:56,710 --> 00:56:52,410 mean or a rock concert you know the 1063 00:57:00,950 --> 00:56:56,720 shopping mall some crowded area or work 1064 00:57:06,200 --> 00:57:00,960 you know yeah I don't know so there must 1065 00:57:07,670 --> 00:57:06,210 be a way to block it out I guess but you 1066 00:57:09,410 --> 00:57:07,680 know you you would ask I was gonna say 1067 00:57:11,840 --> 00:57:09,420 about the implants I had to thought 1068 00:57:15,350 --> 00:57:11,850 about the implants I said you know these 1069 00:57:16,970 --> 00:57:15,360 things in my leg my god yeah I thought 1070 00:57:20,000 --> 00:57:16,980 crossed my mind how many people have you 1071 00:57:22,400 --> 00:57:20,010 put these things in and and her answer 1072 00:57:25,430 --> 00:57:22,410 just blew me away she said many 1073 00:57:28,910 --> 00:57:25,440 thousands over three generations many 1074 00:57:29,600 --> 00:57:28,920 thousands over at least well that's a 1075 00:57:34,520 --> 00:57:29,610 big number 1076 00:57:36,620 --> 00:57:34,530 but she could have said everybody she 1077 00:57:39,080 --> 00:57:36,630 could have said everybody let's take a 1078 00:57:42,500 --> 00:57:39,090 break right here Terry and when we come 1079 00:57:43,370 --> 00:57:42,510 back we're gonna go back to 1977 we're 1080 00:57:47,390 --> 00:57:43,380 gonna start there 1081 00:57:49,370 --> 00:57:47,400 why Devil's Den and Devil's Den there's 1082 00:57:51,380 --> 00:57:49,380 been a lot of things going on up there 1083 00:57:53,390 --> 00:57:51,390 over the years too as well well we'll 1084 00:57:56,230 --> 00:57:53,400 address all of that our guest tonight 1085 00:57:59,000 --> 00:57:56,240 Terry Lovelace for discussing his book 1086 00:58:01,610 --> 00:57:59,010 incident at Devil's Den compelling proof 1087 00:58:03,680 --> 00:58:01,620 of alien existence this is fade to black 1088 00:58:07,460 --> 00:58:03,690 I'm yours Jimmy Church on the game 1089 00:58:08,910 --> 00:58:07,470 changer network and kg RA the planet 1090 00:58:27,109 --> 00:58:08,920 stay with us 1091 00:58:31,109 --> 00:58:29,190 this is fade to black 1092 00:58:34,800 --> 00:58:31,119 with Jimmy Church on the game changer 1093 00:58:39,030 --> 00:58:34,810 radio network and kgr a the global radio 1094 00:58:42,150 --> 00:58:39,040 alliance this is kg are a digital 1095 00:58:45,540 --> 00:58:42,160 broadcasting station Salt Lake City Utah 1096 00:58:47,670 --> 00:58:45,550 Van Buren Arkansas does your basement or 1097 00:58:49,410 --> 00:58:47,680 crawlspace have a damp musty smell well 1098 00:58:51,570 --> 00:58:49,420 watch out that's a sign of too much 1099 00:58:53,400 --> 00:58:51,580 moisture and not enough ventilation and 1100 00:58:55,530 --> 00:58:53,410 that can mean increased mold growth and 1101 00:58:57,810 --> 00:58:55,540 the build-up of harmful toxins and gases 1102 00:58:59,940 --> 00:58:57,820 don't bother with a dehumidifier it just 1103 00:59:01,740 --> 00:58:59,950 circulates the same unhealthy air now 1104 00:59:03,630 --> 00:59:01,750 there's a better way to remove these 1105 00:59:06,000 --> 00:59:03,640 dangers and odors it's with the 1106 00:59:07,800 --> 00:59:06,010 computerized wave moisture control unit 1107 00:59:09,450 --> 00:59:07,810 that reduces moisture and expels 1108 00:59:11,430 --> 00:59:09,460 pollutants we replaced our old 1109 00:59:13,710 --> 00:59:11,440 dehumidifier with the wave unit and in 1110 00:59:16,109 --> 00:59:13,720 only three weeks our basement is dry and 1111 00:59:18,090 --> 00:59:16,119 the musty smell is gone wave units 1112 00:59:20,520 --> 00:59:18,100 require no maintenance no buckets of 1113 00:59:22,440 --> 00:59:20,530 water or filters and costs only pennies 1114 00:59:24,210 --> 00:59:22,450 a day to run breathe better live 1115 00:59:26,640 --> 00:59:24,220 healthier with an affordable no 1116 00:59:28,980 --> 00:59:26,650 maintenance wave unit call eight eight 1117 00:59:32,310 --> 00:59:28,990 eight seven one seven way eight eight 1118 00:59:37,230 --> 00:59:32,320 eight seven one seven wav e or visit dry 1119 00:59:40,030 --> 00:59:37,240 healthy home comm dry healthy home calm 1120 00:59:40,880 --> 00:59:40,040 [Music] 1121 00:59:51,140 --> 00:59:40,890 Solutions 1122 00:59:55,650 --> 00:59:53,790 hi this is Ray sobs here reppin the 1123 00:59:58,650 --> 00:59:55,660 planet and you're listening to my good 1124 01:00:01,200 --> 00:59:58,660 friend Jimmy Church fade to black 1125 01:00:05,760 --> 01:00:01,210 on the GameChanger network and the kgr a 1126 01:00:07,920 --> 01:00:05,770 digital broadcast station this is Toby 1127 01:00:26,760 --> 01:00:07,930 Kebbell you're listening to Jimmy Church 1128 01:00:28,920 --> 01:00:26,770 radio calm Jimmy Jimmy Church revolution 1129 01:00:30,599 --> 01:00:28,930 this is Micah Hanks of the graylien 1130 01:00:32,940 --> 01:00:30,609 report and you're listening to Jimmy 1131 01:00:34,770 --> 01:00:32,950 church on fade to black across the globe 1132 01:00:38,180 --> 01:00:34,780 on the game-changer radio network and 1133 01:00:58,079 --> 01:00:38,190 the one and only kgr a radio the planet 1134 01:01:00,190 --> 01:00:58,089 [Music] 1135 01:01:02,260 --> 01:01:00,200 welcome back fade to black I'm here 1136 01:01:05,950 --> 01:01:02,270 Jimmy Church I guess tonight 1137 01:01:08,290 --> 01:01:05,960 Terry Lovelace talking about his book it 1138 01:01:10,390 --> 01:01:08,300 is called incident at Devil's Den 1139 01:01:12,069 --> 01:01:10,400 compelling proof of alien existence 1140 01:01:14,710 --> 01:01:12,079 alleged the United States Air Force 1141 01:01:18,460 --> 01:01:14,720 involvement and an alien implant 1142 01:01:21,210 --> 01:01:18,470 discovered accidentally on x-ray Terry 1143 01:01:25,599 --> 01:01:21,220 is an attorney and former attorney 1144 01:01:27,430 --> 01:01:25,609 general assistant attorney general how 1145 01:01:29,559 --> 01:01:27,440 long were you at the assistant attorney 1146 01:01:35,109 --> 01:01:29,569 general for the state of Vermont 1147 01:01:37,390 --> 01:01:35,119 Terry five years five years but that's 1148 01:01:39,430 --> 01:01:37,400 that's a pretty intense gig you know I 1149 01:01:43,210 --> 01:01:39,440 don't know how much action goes down in 1150 01:01:45,940 --> 01:01:43,220 Vermont but nonetheless yeah you know it 1151 01:01:48,609 --> 01:01:45,950 it was and you know I had an opportunity 1152 01:01:51,579 --> 01:01:48,619 to retire early and I had some heart 1153 01:01:54,730 --> 01:01:51,589 problems and I thought you know I'm 1154 01:01:57,760 --> 01:01:54,740 gonna do this I'm gonna retire and it 1155 01:02:00,250 --> 01:01:57,770 was the right decision i watch the TV 1156 01:02:02,740 --> 01:02:00,260 show billions right it's it's pretty 1157 01:02:05,950 --> 01:02:02,750 cool and they had the season finale last 1158 01:02:08,079 --> 01:02:05,960 night but it's all about the AG the 1159 01:02:12,460 --> 01:02:08,089 assistant AG the Southern District 1160 01:02:16,000 --> 01:02:12,470 Manhattan right that's that's about as 1161 01:02:17,559 --> 01:02:16,010 an intense of a gig as anyone could 1162 01:02:21,849 --> 01:02:17,569 encounter in it you know at the federal 1163 01:02:27,099 --> 01:02:21,859 level like that lots of pressure and for 1164 01:02:31,480 --> 01:02:27,109 you if if if another assistant AG came 1165 01:02:36,190 --> 01:02:31,490 in and said to you a story similar to 1166 01:02:39,880 --> 01:02:36,200 yours what would you think I mean this 1167 01:02:41,920 --> 01:02:39,890 person is crazy or did you have an open 1168 01:02:43,539 --> 01:02:41,930 mind and and you would sit down and 1169 01:02:45,640 --> 01:02:43,549 listen to somebody with an experience 1170 01:02:47,410 --> 01:02:45,650 like this I wouldn't believe a word of 1171 01:02:49,410 --> 01:02:47,420 it yeah I throw them out of my office 1172 01:02:52,660 --> 01:02:49,420 right right right 1173 01:02:54,700 --> 01:02:52,670 this hasn't happened to me I mean I can 1174 01:02:56,589 --> 01:02:54,710 understand why people are skeptical I 1175 01:02:59,079 --> 01:02:56,599 would be skeptical if it hadn't happened 1176 01:03:02,380 --> 01:02:59,089 to me right but it did 1177 01:03:07,630 --> 01:03:02,390 now why Devil's Den let's go back to 1178 01:03:11,290 --> 01:03:07,640 1977 how old were you in 77 I was 22 1179 01:03:14,620 --> 01:03:11,300 years old in the Air Force yes 1180 01:03:18,130 --> 01:03:14,630 the air force and why did you guys pick 1181 01:03:21,820 --> 01:03:18,140 Devil's Den at the time I was working 1182 01:03:23,440 --> 01:03:21,830 with I was working in the emergency room 1183 01:03:26,020 --> 01:03:23,450 with a good friend of mine we worked the 1184 01:03:29,710 --> 01:03:26,030 night shift Wow three and a half years 1185 01:03:33,160 --> 01:03:29,720 or so driving an ambulance together and 1186 01:03:35,260 --> 01:03:33,170 we were a team and over the time we 1187 01:03:37,360 --> 01:03:35,270 worked together we became friends and 1188 01:03:40,870 --> 01:03:37,370 socialized I referred to him as Tobias 1189 01:03:43,390 --> 01:03:40,880 in the book right and we became you know 1190 01:03:45,850 --> 01:03:43,400 good good friends we socialized barbecue 1191 01:03:50,080 --> 01:03:45,860 you know played cards his wife knew my 1192 01:03:53,170 --> 01:03:50,090 wife etc and one day he came to me in 1193 01:03:56,850 --> 01:03:53,180 the spring of 77 and said hey man I got 1194 01:03:59,650 --> 01:03:56,860 an idea let's go camping I said what you 1195 01:04:01,450 --> 01:03:59,660 nuts Toby we're City boys I mean you 1196 01:04:03,640 --> 01:04:01,460 know I grew up in st. Louis you grew up 1197 01:04:07,150 --> 01:04:03,650 in Flint what do we know about camping 1198 01:04:10,390 --> 01:04:07,160 right and he knew that I was an amateur 1199 01:04:13,900 --> 01:04:10,400 photographer edible black and white 1200 01:04:17,370 --> 01:04:13,910 darkroom set up in my home and I love to 1201 01:04:21,340 --> 01:04:17,380 take photographs of Eagles and wildlife 1202 01:04:23,080 --> 01:04:21,350 and you know within 30 minutes within an 1203 01:04:26,200 --> 01:04:23,090 hour of Whiteman Air Force Base there 1204 01:04:28,570 --> 01:04:26,210 are half a dozen beautiful parks but 1205 01:04:31,780 --> 01:04:28,580 Toby was insistent he said man this is 1206 01:04:33,640 --> 01:04:31,790 the place we have to go and I'm like you 1207 01:04:35,920 --> 01:04:33,650 know Toby it's a long way to go why why 1208 01:04:41,440 --> 01:04:35,930 why go down there and he says just just 1209 01:04:44,080 --> 01:04:41,450 think about and I did and I and the 1210 01:04:46,270 --> 01:04:44,090 thought of it I was dismissive of it at 1211 01:04:47,560 --> 01:04:46,280 first and in 48 hours something well 1212 01:04:51,370 --> 01:04:47,570 maybe it might be fun 1213 01:04:59,620 --> 01:04:51,380 and then it's 72 hours I'm like yeah I 1214 01:05:02,860 --> 01:04:59,630 want to go it was a compulsion we felt 1215 01:05:06,160 --> 01:05:02,870 compelled to go it reminds me of the 1216 01:05:10,510 --> 01:05:06,170 Dreyfuss in Close Encounters right yeah 1217 01:05:13,660 --> 01:05:10,520 yeah so you guys get camping gear and 1218 01:05:17,200 --> 01:05:13,670 you head to Devil's Den we get camping 1219 01:05:23,620 --> 01:05:17,210 gear we drive south across the border 1220 01:05:24,730 --> 01:05:23,630 and there's a campground and Toby's like 1221 01:05:27,310 --> 01:05:24,740 you know 1222 01:05:30,099 --> 01:05:27,320 we don't want to stay at a campground no 1223 01:05:32,260 --> 01:05:30,109 we're supposed to do it's the nine on 1224 01:05:34,300 --> 01:05:32,270 Isis let's have a wilderness adventure 1225 01:05:35,349 --> 01:05:34,310 where we are we've never been camping in 1226 01:05:39,160 --> 01:05:35,359 our life and he's talking about 1227 01:05:40,720 --> 01:05:39,170 wilderness adventure I'm all for it he's 1228 01:05:43,540 --> 01:05:40,730 like let's find a nice place with some 1229 01:05:45,940 --> 01:05:43,550 high ground with nobody around us you 1230 01:05:48,120 --> 01:05:45,950 can photograph Eagles he was an amateur 1231 01:05:51,210 --> 01:05:48,130 astronomer he was told he was just 1232 01:05:55,510 --> 01:05:51,220 fixated he lived to watch the night sky 1233 01:05:59,109 --> 01:05:55,520 and he said you know I can star watch 1234 01:06:01,150 --> 01:05:59,119 you can take some photographs and you 1235 01:06:03,070 --> 01:06:01,160 know who knows maybe we'll enjoy it 1236 01:06:05,890 --> 01:06:03,080 we'll bring our wives for the next trip 1237 01:06:12,579 --> 01:06:05,900 and Toby just sold me on the idea and 1238 01:06:15,310 --> 01:06:12,589 see it became an obsession to grow so we 1239 01:06:18,760 --> 01:06:15,320 we got there we drove down and got there 1240 01:06:20,650 --> 01:06:18,770 and we skirted the park rangers we 1241 01:06:24,910 --> 01:06:20,660 stopped by the visitors center so Toby 1242 01:06:26,589 --> 01:06:24,920 could snag a little map of the park but 1243 01:06:29,079 --> 01:06:26,599 you know he almost didn't need it it was 1244 01:06:31,750 --> 01:06:29,089 like he knew where to go I mean in 1245 01:06:35,859 --> 01:06:31,760 retrospect looking back at it after he a 1246 01:06:38,829 --> 01:06:35,869 year - it was an odd series of events 1247 01:06:42,190 --> 01:06:38,839 but he knew where to go I swear to God 1248 01:06:43,960 --> 01:06:42,200 and we we went to a part we went to a 1249 01:06:47,560 --> 01:06:43,970 part of the park with a road degraded 1250 01:06:52,089 --> 01:06:47,570 from pavement to gravel to just ruts and 1251 01:06:54,609 --> 01:06:52,099 into a chain across the road and Toby 1252 01:06:57,190 --> 01:06:54,619 hopped out the chain had just locked on 1253 01:06:59,770 --> 01:06:57,200 a link are draped around the post so he 1254 01:07:02,200 --> 01:06:59,780 just lifted it up dropped it and we 1255 01:07:06,160 --> 01:07:02,210 drove on through where we felt terrific 1256 01:07:08,079 --> 01:07:06,170 and really felt on top of the world and 1257 01:07:09,700 --> 01:07:08,089 Toby made a note 1258 01:07:13,300 --> 01:07:09,710 you get took a bank envelope and a 1259 01:07:16,329 --> 01:07:13,310 pencil and kept a map of where we were 1260 01:07:18,220 --> 01:07:16,339 going we didn't know I'm like not 1261 01:07:21,460 --> 01:07:18,230 valuable that would be in just a little 1262 01:07:23,290 --> 01:07:21,470 while but he was always the Navigator 1263 01:07:24,190 --> 01:07:23,300 when we drove an ambulance I I have no 1264 01:07:31,839 --> 01:07:24,200 sense of direction 1265 01:07:34,359 --> 01:07:31,849 he he led us up to we were going on our 1266 01:07:36,790 --> 01:07:34,369 steep grade upward and we crested the 1267 01:07:37,660 --> 01:07:36,800 top of this hill and here is this I call 1268 01:07:41,200 --> 01:07:37,670 it a meadow 1269 01:07:44,829 --> 01:07:41,210 and there were late blooming wildflowers 1270 01:07:49,089 --> 01:07:44,839 and grass and it was just beautiful and 1271 01:07:51,490 --> 01:07:49,099 it was an ideal place to probably 1272 01:07:52,210 --> 01:07:51,500 photograph Eagles and scenery it was 1273 01:07:55,299 --> 01:07:52,220 gorgeous 1274 01:07:57,460 --> 01:07:55,309 I felt OB I said this is great you know 1275 01:07:59,770 --> 01:07:57,470 what's I wanted to set up camp right in 1276 01:08:01,990 --> 01:07:59,780 the middle of the meadow and he's like 1277 01:08:04,180 --> 01:08:02,000 no no no we can't do that don't did set 1278 01:08:07,420 --> 01:08:04,190 up over here by the edge of the tree 1279 01:08:11,589 --> 01:08:07,430 line and we argued about it he was 1280 01:08:14,650 --> 01:08:11,599 insistent and that would be the reason 1281 01:08:16,840 --> 01:08:14,660 for that would come out so so later so 1282 01:08:20,470 --> 01:08:16,850 we instead of staying in a minute we 1283 01:08:24,519 --> 01:08:20,480 stayed back along the tree line and we 1284 01:08:27,789 --> 01:08:24,529 went Toby wanted to set up camp right 1285 01:08:29,680 --> 01:08:27,799 away and I said no no no I want to take 1286 01:08:32,439 --> 01:08:29,690 a high okay I want to stretch my legs a 1287 01:08:33,880 --> 01:08:32,449 little bit so we took a hike and we 1288 01:08:37,200 --> 01:08:33,890 walked and we looked around a little bit 1289 01:08:40,090 --> 01:08:37,210 and there was a limestone Bluffs there 1290 01:08:43,240 --> 01:08:40,100 that we got to we did about three or 1291 01:08:47,260 --> 01:08:43,250 four mile hike laid down in this Bluff 1292 01:08:51,039 --> 01:08:47,270 and both of us fell asleep which was 1293 01:08:53,410 --> 01:08:51,049 kind of crazy because I was tired from 1294 01:08:56,559 --> 01:08:53,420 the drive but I wasn't sleepy I 1295 01:08:58,870 --> 01:08:56,569 shouldn't have been drowse hmm but we 1296 01:09:00,519 --> 01:08:58,880 slept for a couple hours and woke up and 1297 01:09:02,769 --> 01:09:00,529 realized hey we better get back and set 1298 01:09:04,380 --> 01:09:02,779 up camp before it gets dark out here or 1299 01:09:06,970 --> 01:09:04,390 lost in the woods 1300 01:09:11,439 --> 01:09:06,980 so we hustle when we get back we set up 1301 01:09:13,660 --> 01:09:11,449 a camp and you know we could get a 1302 01:09:16,240 --> 01:09:13,670 little three man tent put up I had a 1303 01:09:19,240 --> 01:09:16,250 fire put together and we're laying 1304 01:09:21,280 --> 01:09:19,250 around in these air mattresses and I'm 1305 01:09:23,769 --> 01:09:21,290 thinking remember I say in the tober you 1306 01:09:26,680 --> 01:09:23,779 know this must be the allure of camping 1307 01:09:32,200 --> 01:09:26,690 you know we roasted some hot dogs and it 1308 01:09:34,539 --> 01:09:32,210 was nice and I noticed that the forest 1309 01:09:37,329 --> 01:09:34,549 in back of us had been loud there had 1310 01:09:39,970 --> 01:09:37,339 been like tree frogs and crickets and 1311 01:09:46,680 --> 01:09:39,980 all the night noises you hear in forest 1312 01:09:49,749 --> 01:09:46,690 life yeah and that almost stopped and 1313 01:09:51,030 --> 01:09:49,759 and then we stopped it was calm there 1314 01:09:54,600 --> 01:09:51,040 was no breezy 1315 01:09:56,730 --> 01:09:54,610 esse Toby you know the crickets you know 1316 01:09:59,160 --> 01:09:56,740 word rid the crickets in the tree frogs 1317 01:10:00,900 --> 01:09:59,170 going you know what and he's like no I 1318 01:10:02,460 --> 01:10:00,910 don't worry about it he says look we're 1319 01:10:04,170 --> 01:10:02,470 laughing and cutting up he says just 1320 01:10:10,680 --> 01:10:04,180 give him a loud they'll be back he'll 1321 01:10:12,180 --> 01:10:10,690 come back but it left me uneasy and they 1322 01:10:15,420 --> 01:10:12,190 change the subject you know and we're 1323 01:10:18,270 --> 01:10:15,430 just we're just chatting and Toby jerks 1324 01:10:21,120 --> 01:10:18,280 his head to the left and he's staring at 1325 01:10:24,660 --> 01:10:21,130 something and he asked me says hey were 1326 01:10:26,760 --> 01:10:24,670 those theory before and like what are 1327 01:10:30,120 --> 01:10:26,770 you talking about it and he points to 1328 01:10:34,170 --> 01:10:30,130 the western sky alone horizon and there 1329 01:10:38,040 --> 01:10:34,180 are three stars in the perfect little 1330 01:10:39,930 --> 01:10:38,050 triangle and they are just about they're 1331 01:10:42,650 --> 01:10:39,940 all the same brightness they are just 1332 01:10:45,600 --> 01:10:42,660 about as bright as the North Star but 1333 01:10:48,420 --> 01:10:45,610 they're sitting low on the horizon where 1334 01:10:50,730 --> 01:10:48,430 it could have been and we were debating 1335 01:10:52,760 --> 01:10:50,740 where these these couldn't be aircraft 1336 01:10:56,040 --> 01:10:52,770 lights we knew a little body aircraft 1337 01:10:59,550 --> 01:10:56,050 nothing in that configuration and while 1338 01:11:03,150 --> 01:10:59,560 we're debating this it moves and it 1339 01:11:05,910 --> 01:11:03,160 turns like it's on an axis and that's 1340 01:11:10,260 --> 01:11:05,920 about a three quarter turn and we are 1341 01:11:14,760 --> 01:11:10,270 like whoa we're all struck so it it 1342 01:11:18,950 --> 01:11:14,770 spins from the center all three just 1343 01:11:21,980 --> 01:11:18,960 just rotate rotate in unison 1344 01:11:25,980 --> 01:11:21,990 wow-whee and then it started to climb 1345 01:11:28,080 --> 01:11:25,990 and we're I said Toby if this is three 1346 01:11:30,870 --> 01:11:28,090 independent lights somebody is 1347 01:11:34,230 --> 01:11:30,880 choreographed this beautifully that's 1348 01:11:37,920 --> 01:11:34,240 right it's single object and he agreed 1349 01:11:39,870 --> 01:11:37,930 with me and we we watched him and as it 1350 01:11:42,300 --> 01:11:39,880 went up in the sky the higher it got the 1351 01:11:45,980 --> 01:11:42,310 bigger it got and the three points the 1352 01:11:49,140 --> 01:11:45,990 lights just expanded and it just it grew 1353 01:11:52,130 --> 01:11:49,150 this the Stars all remained equidistant 1354 01:11:55,350 --> 01:11:52,140 to one another but it got bigger and 1355 01:11:58,740 --> 01:11:55,360 Toby noticed that inside the triangle 1356 01:12:01,940 --> 01:11:58,750 was much darker it was jet black yeah 1357 01:12:04,150 --> 01:12:01,950 you talk about that in the book that as 1358 01:12:05,860 --> 01:12:04,160 it appeared to be 1359 01:12:08,920 --> 01:12:05,870 he thought it was three independent 1360 01:12:10,630 --> 01:12:08,930 lights or whatever but now it's passing 1361 01:12:13,630 --> 01:12:10,640 in front of stars and it's blocking out 1362 01:12:18,280 --> 01:12:13,640 the stars so now you realize that this 1363 01:12:22,780 --> 01:12:18,290 is a solid object exactly exactly and 1364 01:12:27,730 --> 01:12:22,790 this is the point where I went from 1365 01:12:33,420 --> 01:12:27,740 feeling uneasy about the silence to calm 1366 01:12:35,860 --> 01:12:33,430 and I felt this calm wash over me and I 1367 01:12:38,920 --> 01:12:35,870 maybe I remember I asked Toby I said 1368 01:12:43,900 --> 01:12:38,930 Toby are you afraid he's like my man I'm 1369 01:12:44,950 --> 01:12:43,910 not afraid are you afraid looks good and 1370 01:12:49,210 --> 01:12:44,960 I'm like 1371 01:12:52,180 --> 01:12:49,220 Toby you know you're the astronomer what 1372 01:12:57,250 --> 01:12:52,190 is that thing and he never answered me 1373 01:12:58,990 --> 01:12:57,260 and it got bigger and bigger and Jimmy 1374 01:13:05,740 --> 01:12:59,000 it was enormous 1375 01:13:11,460 --> 01:13:05,750 I can't I did a drawing to scale tried 1376 01:13:15,340 --> 01:13:11,470 to do it to scale this thing it was 1377 01:13:18,820 --> 01:13:15,350 parked about 3,000 feet 1378 01:13:23,110 --> 01:13:18,830 I'm guessing overhead and I would guess 1379 01:13:27,670 --> 01:13:23,120 that each leg of the triangle was a city 1380 01:13:32,230 --> 01:13:27,680 block in length and it was easily five 1381 01:13:35,410 --> 01:13:32,240 stories tall and on each point there was 1382 01:13:40,650 --> 01:13:35,420 a light panel that ran from the bottom 1383 01:13:43,390 --> 01:13:40,660 to the top and there were were lights 1384 01:13:45,520 --> 01:13:43,400 that's where the and I remember these 1385 01:13:47,860 --> 01:13:45,530 lights would run up and down that light 1386 01:13:49,840 --> 01:13:47,870 bar and I remember thinking that's what 1387 01:13:52,980 --> 01:13:49,850 must give the illusion of a star 1388 01:13:55,060 --> 01:13:52,990 twinkling when it's up high in the sky 1389 01:13:56,920 --> 01:13:55,070 but we're sitting there on these air 1390 01:13:59,800 --> 01:13:56,930 mattresses it's 3,000 feet over our 1391 01:14:03,060 --> 01:13:59,810 heads and we are almost to the point of 1392 01:14:06,670 --> 01:14:03,070 disinterested we are absolutely near 1393 01:14:10,450 --> 01:14:06,680 apathetic and we're laying there and and 1394 01:14:13,870 --> 01:14:10,460 just watching this thing and Toby has 1395 01:14:15,130 --> 01:14:13,880 the flashlight in his hand and he said 1396 01:14:16,629 --> 01:14:15,140 something like I'm gonna signal this 1397 01:14:18,490 --> 01:14:16,639 thing 1398 01:14:20,979 --> 01:14:18,500 I was going to grab it from his hand but 1399 01:14:23,590 --> 01:14:20,989 I was her quick enough and he turned it 1400 01:14:26,080 --> 01:14:23,600 on a couple times and shined it right in 1401 01:14:30,060 --> 01:14:26,090 the middle of this thing and as soon as 1402 01:14:32,500 --> 01:14:30,070 he did from the center of this triangle 1403 01:14:34,120 --> 01:14:32,510 came a beam of light and it just 1404 01:14:36,879 --> 01:14:34,130 appeared like it just like someone 1405 01:14:38,919 --> 01:14:36,889 flipped a switch and it was a visible 1406 01:14:41,890 --> 01:14:38,929 beam of light when I say visible I mean 1407 01:14:44,080 --> 01:14:41,900 like like a high-power searchlight 1408 01:14:47,050 --> 01:14:44,090 cutting through fog right you can see 1409 01:14:49,450 --> 01:14:47,060 being bright that's the way this was and 1410 01:14:53,080 --> 01:14:49,460 it was about the diameter of a softball 1411 01:14:56,890 --> 01:14:53,090 and it it just flipped on and it landed 1412 01:15:01,419 --> 01:14:56,900 square in the middle of our now almost 1413 01:15:03,609 --> 01:15:01,429 dead campfire holy crap and you know we 1414 01:15:09,910 --> 01:15:03,619 should have been yeah we should have 1415 01:15:12,000 --> 01:15:09,920 been hysterical and I think I think I 1416 01:15:16,390 --> 01:15:12,010 said something like that's pretty cool 1417 01:15:21,459 --> 01:15:16,400 now you you and Toby are in the the 1418 01:15:25,840 --> 01:15:21,469 bleep in Air Force you guys know what we 1419 01:15:28,209 --> 01:15:25,850 have or you're supposed to what did you 1420 01:15:30,399 --> 01:15:28,219 guys discuss this at that point you know 1421 01:15:34,660 --> 01:15:30,409 the famous us or them you know 1422 01:15:37,720 --> 01:15:34,670 conversation what is this no didn't do 1423 01:15:41,080 --> 01:15:37,730 it and now I'm looking at one of your 1424 01:15:43,840 --> 01:15:41,090 drawings and of this craft and we've got 1425 01:15:46,840 --> 01:15:43,850 it posted and it's a great drawing great 1426 01:15:50,080 --> 01:15:46,850 recall there is I have a couple of 1427 01:15:55,540 --> 01:15:50,090 questions and each one of the panels on 1428 01:15:59,979 --> 01:15:55,550 the sides it looks like the everything 1429 01:16:01,479 --> 01:15:59,989 is it in a triangle shape right it's not 1430 01:16:04,899 --> 01:16:01,489 a triangle shape what's the word I'm 1431 01:16:07,149 --> 01:16:04,909 trying to like it's a parallelogram but 1432 01:16:11,169 --> 01:16:07,159 it's not is that the way it was 1433 01:16:13,419 --> 01:16:11,179 represented you know the the grid the 1434 01:16:17,020 --> 01:16:13,429 squares it's smaller on one side and 1435 01:16:19,330 --> 01:16:17,030 bigger on them you know so that's the 1436 01:16:21,280 --> 01:16:19,340 way it was shaped that's that's the way 1437 01:16:25,180 --> 01:16:21,290 it was shaped I tried to draw that to 1438 01:16:27,760 --> 01:16:25,190 scale there the the the lights and the 1439 01:16:29,000 --> 01:16:27,770 craft is smaller on either in because it 1440 01:16:32,359 --> 01:16:29,010 is farther away 1441 01:16:36,560 --> 01:16:32,369 right but you understand what I'm saying 1442 01:16:42,950 --> 01:16:36,570 that was the shape of this this area on 1443 01:16:45,319 --> 01:16:42,960 the side this I'm I'm at a loss for 1444 01:16:47,240 --> 01:16:45,329 words trying to describe this but it's 1445 01:16:49,910 --> 01:16:47,250 not the same 1446 01:16:51,500 --> 01:16:49,920 you've got the sides or scar you know or 1447 01:16:53,779 --> 01:16:51,510 square you know it's rectangular the 1448 01:16:57,049 --> 01:16:53,789 sides of the crowd but the inside area 1449 01:16:58,640 --> 01:16:57,059 with the grid is smaller on one side and 1450 01:17:01,870 --> 01:16:58,650 bigger on the other so that it was 1451 01:17:06,109 --> 01:17:01,880 shaped like that yes very interesting 1452 01:17:09,410 --> 01:17:06,119 very very very interesting and what what 1453 01:17:14,209 --> 01:17:09,420 do you think those were I don't have a 1454 01:17:18,410 --> 01:17:14,219 clue yeah I don't we didn't really get 1455 01:17:20,240 --> 01:17:18,420 the look this is before the thing came 1456 01:17:22,009 --> 01:17:20,250 down and we could really see it right 1457 01:17:24,709 --> 01:17:22,019 right because we're looking at it it's 1458 01:17:30,049 --> 01:17:24,719 above the sky it's up in the sky still 1459 01:17:33,740 --> 01:17:30,059 right and the the light that came down 1460 01:17:35,240 --> 01:17:33,750 and hit the campfire higher right lasted 1461 01:17:38,930 --> 01:17:35,250 maybe a minute or two and then it it 1462 01:17:42,910 --> 01:17:38,940 slipped off and immediately in its place 1463 01:17:46,279 --> 01:17:42,920 came this laser beam light thing ultra 1464 01:17:49,100 --> 01:17:46,289 purplish bluish laser beams were kind of 1465 01:17:52,160 --> 01:17:49,110 a new concept in 1977 I mean I'd seen 1466 01:17:54,830 --> 01:17:52,170 them on television but this thing came 1467 01:18:00,069 --> 01:17:54,840 from the center of the crap just like 1468 01:18:03,709 --> 01:18:00,079 the the white light came from and it 1469 01:18:07,250 --> 01:18:03,719 would flick on and land at a spot and 1470 01:18:10,220 --> 01:18:07,260 then flip off for a millisecond and then 1471 01:18:12,890 --> 01:18:10,230 flip back on at another place and in 1472 01:18:16,459 --> 01:18:12,900 that manner it darted all around a 1473 01:18:18,200 --> 01:18:16,469 campsite and I know that it hit me you 1474 01:18:18,830 --> 01:18:18,210 know two or three times I know it hit 1475 01:18:22,520 --> 01:18:18,840 Toby 1476 01:18:24,259 --> 01:18:22,530 it hit a car and in the tent and I guess 1477 01:18:27,009 --> 01:18:24,269 that was some kind of scanner yeah 1478 01:18:31,240 --> 01:18:27,019 mapping yeah yeah some kind of scanner 1479 01:18:35,660 --> 01:18:31,250 and you also described before we move on 1480 01:18:40,370 --> 01:18:35,670 that it the craft was matte black like 1481 01:18:42,120 --> 01:18:40,380 flat black underneath yes yes and it was 1482 01:18:45,149 --> 01:18:42,130 it was night but the 1483 01:18:49,500 --> 01:18:45,159 eight panels on the side lift the thing 1484 01:18:52,080 --> 01:18:49,510 up enough that we could see that the 1485 01:18:55,860 --> 01:18:52,090 body of it was matte black yeah any 1486 01:18:59,129 --> 01:18:55,870 windows yes yes the windows and some 1487 01:19:00,990 --> 01:18:59,139 were lit and at the very top I don't do 1488 01:19:05,399 --> 01:19:01,000 a good job of illustrating that at the 1489 01:19:07,140 --> 01:19:05,409 very top there were like almost like an 1490 01:19:08,790 --> 01:19:07,150 observation deck or something 1491 01:19:11,760 --> 01:19:08,800 yeah you've got little dudes there 1492 01:19:13,620 --> 01:19:11,770 looking out you could see them you know 1493 01:19:16,290 --> 01:19:13,630 we couldn't actually see we could see 1494 01:19:21,419 --> 01:19:16,300 shadows right but I couldn't actually 1495 01:19:24,360 --> 01:19:21,429 make out forms now if this thing was the 1496 01:19:26,310 --> 01:19:24,370 size that you think it was you know you 1497 01:19:28,890 --> 01:19:26,320 know city block on a site you know 3,000 1498 01:19:32,189 --> 01:19:28,900 feet or what of it it's ginormous five 1499 01:19:35,430 --> 01:19:32,199 stories tall these light panels on each 1500 01:19:39,479 --> 01:19:35,440 corner these are five story tall light 1501 01:19:43,189 --> 01:19:39,489 panels correct correct it just must have 1502 01:19:47,340 --> 01:19:43,199 been phenomenal to see this and and huge 1503 01:19:50,220 --> 01:19:47,350 well you know I I want to get to words 1504 01:19:52,800 --> 01:19:50,230 comes down yeah and and also you 1505 01:19:56,729 --> 01:19:52,810 describe the sound too really well in 1506 01:20:00,419 --> 01:19:56,739 the book what were you hearing well I 1507 01:20:04,260 --> 01:20:00,429 should state that after the blue light 1508 01:20:06,899 --> 01:20:04,270 went out Toby said show's over and we 1509 01:20:09,899 --> 01:20:06,909 went to bed we went inside the tent went 1510 01:20:11,580 --> 01:20:09,909 to sleep with this thing 3,000 feet 1511 01:20:15,090 --> 01:20:11,590 overhead we went inside with the sleep 1512 01:20:17,160 --> 01:20:15,100 and I remember I laid down and I thought 1513 01:20:19,169 --> 01:20:17,170 my last thought conscious thought was 1514 01:20:25,080 --> 01:20:19,179 that Toby was wrong - crickets never 1515 01:20:29,399 --> 01:20:25,090 came back I hit my pillow and I was I 1516 01:20:34,800 --> 01:20:29,409 was out and then sometime about 3:00 1517 01:20:38,540 --> 01:20:34,810 a.m. I'm again I'm woke up by incredible 1518 01:20:42,899 --> 01:20:38,550 flashes of brilliant light yellow and 1519 01:20:46,080 --> 01:20:42,909 greenish white and it wakes me up and 1520 01:20:48,270 --> 01:20:46,090 I'm thinking these must be like overhead 1521 01:20:48,810 --> 01:20:48,280 lights from a park rangers truck or 1522 01:20:51,240 --> 01:20:48,820 something 1523 01:20:53,910 --> 01:20:51,250 and this droning sound this droning 1524 01:20:55,510 --> 01:20:53,920 sound was it's like standing next to a 1525 01:20:57,910 --> 01:20:55,520 diesel locomotive 1526 01:21:00,310 --> 01:20:57,920 or a big piece of equipment right that's 1527 01:21:04,480 --> 01:21:00,320 so much loud as it is powerful you can 1528 01:21:07,780 --> 01:21:04,490 feel it in your chest and Toby's on his 1529 01:21:10,390 --> 01:21:07,790 knees and he's peering out the tent and 1530 01:21:13,030 --> 01:21:10,400 I could see in these flashes of life 1531 01:21:18,190 --> 01:21:13,040 there's streams of tears down his face 1532 01:21:21,460 --> 01:21:18,200 and I'm in a I'm in a fog I'm having 1533 01:21:24,430 --> 01:21:21,470 trouble getting my wits about me and I 1534 01:21:29,500 --> 01:21:24,440 realize I'm in a lot of pain and I'm 1535 01:21:34,990 --> 01:21:29,510 like Toby what Shh and he shushed me and 1536 01:21:37,120 --> 01:21:35,000 I could hear rustling outside and he 1537 01:21:40,150 --> 01:21:37,130 whispered something the effect of 1538 01:21:42,400 --> 01:21:40,160 they're still out there and I'm like who 1539 01:21:47,260 --> 01:21:42,410 is it Toby Park Ranger who's out there 1540 01:21:49,810 --> 01:21:47,270 and I I got to my knees and I nudged him 1541 01:21:52,120 --> 01:21:49,820 over and I pulled back a flap on my side 1542 01:21:54,790 --> 01:21:52,130 of the tent and I looked out and the 1543 01:21:58,060 --> 01:21:54,800 first thing I saw was what looked like 1544 01:22:03,720 --> 01:21:58,070 about a dozen or maybe fifteen little 1545 01:22:06,490 --> 01:22:03,730 kids walking around this meadow and I 1546 01:22:09,070 --> 01:22:06,500 asked Toby I said Toby what the hell are 1547 01:22:12,670 --> 01:22:09,080 these little kids doing up and he said 1548 01:22:13,240 --> 01:22:12,680 mandals ain't no little kids and then it 1549 01:22:16,780 --> 01:22:13,250 hit me 1550 01:22:19,690 --> 01:22:16,790 yeah then I was awake then all that fog 1551 01:22:22,960 --> 01:22:19,700 was gone all the apathy and disinterest 1552 01:22:23,920 --> 01:22:22,970 was gone and I was scared I was 1553 01:22:28,450 --> 01:22:23,930 terrified 1554 01:22:33,040 --> 01:22:28,460 out of my wits it was unbelievable yeah 1555 01:22:34,440 --> 01:22:33,050 not cool not cool at all where is where 1556 01:22:37,360 --> 01:22:34,450 is Toby today 1557 01:22:43,270 --> 01:22:37,370 Toby is dead Toby's dead when did he 1558 01:22:49,330 --> 01:22:43,280 pass it's in 2014 I went and and tried 1559 01:22:51,670 --> 01:22:49,340 to find Toby and I found that he was 1560 01:22:59,530 --> 01:22:51,680 divorced left the Air Force due to 1561 01:23:07,240 --> 01:22:59,540 alcoholism and had died in 2000 no 1562 01:23:09,310 --> 01:23:07,250 support 1982 Dean age 82 and we're gonna 1563 01:23:14,890 --> 01:23:09,320 continue with this but staying 1564 01:23:19,930 --> 01:23:14,900 Toby for a second did you guys continue 1565 01:23:22,080 --> 01:23:19,940 to work together at the at white men and 1566 01:23:26,790 --> 01:23:22,090 did you guys talk about this afterwards 1567 01:23:30,280 --> 01:23:26,800 you know yeah we never worked together 1568 01:23:35,260 --> 01:23:30,290 and something changed between us right 1569 01:23:37,960 --> 01:23:35,270 when when when this thing would 1570 01:23:40,770 --> 01:23:37,970 everything that happened was done and 1571 01:23:43,240 --> 01:23:40,780 these little figures all disappeared and 1572 01:23:45,460 --> 01:23:43,250 droning stopped and the lights changed 1573 01:23:50,620 --> 01:23:45,470 all to white and we watched this thing 1574 01:23:52,180 --> 01:23:50,630 lift off like a hot-air balloon what we 1575 01:23:55,420 --> 01:23:52,190 could think of was to get out of there 1576 01:23:56,620 --> 01:23:55,430 and we I know it sounds funny but I 1577 01:23:58,960 --> 01:23:56,630 didn't really leave the tent 1578 01:24:00,940 --> 01:23:58,970 I felt secure in the tent I didn't want 1579 01:24:02,920 --> 01:24:00,950 to be in the open just in a few yards to 1580 01:24:03,670 --> 01:24:02,930 the car I can't blame you I would have 1581 01:24:06,550 --> 01:24:03,680 done the same thing 1582 01:24:08,260 --> 01:24:06,560 what were the kids the greys that you 1583 01:24:10,540 --> 01:24:08,270 know the ut's what were they doing out 1584 01:24:12,610 --> 01:24:10,550 there were they collecting stuff what 1585 01:24:16,690 --> 01:24:12,620 were they doing they were milling around 1586 01:24:18,700 --> 01:24:16,700 in pairs of twos and threes and yeah 1587 01:24:22,960 --> 01:24:18,710 occasionally one would bend down and 1588 01:24:24,760 --> 01:24:22,970 like pick up something and then as I see 1589 01:24:27,730 --> 01:24:24,770 in the book there was that 30-foot 1590 01:24:29,800 --> 01:24:27,740 column of white light from the middle of 1591 01:24:31,510 --> 01:24:29,810 the craft and like now it's just 30 feet 1592 01:24:33,760 --> 01:24:31,520 over the floor of the metal now I know 1593 01:24:37,330 --> 01:24:33,770 why Toby was so honest about we'd Park 1594 01:24:39,190 --> 01:24:37,340 back by the tree line right and these 1595 01:24:47,770 --> 01:24:39,200 little guys walked into that light and 1596 01:24:50,980 --> 01:24:47,780 then just dissolved the the idea to that 1597 01:24:53,710 --> 01:24:50,990 Toby had to move the campsite over to 1598 01:24:57,280 --> 01:24:53,720 the edge the idea to go to Devil's Den 1599 01:25:01,510 --> 01:24:57,290 the idea not to be at a campground all 1600 01:25:06,210 --> 01:25:01,520 of these were Toby's where did where did 1601 01:25:10,120 --> 01:25:06,220 they come from you know I I think I 1602 01:25:15,160 --> 01:25:10,130 think that Toby and I were both 1603 01:25:20,050 --> 01:25:15,170 programmed somehow you know I I had 1604 01:25:21,850 --> 01:25:20,060 experiences as a child and you know that 1605 01:25:24,820 --> 01:25:21,860 not like this I mean 1606 01:25:26,950 --> 01:25:24,830 I saw a UFO when I was a kid I saw a 1607 01:25:35,140 --> 01:25:26,960 flying saucer not a great big deal 1608 01:25:37,060 --> 01:25:35,150 nothing intimate like this but and I 1609 01:25:40,720 --> 01:25:37,070 lost my thought where I was we were 1610 01:25:42,970 --> 01:25:40,730 talking about the ideas coming to Toby 1611 01:25:45,700 --> 01:25:42,980 for all of these different situations I 1612 01:25:48,520 --> 01:25:45,710 mean everything was it seems deliberate 1613 01:25:50,229 --> 01:25:48,530 you know absolutely delivered it was 1614 01:25:54,280 --> 01:25:50,239 calculated right huh 1615 01:25:56,410 --> 01:25:54,290 and I I said that in the book that on 1616 01:25:58,479 --> 01:25:56,420 the way back I thought you know damn it 1617 01:26:00,310 --> 01:25:58,489 we were set up you know we were there 1618 01:26:06,340 --> 01:26:00,320 for an appointment and we were right on 1619 01:26:12,010 --> 01:26:06,350 time and I I I knew that they took us we 1620 01:26:16,330 --> 01:26:12,020 we were so we were pretty bad but I'm on 1621 01:26:18,700 --> 01:26:16,340 the car long drive back we're just we're 1622 01:26:22,330 --> 01:26:18,710 hurting we're thirsty just absolutely 1623 01:26:25,090 --> 01:26:22,340 incredibly thirsty and I look over at 1624 01:26:27,070 --> 01:26:25,100 Toby and he's kind of crewed up it's a 1625 01:26:29,379 --> 01:26:27,080 big bench seat in my old and power line 1626 01:26:33,490 --> 01:26:29,389 he's kind of curled up into a fetal 1627 01:26:37,660 --> 01:26:33,500 position and I thought I wonder if he's 1628 01:26:41,890 --> 01:26:37,670 really sleeping and I suddenly had the 1629 01:26:43,689 --> 01:26:41,900 strangest dislike for the guy and I 1630 01:26:47,470 --> 01:26:43,699 shook my head and I'm like whoa where 1631 01:26:50,290 --> 01:26:47,480 did that where does this come from and I 1632 01:26:52,660 --> 01:26:50,300 did I had an absolute dislike for the 1633 01:26:54,910 --> 01:26:52,670 guy and I didn't want anything to do 1634 01:26:59,439 --> 01:26:54,920 with him I didn't blame him 1635 01:27:02,919 --> 01:26:59,449 for for what had happened but I just 1636 01:27:04,720 --> 01:27:02,929 felt this dislike for him the kind of 1637 01:27:07,109 --> 01:27:04,730 dislike like if you know sometimes you 1638 01:27:09,729 --> 01:27:07,119 meet someone and you immediately just 1639 01:27:13,300 --> 01:27:09,739 there's a bad vibe there and you don't 1640 01:27:16,780 --> 01:27:13,310 don't care for that person that's what 1641 01:27:19,300 --> 01:27:16,790 this was like was it the same did you 1642 01:27:23,020 --> 01:27:19,310 pick up that vibe from him that he was 1643 01:27:25,240 --> 01:27:23,030 also feeling the same about you well 1644 01:27:27,580 --> 01:27:25,250 when we got back to base we were ordered 1645 01:27:30,040 --> 01:27:27,590 to have no contact now I'm we're gonna 1646 01:27:32,830 --> 01:27:30,050 we're gonna talk about all of this in 1647 01:27:35,100 --> 01:27:32,840 just a second and also to have OSI step 1648 01:27:36,900 --> 01:27:35,110 in is a really big deal 1649 01:27:38,190 --> 01:27:36,910 and so let's do that let's go ahead and 1650 01:27:39,510 --> 01:27:38,200 take our break right now let's get this 1651 01:27:44,460 --> 01:27:39,520 out of the way because it's a perfect 1652 01:27:46,080 --> 01:27:44,470 spot perfect spot to segue about what 1653 01:27:48,510 --> 01:27:46,090 happens next when they arrive at the 1654 01:27:50,250 --> 01:27:48,520 base I guess tonight Terry Lovelace 1655 01:27:52,050 --> 01:27:50,260 we're talking about this book incident 1656 01:27:59,100 --> 01:27:52,060 at Devil's Den I'm your host Jim each 1657 01:27:59,110 --> 01:28:08,929 [Music] 1658 01:28:16,169 --> 01:28:12,139 way out here we listen to Jimmy Church 1659 01:28:18,449 --> 01:28:16,179 you're listening to fade to black always 1660 01:28:20,969 --> 01:28:18,459 on the edge of the hottest alternative 1661 01:28:41,669 --> 01:28:20,979 talk chilly church with fade to black 1662 01:28:45,060 --> 01:28:41,679 stay GRA radio.com Akane's earthquakes 1663 01:28:47,549 --> 01:28:45,070 wildfires this year we've experienced 1664 01:28:49,830 --> 01:28:47,559 more than our fair share this is Jimmy 1665 01:28:52,020 --> 01:28:49,840 Church a fade to black and last month I 1666 01:28:54,359 --> 01:28:52,030 decided to make sure 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1708 01:31:24,010 --> 01:31:21,670 [Applause] 1709 01:31:24,959 --> 01:31:24,020 welcome back fade to black I'm the host 1710 01:31:28,090 --> 01:31:24,969 Jimmy Church 1711 01:31:31,479 --> 01:31:28,100 tonight our guest is Terry Lovelace and 1712 01:31:34,870 --> 01:31:31,489 we're discussing discussing his book and 1713 01:31:36,970 --> 01:31:34,880 encounter incident at Devil's Den and 1714 01:31:38,890 --> 01:31:36,980 the links for the book are over at Jimmy 1715 01:31:43,629 --> 01:31:38,900 Turks radio.com and I do want to say to 1716 01:31:47,709 --> 01:31:43,639 everybody that the details that Terry 1717 01:31:50,740 --> 01:31:47,719 has on the are just incredible the book 1718 01:31:53,770 --> 01:31:50,750 is so well written tonight we only have 1719 01:31:57,220 --> 01:31:53,780 two hours two and half hours to get all 1720 01:31:58,899 --> 01:31:57,230 of this in and you need to go back and 1721 01:32:01,000 --> 01:31:58,909 when you read the book and the details 1722 01:32:04,870 --> 01:32:01,010 that are there Terry I'm very thankful 1723 01:32:06,790 --> 01:32:04,880 that you did take notes and your memory 1724 01:32:08,439 --> 01:32:06,800 of everything is just incredible in the 1725 01:32:12,010 --> 01:32:08,449 detail in the book it's just like you're 1726 01:32:14,050 --> 01:32:12,020 right there and and we're we're leaving 1727 01:32:15,760 --> 01:32:14,060 so much out but that's the reason to go 1728 01:32:18,820 --> 01:32:15,770 and get the book - it's a it's a really 1729 01:32:23,320 --> 01:32:18,830 great read but let's pick up where we 1730 01:32:25,180 --> 01:32:23,330 left off so you and Toby oh okay you and 1731 01:32:27,760 --> 01:32:25,190 Toby are on your way back to Whiteman 1732 01:32:30,070 --> 01:32:27,770 but you said something earlier I want to 1733 01:32:31,990 --> 01:32:30,080 just address really quick you said when 1734 01:32:34,840 --> 01:32:32,000 you came out and Toby was on his knees 1735 01:32:39,070 --> 01:32:34,850 he had the tears in his face that you 1736 01:32:41,260 --> 01:32:39,080 were in pain what did you know at the 1737 01:32:43,689 --> 01:32:41,270 time what the pain was from and and what 1738 01:32:44,200 --> 01:32:43,699 where was it was it just your entire 1739 01:32:52,359 --> 01:32:44,210 body 1740 01:32:53,979 --> 01:32:52,369 find out later when I got home my wife 1741 01:32:56,830 --> 01:32:53,989 took my temperature I had a heart for 1742 01:32:59,770 --> 01:32:56,840 temperature so some of those body aches 1743 01:33:01,990 --> 01:32:59,780 I could attribute to fever but some of 1744 01:33:05,500 --> 01:33:02,000 them I felt like I'd been beaten yeah 1745 01:33:08,350 --> 01:33:05,510 you were traumatized your toes yeah yeah 1746 01:33:11,140 --> 01:33:08,360 totally and and plus you're an EMT you 1747 01:33:13,120 --> 01:33:11,150 know you're medic so you know that 1748 01:33:15,939 --> 01:33:13,130 there's something going on if you've got 1749 01:33:18,910 --> 01:33:15,949 some kind of physical trauma it's it's 1750 01:33:22,300 --> 01:33:18,920 your job right did you did you diagnose 1751 01:33:25,330 --> 01:33:22,310 yourself you know kinda yeah yeah yeah 1752 01:33:28,419 --> 01:33:25,340 we we pulled into his first service 1753 01:33:30,189 --> 01:33:28,429 station that we could find open 1977 1754 01:33:34,810 --> 01:33:30,199 this was rural there was nothing down 1755 01:33:38,080 --> 01:33:34,820 there right and I ran to the bathroom 1756 01:33:40,000 --> 01:33:38,090 yeah it's just a grungy faucet I 1757 01:33:42,280 --> 01:33:40,010 remember I put my hands in the defroster 1758 01:33:43,900 --> 01:33:42,290 then I drank oh my friend all I could 1759 01:33:46,960 --> 01:33:43,910 hold I couldn't get enough water I was 1760 01:33:48,700 --> 01:33:46,970 so dehydrated and I splashed some water 1761 01:33:50,110 --> 01:33:48,710 in my face like stood up and looked at 1762 01:33:52,840 --> 01:33:50,120 myself in the mirror and couldn't 1763 01:33:55,750 --> 01:33:52,850 believe it I was beet red 1764 01:34:00,310 --> 01:33:55,760 III didn't blister but it was like a 1765 01:34:03,130 --> 01:34:00,320 terrible sunburn and then I had my shirt 1766 01:34:07,450 --> 01:34:03,140 up and I realized I'm sunburned under my 1767 01:34:08,920 --> 01:34:07,460 arms how does that happen and I remember 1768 01:34:11,590 --> 01:34:08,930 I thought you know I would end up in a 1769 01:34:14,140 --> 01:34:11,600 nude and it's like a chicken on a 1770 01:34:17,380 --> 01:34:14,150 rotisserie in the Sun right right right 1771 01:34:18,250 --> 01:34:17,390 my shirt off being a whole thing we use 1772 01:34:21,340 --> 01:34:18,260 sunscreen 1773 01:34:24,550 --> 01:34:21,350 now those there's no reason for that and 1774 01:34:30,250 --> 01:34:24,560 photophobia my eyes were so sensitive to 1775 01:34:34,390 --> 01:34:30,260 light and that and the thirst was just 1776 01:34:37,660 --> 01:34:34,400 but I think Toby was worse Toby Toby was 1777 01:34:40,660 --> 01:34:37,670 was worse off I mean this whole face was 1778 01:34:43,870 --> 01:34:40,670 swollen and distorted where my eyes were 1779 01:34:47,290 --> 01:34:43,880 just puffy and swollen at this point 1780 01:34:51,730 --> 01:34:47,300 were you cognizant did you remember 1781 01:34:54,370 --> 01:34:51,740 everything that had just happened did 1782 01:34:56,710 --> 01:34:54,380 you remember it yeah did you remember 1783 01:34:58,780 --> 01:34:56,720 the craft did you remember the little 1784 01:35:01,540 --> 01:34:58,790 guys out in the field 1785 01:35:05,310 --> 01:35:01,550 did the beams of light did you remember 1786 01:35:09,910 --> 01:35:05,320 all of that no not on a linear not on a 1787 01:35:12,970 --> 01:35:09,920 chronological order it's hard to explain 1788 01:35:17,610 --> 01:35:12,980 but what it was was it was flashes 1789 01:35:20,890 --> 01:35:17,620 mental flashes and I would get a flash 1790 01:35:27,820 --> 01:35:20,900 memory and I would shake my head and say 1791 01:35:29,980 --> 01:35:27,830 no no no no I don't think about I wanted 1792 01:35:34,660 --> 01:35:29,990 to ask you before we get back to the car 1793 01:35:36,640 --> 01:35:34,670 and and head to the base were the were 1794 01:35:40,780 --> 01:35:36,650 the creatures was it was et were they 1795 01:35:43,750 --> 01:35:40,790 clothed do you remember we could see 1796 01:35:48,100 --> 01:35:43,760 pretty well because the things on the 1797 01:35:53,950 --> 01:35:51,100 light panels had the whole place lit up 1798 01:35:56,320 --> 01:35:53,960 like a ballpark and we could see these 1799 01:35:59,729 --> 01:35:56,330 little guys they were like a gray 1800 01:36:02,439 --> 01:35:59,739 pantsuit or something they were clothed 1801 01:36:05,740 --> 01:36:02,449 we also noticed I first mistook them for 1802 01:36:07,990 --> 01:36:05,750 children and then it did then I realized 1803 01:36:10,209 --> 01:36:08,000 that they were their bodies were 1804 01:36:12,729 --> 01:36:10,219 disproportionately through a human being 1805 01:36:14,560 --> 01:36:12,739 they were their legs for shorter their 1806 01:36:17,020 --> 01:36:14,570 arms were longer their torso was 1807 01:36:23,379 --> 01:36:17,030 extended and their the heads were bigger 1808 01:36:25,870 --> 01:36:23,389 and they they walked with an odd gait so 1809 01:36:28,959 --> 01:36:25,880 I knew that these were damaged human 1810 01:36:31,750 --> 01:36:28,969 beings right right oh what a nightmare 1811 01:36:34,060 --> 01:36:31,760 just absolutely crazy cool into 1812 01:36:36,220 --> 01:36:34,070 innocence too as well 1813 01:36:39,430 --> 01:36:36,230 but let's get back to the car okay so 1814 01:36:42,760 --> 01:36:39,440 now you guys you get back in the car you 1815 01:36:43,300 --> 01:36:42,770 try to quench your thirst Toby's in bad 1816 01:36:46,330 --> 01:36:43,310 shape 1817 01:36:52,720 --> 01:36:46,340 you're driving you head to the base what 1818 01:36:54,910 --> 01:36:52,730 happens next we get we get home I don't 1819 01:36:58,840 --> 01:36:54,920 think for the entire drive back there 1820 01:37:02,080 --> 01:36:58,850 were two words said between us there's 1821 01:37:04,740 --> 01:37:02,090 two people that just had this incredible 1822 01:37:08,050 --> 01:37:04,750 experience and you think we'd be 1823 01:37:11,580 --> 01:37:08,060 comparing notes and say oh I would no no 1824 01:37:16,840 --> 01:37:11,590 no I wouldn't like that at all it was I 1825 01:37:19,689 --> 01:37:16,850 felt a distaste for the guy that I 1826 01:37:21,669 --> 01:37:19,699 couldn't reconcile in my mind and we 1827 01:37:24,790 --> 01:37:21,679 didn't talk there was no conversation on 1828 01:37:27,060 --> 01:37:24,800 the way back it was just awkward and I 1829 01:37:30,100 --> 01:37:27,070 remember i roused and he was sleeping I 1830 01:37:33,399 --> 01:37:30,110 think he was asleep when we were bought 1831 01:37:37,540 --> 01:37:33,409 and I told him told ETA about 15 minutes 1832 01:37:39,910 --> 01:37:37,550 man and he got up and he didn't say a 1833 01:37:42,070 --> 01:37:39,920 word and I dropped him off we lived in 1834 01:37:44,709 --> 01:37:42,080 base housing an NCO housing but I 1835 01:37:47,800 --> 01:37:44,719 dropped him off he got out of the car I 1836 01:37:50,290 --> 01:37:47,810 think my parting words for sia I don't 1837 01:37:52,540 --> 01:37:50,300 think he said anything and he just well 1838 01:37:54,280 --> 01:37:52,550 he had was his flashlight we left we 1839 01:37:56,709 --> 01:37:54,290 left everything there I had my wallet 1840 01:37:59,500 --> 01:37:56,719 and my keys we left her cooler we left 1841 01:38:01,240 --> 01:37:59,510 the tent without blankets we like Toby's 1842 01:38:05,560 --> 01:38:01,250 back pack his case 1843 01:38:08,500 --> 01:38:05,570 everything we left at the site all we 1844 01:38:11,500 --> 01:38:08,510 wanted was to get distance metal did you 1845 01:38:13,390 --> 01:38:11,510 take any pictures did a Toby worth it 1846 01:38:18,940 --> 01:38:13,400 was there anything left on the cameras 1847 01:38:22,060 --> 01:38:18,950 oh my god cameras you know and this this 1848 01:38:24,820 --> 01:38:22,070 is worth telling because we're just not 1849 01:38:28,090 --> 01:38:24,830 this inept you know what we were sort of 1850 01:38:30,070 --> 01:38:28,100 guys of course not of course not and you 1851 01:38:32,710 --> 01:38:30,080 know part of our routine was we stalked 1852 01:38:34,120 --> 01:38:32,720 an ambulance every day that's right you 1853 01:38:36,550 --> 01:38:34,130 guys had routines 1854 01:38:38,860 --> 01:38:36,560 yes thanking for this trip should have 1855 01:38:42,070 --> 01:38:38,870 been a no-brainer right and we made 1856 01:38:45,400 --> 01:38:42,080 exhaustive lists and we went through 1857 01:38:48,280 --> 01:38:45,410 this exaggerated logistics and I had my 1858 01:38:50,680 --> 01:38:48,290 camera I had different kinds of 1859 01:38:52,570 --> 01:38:50,690 black-and-white films I was reading 1860 01:38:55,810 --> 01:38:52,580 Ansel Adams and looking his photographs 1861 01:38:57,520 --> 01:38:55,820 and I had I had the film all put 1862 01:38:59,590 --> 01:38:57,530 together I had new telephoto lens I 1863 01:39:02,040 --> 01:38:59,600 wanted to try I had a cam planter and I 1864 01:39:06,570 --> 01:39:02,050 borrow from someone and a hatchet and 1865 01:39:09,640 --> 01:39:06,580 were three hours south and I realized 1866 01:39:14,230 --> 01:39:09,650 Toby I think I left that stuff in that 1867 01:39:17,230 --> 01:39:14,240 kitchen and then I'm like punching the 1868 01:39:18,700 --> 01:39:17,240 steering room like no this cannot be and 1869 01:39:20,850 --> 01:39:18,710 Toby's like no I mean I pull this thing 1870 01:39:25,090 --> 01:39:20,860 over you you couldn't have done that and 1871 01:39:27,520 --> 01:39:25,100 I pulled the car over and no it was 1872 01:39:28,960 --> 01:39:27,530 saying we didn't find it it wasn't there 1873 01:39:33,430 --> 01:39:28,970 it was on my kitchen counter where I 1874 01:39:37,630 --> 01:39:33,440 left it I thought to use Toby's camera 1875 01:39:40,890 --> 01:39:37,640 never crossed our minds and I'm an 1876 01:39:45,880 --> 01:39:40,900 amateur photographer at the time I I 1877 01:39:47,350 --> 01:39:45,890 can't understand that you know I 1878 01:39:50,710 --> 01:39:47,360 wouldn't have been real thrilled about 1879 01:39:52,060 --> 01:39:50,720 having a flash go off but the thought of 1880 01:39:55,360 --> 01:39:52,070 using the camera never crossed my mind 1881 01:39:58,240 --> 01:39:55,370 yeah that's crazy that's crazy and you 1882 01:40:00,880 --> 01:39:58,250 guys just you know the attention to 1883 01:40:03,820 --> 01:40:00,890 detail and everything else but you guys 1884 01:40:07,440 --> 01:40:03,830 just left hightailed it out of there and 1885 01:40:10,450 --> 01:40:07,450 everything was just luck and somebody 1886 01:40:12,100 --> 01:40:10,460 came back and got that stuff and we'll 1887 01:40:14,560 --> 01:40:12,110 talk about that too as well so let's 1888 01:40:19,750 --> 01:40:14,570 okay so you get back you drop Toby 1889 01:40:23,200 --> 01:40:19,760 and and you head home uh what happens 1890 01:40:27,670 --> 01:40:23,210 next what did your wife say I I walk in 1891 01:40:30,790 --> 01:40:27,680 the door and my wife said oh hang on you 1892 01:40:34,320 --> 01:40:30,800 back early and she looked at me and all 1893 01:40:38,770 --> 01:40:34,330 she could see was Terry what the hell 1894 01:40:41,080 --> 01:40:38,780 and I sat down at the kitchen and I said 1895 01:40:43,360 --> 01:40:41,090 I need something to drink and she 1896 01:40:45,580 --> 01:40:43,370 remembers she had me a tumbler of 1897 01:40:47,260 --> 01:40:45,590 lemonade and I just downed it she kept 1898 01:40:50,470 --> 01:40:47,270 filling it up and she said what happened 1899 01:40:55,530 --> 01:40:50,480 to you and I told her the truth 1900 01:41:00,660 --> 01:40:55,540 I don't know and my memories foggy again 1901 01:41:03,580 --> 01:41:00,670 at this point and I'm in so much pain 1902 01:41:06,310 --> 01:41:03,590 and she puts me in a tub of water gets 1903 01:41:10,150 --> 01:41:06,320 my fever down to 102 takes me to the 1904 01:41:12,190 --> 01:41:10,160 hospital and when when we're at the 1905 01:41:13,900 --> 01:41:12,200 hospital I hear I hurt Toby's wife out 1906 01:41:15,540 --> 01:41:13,910 in the hallway so I knew Toby had to be 1907 01:41:18,160 --> 01:41:15,550 there too 1908 01:41:22,600 --> 01:41:18,170 but I didn't know it at the time we were 1909 01:41:26,850 --> 01:41:22,610 listed as acutely ill and I had the most 1910 01:41:31,380 --> 01:41:26,860 intense physical examination of my life 1911 01:41:34,870 --> 01:41:31,390 and they admitted me to the hospital and 1912 01:41:38,770 --> 01:41:34,880 I want to jump to the point where I I 1913 01:41:43,000 --> 01:41:38,780 had I was there for two days or two 1914 01:41:44,980 --> 01:41:43,010 nights rather on the third day well they 1915 01:41:46,840 --> 01:41:44,990 kept the lights turned off that's where 1916 01:41:48,820 --> 01:41:46,850 I'm going with this the overhead lights 1917 01:41:51,190 --> 01:41:48,830 cuz and it overhead light would just 1918 01:41:56,940 --> 01:41:51,200 kill my eyes that was still that full of 1919 01:41:59,290 --> 01:41:56,950 phobic right my nurse walks in with a 1920 01:42:01,090 --> 01:41:59,300 hypodermic needle in her hand and I knew 1921 01:42:03,570 --> 01:42:01,100 what it was it was my pain mad because I 1922 01:42:08,340 --> 01:42:03,580 was due for it and I could use it and 1923 01:42:13,930 --> 01:42:08,350 behind her came two guys in suits and 1924 01:42:15,490 --> 01:42:13,940 the one short guy old he was an older 1925 01:42:18,310 --> 01:42:15,500 guy there was an older guy and a younger 1926 01:42:21,340 --> 01:42:18,320 guy the solder guy I referred to as 1927 01:42:25,020 --> 01:42:21,350 agent Gregory in the book was jest Oh 1928 01:42:27,510 --> 01:42:25,030 just I mean he had this flattop haircut 1929 01:42:29,790 --> 01:42:27,520 you can recall 1930 01:42:32,760 --> 01:42:29,800 what those even look like absolutely I 1931 01:42:34,560 --> 01:42:32,770 never trusted anybody with a flattop oh 1932 01:42:38,700 --> 01:42:34,570 you just don't do it 1933 01:42:41,150 --> 01:42:38,710 okay so just reeks of intimidation 1934 01:42:43,790 --> 01:42:41,160 that's right and you know these guys 1935 01:42:47,010 --> 01:42:43,800 suit Coto open so you can see the 1936 01:42:50,550 --> 01:42:47,020 shoulder holster and the nurse came 1937 01:42:52,950 --> 01:42:50,560 around to give me an injection and this 1938 01:42:54,360 --> 01:42:52,960 the older agent who was in charge the 1939 01:42:57,450 --> 01:42:54,370 younger guy was a captain 1940 01:43:00,240 --> 01:42:57,460 we didn't say much he said that's gonna 1941 01:43:02,970 --> 01:43:00,250 sedate him it's gonna have to wait we 1942 01:43:05,340 --> 01:43:02,980 have to ask him some questions so she 1943 01:43:09,570 --> 01:43:05,350 left in a huff and I didn't get my pain 1944 01:43:12,630 --> 01:43:09,580 meds and he shut the door and flipped on 1945 01:43:15,030 --> 01:43:12,640 the overheads and I'm like sir could you 1946 01:43:16,680 --> 01:43:15,040 turn those out please I hiked mine and 1947 01:43:20,700 --> 01:43:16,690 it did it hit me like sand in my eyes 1948 01:43:23,550 --> 01:43:20,710 and he said gotta see what we're doing 1949 01:43:28,950 --> 01:43:23,560 here son can't work in the dark now can 1950 01:43:30,480 --> 01:43:28,960 we and they pulled tears around next to 1951 01:43:32,190 --> 01:43:30,490 be at the head of my bed where I was the 1952 01:43:34,650 --> 01:43:32,200 captain went down to the bed it was a 1953 01:43:37,230 --> 01:43:34,660 crank dad not electric and cranked up 1954 01:43:39,860 --> 01:43:37,240 the bed so I was sitting upright and the 1955 01:43:45,660 --> 01:43:39,870 major moved everything off my tray table 1956 01:43:50,010 --> 01:43:45,670 and slid it under my chest and started 1957 01:43:52,170 --> 01:43:50,020 asking me questions and they they 1958 01:43:56,430 --> 01:43:52,180 explained first of all he read me off 1959 01:43:57,900 --> 01:43:56,440 with my rights and under the UCMJ and I 1960 01:43:58,940 --> 01:43:57,910 remember saying you know sir am I in 1961 01:44:02,130 --> 01:43:58,950 trouble 1962 01:44:04,740 --> 01:44:02,140 and he kind of chuckled I looked at the 1963 01:44:07,620 --> 01:44:04,750 captain and said son would I be here if 1964 01:44:09,510 --> 01:44:07,630 you weren't in trouble that's right and 1965 01:44:11,430 --> 01:44:09,520 I thought oh my god what do we do I 1966 01:44:15,120 --> 01:44:11,440 thought maybe we burned a forest down or 1967 01:44:17,070 --> 01:44:15,130 something right and he said well you 1968 01:44:20,340 --> 01:44:17,080 know Park Rangers found your little 1969 01:44:21,930 --> 01:44:20,350 campsite and he said now you you left in 1970 01:44:24,720 --> 01:44:21,940 the middle of the night and you drove 1971 01:44:27,000 --> 01:44:24,730 halfway across the state no why would 1972 01:44:29,250 --> 01:44:27,010 you do that sir why why would you do 1973 01:44:31,440 --> 01:44:29,260 that why why would you why wouldn't you 1974 01:44:32,880 --> 01:44:31,450 come back did you did you guys have a 1975 01:44:35,430 --> 01:44:32,890 little marijuana plot out there 1976 01:44:39,390 --> 01:44:35,440 somewhere and oh my god that made me so 1977 01:44:41,340 --> 01:44:39,400 scared because I thought God if by 1978 01:44:44,100 --> 01:44:41,350 happenstance that there were marijuana 1979 01:44:47,910 --> 01:44:44,110 they could try to you know me that's 1980 01:44:50,250 --> 01:44:47,920 right everything he said was to 1981 01:44:52,710 --> 01:44:50,260 intimidate me and he was very very good 1982 01:44:54,330 --> 01:44:52,720 at it and years later in retrospect and 1983 01:44:56,730 --> 01:44:54,340 after working with law enforcement I 1984 01:45:00,420 --> 01:44:56,740 could see that a lot of it was theater 1985 01:45:01,110 --> 01:45:00,430 but boy at the time it scared me to 1986 01:45:02,970 --> 01:45:01,120 death 1987 01:45:05,090 --> 01:45:02,980 especially when you know you haven't 1988 01:45:11,880 --> 01:45:05,100 done anything wrong 1989 01:45:14,190 --> 01:45:11,890 yes well we we he made a big deal about 1990 01:45:16,650 --> 01:45:14,200 the trespass he says you know Park 1991 01:45:18,240 --> 01:45:16,660 Rangers found your your little campsite 1992 01:45:21,690 --> 01:45:18,250 and he says did you know that was 1993 01:45:24,960 --> 01:45:21,700 federal land and I thought who cares 1994 01:45:27,420 --> 01:45:24,970 what's the big deal I said no sir he 1995 01:45:31,020 --> 01:45:27,430 says yeah you know you guys you guys are 1996 01:45:32,610 --> 01:45:31,030 trespassing on a federal land and he 1997 01:45:37,050 --> 01:45:32,620 tried to make a big deal out of that and 1998 01:45:40,200 --> 01:45:37,060 I didn't understand it and then either 1999 01:45:42,450 --> 01:45:40,210 he read me my rights and he laid out 2000 01:45:46,800 --> 01:45:42,460 some forms in front of me there were six 2001 01:45:50,250 --> 01:45:46,810 forms and I said sir what are these and 2002 01:45:52,200 --> 01:45:50,260 he says son these are waiver consent 2003 01:45:54,480 --> 01:45:52,210 forms and they're going to give us 2004 01:45:56,940 --> 01:45:54,490 permission to look around your house 2005 01:45:59,270 --> 01:45:56,950 look around your car to see if there's 2006 01:46:01,440 --> 01:45:59,280 anything that that you shouldn't have 2007 01:46:03,270 --> 01:46:01,450 understand like anything that you want 2008 01:46:06,390 --> 01:46:03,280 to hide now you're not gonna hide 2009 01:46:07,980 --> 01:46:06,400 anything from us are you is there you do 2010 01:46:10,500 --> 01:46:07,990 want to set your cooperate and sign 2011 01:46:13,710 --> 01:46:10,510 these and I saw sir do I have to sign 2012 01:46:16,230 --> 01:46:13,720 these and that's what he said something 2013 01:46:18,630 --> 01:46:16,240 that's right like no no no I can I can 2014 01:46:21,570 --> 01:46:18,640 just take these away we'll just see you 2015 01:46:22,920 --> 01:46:21,580 at the court-martial and I'm like no sir 2016 01:46:26,430 --> 01:46:22,930 I want to do whatever I need to do to 2017 01:46:28,380 --> 01:46:26,440 cooperate and you know I'm 22 I'm dumb I 2018 01:46:32,550 --> 01:46:28,390 don't have the benefit of a law degree 2019 01:46:34,770 --> 01:46:32,560 and I signed EC six forms right where he 2020 01:46:37,560 --> 01:46:34,780 points his finger sign here sign here 2021 01:46:39,930 --> 01:46:37,570 sign here I signed all six forms an 2022 01:46:42,570 --> 01:46:39,940 initial two box and he scooped him up 2023 01:46:45,560 --> 01:46:42,580 put him in a manila folder you know it 2024 01:46:48,060 --> 01:46:45,570 looked satisfied stuck him in his case 2025 01:46:49,920 --> 01:46:48,070 and I found out that they went they 2026 01:46:54,510 --> 01:46:49,930 searched my car 2027 01:46:56,160 --> 01:46:54,520 they got Toby's little hand-drawn map I 2028 01:46:59,430 --> 01:46:56,170 the captain left in the middle of the 2029 01:47:00,840 --> 01:46:59,440 thing and brought it back the hand-drawn 2030 01:47:04,530 --> 01:47:00,850 map and a map that he took from the 2031 01:47:06,810 --> 01:47:04,540 kiosk and he laid them down on in front 2032 01:47:09,240 --> 01:47:06,820 of me on the tray table when it says now 2033 01:47:12,180 --> 01:47:09,250 sunny that explained these to me show me 2034 01:47:14,430 --> 01:47:12,190 where you were and he made me you know 2035 01:47:17,760 --> 01:47:14,440 look like he said look like you were 2036 01:47:19,320 --> 01:47:17,770 above looking down and he really tried 2037 01:47:21,780 --> 01:47:19,330 to get me to narrow down and I did my 2038 01:47:22,620 --> 01:47:21,790 very best you know went which direction 2039 01:47:24,630 --> 01:47:22,630 was north 2040 01:47:27,570 --> 01:47:24,640 do you want me to draw where the car was 2041 01:47:32,190 --> 01:47:27,580 was he trying to it was he was he trying 2042 01:47:35,370 --> 01:47:32,200 to trip you up his questions were always 2043 01:47:37,410 --> 01:47:35,380 trying to trip me up yeah what he would 2044 01:47:41,130 --> 01:47:37,420 do is he would mix oh yes and no 2045 01:47:43,500 --> 01:47:41,140 question right so and he did that 2046 01:47:46,590 --> 01:47:43,510 constantly so I would have to say well 2047 01:47:48,570 --> 01:47:46,600 sir yes and and no and then and then try 2048 01:47:51,150 --> 01:47:48,580 to explain myself and then he said you 2049 01:47:53,990 --> 01:47:51,160 know no did you spend the night in the 2050 01:47:59,340 --> 01:47:54,000 park last night and I thought he meant 2051 01:48:01,230 --> 01:47:59,350 the campgrounds and I said no sir and as 2052 01:48:04,970 --> 01:48:01,240 soon as I said that he would ballistic 2053 01:48:09,750 --> 01:48:04,980 and he says you know where did you stay 2054 01:48:12,270 --> 01:48:09,760 expletive expletive the Hilton and I'm 2055 01:48:16,110 --> 01:48:12,280 just looking at him confused and he says 2056 01:48:18,030 --> 01:48:16,120 you didn't stay in a campground they 2057 01:48:19,530 --> 01:48:18,040 found your stuff Park Rangers found your 2058 01:48:21,960 --> 01:48:19,540 stuff out there out of the wilderness 2059 01:48:24,030 --> 01:48:21,970 I said sir I'm sorry I misunderstood 2060 01:48:25,860 --> 01:48:24,040 your question but that was that was the 2061 01:48:28,440 --> 01:48:25,870 whole team with the thing was to keep me 2062 01:48:30,210 --> 01:48:28,450 you know off-balance and intimidated and 2063 01:48:33,180 --> 01:48:30,220 and I was intimidated 2064 01:48:36,810 --> 01:48:33,190 then they searched my home and they 2065 01:48:39,840 --> 01:48:36,820 searched my car and they asked me 2066 01:48:42,180 --> 01:48:39,850 questions about they night he knew 2067 01:48:44,310 --> 01:48:42,190 because he told me says I know you that 2068 01:48:47,790 --> 01:48:44,320 you threw the squadron's photographer he 2069 01:48:49,320 --> 01:48:47,800 says you got a reputation for that and 2070 01:48:51,090 --> 01:48:49,330 he says you know I know you got you got 2071 01:48:52,590 --> 01:48:51,100 this telephoto and asked me what do you 2072 01:48:53,930 --> 01:48:52,600 like to photograph I said like you got a 2073 01:48:56,550 --> 01:48:53,940 telephoto lens I like to photograph 2074 01:48:58,320 --> 01:48:56,560 Eagles and the moon I was kind of 2075 01:49:01,290 --> 01:48:58,330 captivated with the moon at the time for 2076 01:49:03,240 --> 01:49:01,300 some reason he says what I want to know 2077 01:49:05,070 --> 01:49:03,250 what it is your take with this kind of 2078 01:49:08,540 --> 01:49:05,080 pictures are taken with this telescopic 2079 01:49:14,610 --> 01:49:11,970 boy he just he just drilled me drove me 2080 01:49:16,950 --> 01:49:14,620 drilled me and got to the point where 2081 01:49:18,990 --> 01:49:16,960 the nurse came back and said you know 2082 01:49:20,910 --> 01:49:19,000 dr. Sanders wants him to have his 2083 01:49:23,820 --> 01:49:20,920 medicine now I can bring doctor down 2084 01:49:25,950 --> 01:49:23,830 here if you'd like and the both the guy 2085 01:49:27,150 --> 01:49:25,960 stood up and the old guy said no no I 2086 01:49:28,440 --> 01:49:27,160 think we're about done here I think 2087 01:49:33,090 --> 01:49:28,450 we're about done with Sargent my place 2088 01:49:34,620 --> 01:49:33,100 and the nurse left the captain left and 2089 01:49:38,520 --> 01:49:34,630 shut the door behind him so it was just 2090 01:49:41,190 --> 01:49:38,530 me and the the older major Gregory agent 2091 01:49:44,100 --> 01:49:41,200 Gregory in the room and he said you're 2092 01:49:46,320 --> 01:49:44,110 to have no contact with senior Airman 2093 01:49:48,420 --> 01:49:46,330 Tobias in any way she performed that 2094 01:49:49,680 --> 01:49:48,430 means now through notes not to letters 2095 01:49:53,880 --> 01:49:49,690 not through a third party do you 2096 01:49:55,200 --> 01:49:53,890 understand me son and I said yes sir and 2097 01:49:56,460 --> 01:49:55,210 you know at that point I didn't want to 2098 01:50:01,590 --> 01:49:56,470 have anything to do with the guy for 2099 01:50:04,050 --> 01:50:01,600 some reason and then is the meter 2100 01:50:06,030 --> 01:50:04,060 changed and he went from the stern 2101 01:50:09,270 --> 01:50:06,040 aspect to just kind of looking like a 2102 01:50:14,570 --> 01:50:09,280 regular guy and he gets down next close 2103 01:50:17,190 --> 01:50:14,580 to my ear and he says look son I know 2104 01:50:18,780 --> 01:50:17,200 you two knuckleheads stumbled into 2105 01:50:21,300 --> 01:50:18,790 something didn't you 2106 01:50:28,110 --> 01:50:21,310 I know what it was and you know what it 2107 01:50:30,710 --> 01:50:28,120 was don't ya I know you do and he said I 2108 01:50:33,630 --> 01:50:30,720 just want to see a picture she took and 2109 01:50:36,000 --> 01:50:33,640 I said sir I I never took a picture I 2110 01:50:38,730 --> 01:50:36,010 never took I said I left my camera at 2111 01:50:41,520 --> 01:50:38,740 home my wife will play he's cut me off 2112 01:50:46,170 --> 01:50:41,530 Stern at that background looked at me 2113 01:50:46,530 --> 01:50:46,180 and said I don't believe you and then he 2114 01:50:54,060 --> 01:50:46,540 left 2115 01:50:59,580 --> 01:50:54,070 yeah it's strange guy but terrified me 2116 01:51:03,810 --> 01:50:59,590 to death and this no order contact no 2117 01:51:06,210 --> 01:51:03,820 contact order with Toby was something 2118 01:51:08,870 --> 01:51:06,220 because I did see Toby one last time and 2119 01:51:11,160 --> 01:51:08,880 that was kind of poignant and that was 2120 01:51:14,010 --> 01:51:11,170 something I want to talk about that 2121 01:51:16,170 --> 01:51:14,020 briefly but when when it came time to go 2122 01:51:19,590 --> 01:51:16,180 home they gave us what I referred to in 2123 01:51:22,020 --> 01:51:19,600 the book as a bucket of pills and they 2124 01:51:23,550 --> 01:51:22,030 gave us both wine 2125 01:51:27,150 --> 01:51:23,560 sumen they gave Toby I didn't talk to 2126 01:51:29,570 --> 01:51:27,160 him but I had all these capsules and I 2127 01:51:33,180 --> 01:51:29,580 was to take three a day with meals 2128 01:51:36,570 --> 01:51:33,190 warning noon in nighttime and they sent 2129 01:51:39,300 --> 01:51:36,580 a nurse to my house every evening to 2130 01:51:42,930 --> 01:51:39,310 count my pills to make sure that I had 2131 01:51:44,970 --> 01:51:42,940 taken em correctly and about the third 2132 01:51:48,150 --> 01:51:44,980 day of taking these pills my wife's like 2133 01:51:50,330 --> 01:51:48,160 what is wrong with you and I'm like I 2134 01:51:52,980 --> 01:51:50,340 don't know I feel kind of loopy 2135 01:51:54,690 --> 01:51:52,990 she says loopy you're like you like your 2136 01:51:57,570 --> 01:51:54,700 trunk there's something wrong with you 2137 01:51:58,950 --> 01:51:57,580 and she made the connection you know god 2138 01:52:01,920 --> 01:51:58,960 bless her she made a connection said 2139 01:52:03,600 --> 01:52:01,930 it's those pills you're takin no you 2140 01:52:06,630 --> 01:52:03,610 know I had a physicians Desk Reference 2141 01:52:09,240 --> 01:52:06,640 which at the time it had a photograph of 2142 01:52:12,060 --> 01:52:09,250 every pill manufactured approved by the 2143 01:52:16,110 --> 01:52:12,070 FDA my god I wish I'd saved just one of 2144 01:52:18,360 --> 01:52:16,120 those capsules I and those capsules were 2145 01:52:20,100 --> 01:52:18,370 not in that PDR anywhere so these these 2146 01:52:25,710 --> 01:52:20,110 were something special made somewhere 2147 01:52:28,710 --> 01:52:25,720 and I stopped taking them and within a 2148 01:52:31,620 --> 01:52:28,720 week I I was back to normal but it was 2149 01:52:34,320 --> 01:52:31,630 gradual so we would take and flush him 2150 01:52:35,940 --> 01:52:34,330 down the toilet at every meal so we'd be 2151 01:52:37,410 --> 01:52:35,950 sure if she showed early we had the 2152 01:52:40,710 --> 01:52:37,420 correct number of pills for the pill 2153 01:52:42,810 --> 01:52:40,720 count but I don't know what that would 2154 01:52:48,380 --> 01:52:42,820 have done to Toby's mind had he taken 2155 01:52:51,390 --> 01:52:48,390 you know all 14 days of those pills so 2156 01:52:54,870 --> 01:52:51,400 with the investigation we've got about 2157 01:52:59,520 --> 01:52:54,880 another three or four minutes before the 2158 01:53:03,060 --> 01:52:59,530 top of the hour how how many times did 2159 01:53:06,030 --> 01:53:03,070 they come back and what about filing of 2160 01:53:13,940 --> 01:53:06,040 a report what did they ask you to do how 2161 01:53:17,790 --> 01:53:13,950 intense did it get it got it got intense 2162 01:53:21,870 --> 01:53:17,800 the major Gregory asked me to do a 2163 01:53:23,910 --> 01:53:21,880 written statement and now you know Here 2164 01:53:26,400 --> 01:53:23,920 I am I know I'm not going to tell this 2165 01:53:28,050 --> 01:53:26,410 guy saw a UFO five stories tall 2166 01:53:30,030 --> 01:53:28,060 in a city block well I'm not going to 2167 01:53:34,440 --> 01:53:30,040 say that because I know what's going to 2168 01:53:34,899 --> 01:53:34,450 put me in a psych ward I thought but 2169 01:53:37,390 --> 01:53:34,909 then you 2170 01:53:39,910 --> 01:53:37,400 well I wrote on my statement and I just 2171 01:53:43,180 --> 01:53:39,920 I just kind of glossed it over we went 2172 01:53:46,810 --> 01:53:43,190 to bed we got up at 3 a.m. we were bug 2173 01:53:51,040 --> 01:53:46,820 Benton and sunburned and so miserable we 2174 01:53:55,840 --> 01:53:51,050 decided to come home and just left our 2175 01:53:58,450 --> 01:53:55,850 stuff there by accident and of course 2176 01:54:01,270 --> 01:53:58,460 you know this Gregory guy didn't believe 2177 01:54:03,070 --> 01:54:01,280 that he believed when I was in that 2178 01:54:05,320 --> 01:54:03,080 hospital bed and he got down next to my 2179 01:54:09,600 --> 01:54:05,330 ear and said you two knuckleheads 2180 01:54:13,209 --> 01:54:09,610 stumbled onto something he knew he knew 2181 01:54:15,100 --> 01:54:13,219 he knew what we saw I had no doubt no 2182 01:54:21,879 --> 01:54:15,110 question he knew it you knew all about 2183 01:54:25,620 --> 01:54:21,889 it and well and this is the other point 2184 01:54:32,070 --> 01:54:25,630 that the audience really needs to absorb 2185 01:54:37,180 --> 01:54:32,080 OSI Office of Special Investigations is 2186 01:54:42,100 --> 01:54:37,190 intimidating and as as somebody in the 2187 01:54:43,810 --> 01:54:42,110 military you always hear about OSI in 2188 01:54:46,600 --> 01:54:43,820 the background but as long as you run 2189 01:54:50,770 --> 01:54:46,610 clean you don't bump into those guys but 2190 01:54:51,330 --> 01:54:50,780 if you do bump into those guys it is bad 2191 01:54:53,770 --> 01:54:51,340 news 2192 01:54:57,520 --> 01:54:53,780 you've either done something really bad 2193 01:55:00,040 --> 01:54:57,530 or or their reason for being there is a 2194 01:55:03,610 --> 01:55:00,050 bad situation that you may or may not be 2195 01:55:07,600 --> 01:55:03,620 involved in but nothing good comes of 2196 01:55:09,910 --> 01:55:07,610 that and that is what OSI represents and 2197 01:55:12,430 --> 01:55:09,920 that must have scared the crap out of 2198 01:55:14,709 --> 01:55:12,440 you and you know OSI shows up at the 2199 01:55:17,379 --> 01:55:14,719 hospital where OSI and they're there for 2200 01:55:20,290 --> 01:55:17,389 you everybody snaps to attention 2201 01:55:22,180 --> 01:55:20,300 that's what OSI represents and I know 2202 01:55:24,189 --> 01:55:22,190 that I'm not wrong in painting that 2203 01:55:24,610 --> 01:55:24,199 picture that's exactly what's going on 2204 01:55:31,540 --> 01:55:24,620 here 2205 01:55:36,760 --> 01:55:31,550 yes that's that bad deal it really does 2206 01:55:38,080 --> 01:55:36,770 I yeah I didn't know how to address 2207 01:55:40,270 --> 01:55:38,090 thing I didn't know what to say 2208 01:55:42,760 --> 01:55:40,280 everything I said was wrong and 2209 01:55:44,830 --> 01:55:42,770 everything set the guy off it was well 2210 01:55:46,839 --> 01:55:44,840 what did you say we've got about one 2211 01:55:48,250 --> 01:55:46,849 minute here Terry Oh 2212 01:55:51,279 --> 01:55:48,260 what did you say in your written 2213 01:55:54,279 --> 01:55:51,289 statement in my written statement I said 2214 01:55:56,919 --> 01:55:54,289 that we'd roll down we got there we set 2215 01:56:01,029 --> 01:55:56,929 up our camp well we we made a campfire 2216 01:56:05,649 --> 01:56:01,039 and we you know laid out on Samir 2217 01:56:08,379 --> 01:56:05,659 mattresses and watch the night sky for a 2218 01:56:11,020 --> 01:56:08,389 while with the bed woke up badly 2219 01:56:14,290 --> 01:56:11,030 sunburned and bug bitten and then we 2220 01:56:17,409 --> 01:56:14,300 drove home well you know two years prior 2221 01:56:20,199 --> 01:56:17,419 to this there was another event that I 2222 01:56:22,659 --> 01:56:20,209 talk about in my book and that's the 2223 01:56:26,080 --> 01:56:22,669 event where I wrote the report that our 2224 01:56:29,709 --> 01:56:26,090 CEO took and used a magic marker to 2225 01:56:31,330 --> 01:56:29,719 redact all the times in my report and 2226 01:56:34,719 --> 01:56:31,340 that may be the report you were thinking 2227 01:56:37,629 --> 01:56:34,729 about because that was unusual too but 2228 01:56:40,149 --> 01:56:37,639 as far as for this incident goes it was 2229 01:56:43,239 --> 01:56:40,159 a priest straightforward written report 2230 01:56:45,669 --> 01:56:43,249 just leaving out everything from 9:00 2231 01:56:50,560 --> 01:56:45,679 p.m. to 3:00 a.m. 2232 01:56:53,649 --> 01:56:50,570 and Gregory I'm in a we can discuss this 2233 01:56:57,129 --> 01:56:53,659 when we come back but Gregory was also 2234 01:57:00,609 --> 01:56:57,139 asking you leading questions in my 2235 01:57:02,349 --> 01:57:00,619 opinion near the attorney but but you 2236 01:57:04,000 --> 01:57:02,359 know why were you guys going there what 2237 01:57:05,919 --> 01:57:04,010 do you mean you didn't take any pictures 2238 01:57:08,139 --> 01:57:05,929 something special happened and you 2239 01:57:11,229 --> 01:57:08,149 didn't take it you know why were you 2240 01:57:13,449 --> 01:57:11,239 guys going there and and and he you know 2241 01:57:16,569 --> 01:57:13,459 these were leading questions he knew the 2242 01:57:22,989 --> 01:57:16,579 answers to but he was trying to get the 2243 01:57:25,209 --> 01:57:22,999 answers out of you absolutely everything 2244 01:57:27,819 --> 01:57:25,219 say yes or no no there's no there's no 2245 01:57:30,009 --> 01:57:27,829 room for for an explanation it's yes or 2246 01:57:31,689 --> 01:57:30,019 no let's take a break right here our 2247 01:57:33,699 --> 01:57:31,699 guest tonight Terry Lovelace we're 2248 01:57:36,159 --> 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Brooks I fade to black 2335 02:01:43,520 --> 02:01:41,360 this is fade to black 2336 02:01:47,180 --> 02:01:43,530 with Jimmy Church on the game changer 2337 02:01:49,550 --> 02:01:47,190 radio network and kgr a the global radio 2338 02:02:01,260 --> 02:01:49,560 alliance 2339 02:02:03,400 --> 02:02:01,270 [Music] 2340 02:02:05,230 --> 02:02:03,410 welcome back fade to black humming I'll 2341 02:02:06,670 --> 02:02:05,240 Jimmy Church to follow me on twitter i 2342 02:02:08,670 --> 02:02:06,680 JH radio 2343 02:02:12,910 --> 02:02:08,680 my guest tonight Terry Lovelace 2344 02:02:17,740 --> 02:02:12,920 discussing his amazing book incident at 2345 02:02:19,540 --> 02:02:17,750 Devil's Den and Terry we've got we've 2346 02:02:20,800 --> 02:02:19,550 got so much to discuss and I can tell 2347 02:02:24,760 --> 02:02:20,810 that we're gonna do some overtime 2348 02:02:27,490 --> 02:02:24,770 tonight so there you go be prepared for 2349 02:02:30,660 --> 02:02:27,500 that at the bottom of the hour we've got 2350 02:02:37,600 --> 02:02:30,670 too much to get into here but 2351 02:02:39,130 --> 02:02:37,610 immediately after the OSI guys we're 2352 02:02:42,010 --> 02:02:39,140 gonna continue with that but what was 2353 02:02:46,570 --> 02:02:42,020 your treatment like in the airforce 2354 02:02:49,300 --> 02:02:46,580 after that you were an EMT you had very 2355 02:02:51,280 --> 02:02:49,310 specific professional things that you 2356 02:02:55,660 --> 02:02:51,290 did but what how how did they treat you 2357 02:02:59,170 --> 02:02:55,670 after this I I was transferred and I I 2358 02:03:02,530 --> 02:02:59,180 know that they did this to avoid Toby 2359 02:03:08,080 --> 02:03:02,540 and I being a contact with one another 2360 02:03:12,310 --> 02:03:08,090 I was I was reassigned to work in a 2361 02:03:14,490 --> 02:03:12,320 supply unit and I'll tell you it was my 2362 02:03:17,410 --> 02:03:14,500 worst experience in the Air Force well 2363 02:03:18,940 --> 02:03:17,420 one of my worst experiences I you know I 2364 02:03:21,630 --> 02:03:18,950 had a lot of good experiences in the Air 2365 02:03:25,360 --> 02:03:21,640 Force but this this was not one of them 2366 02:03:28,000 --> 02:03:25,370 so the seal of the hospital was sorry to 2367 02:03:34,000 --> 02:03:28,010 lose both of us I mean we were good EMTs 2368 02:03:35,680 --> 02:03:34,010 and I'm in a support unit and I go to 2369 02:03:37,870 --> 02:03:35,690 see my new commanding officer and he 2370 02:03:40,180 --> 02:03:37,880 says you know go down and see First 2371 02:03:42,370 --> 02:03:40,190 Sergeant Rory we don't we don't have 2372 02:03:45,430 --> 02:03:42,380 need for an EMT here but he'll have 2373 02:03:49,600 --> 02:03:45,440 something to keep you busy so I went 2374 02:03:53,650 --> 02:03:49,610 down the hall and there was a to his 2375 02:03:57,060 --> 02:03:53,660 door first sergeant rolling something 2376 02:03:59,410 --> 02:03:57,070 and I knocked on his door 2377 02:04:01,150 --> 02:03:59,420 you know CL told me you could call him 2378 02:04:03,130 --> 02:04:01,160 Roy well he didn't want me to call him 2379 02:04:06,970 --> 02:04:03,140 Roy he told me to call him First 2380 02:04:10,960 --> 02:04:06,980 Sergeant so on so but just you know just 2381 02:04:14,569 --> 02:04:10,970 this he was a real thin guy which is 2382 02:04:22,850 --> 02:04:20,080 mannerism and just look for like he was 2383 02:04:23,270 --> 02:04:22,860 well I wasn't welcome I'll put it that 2384 02:04:25,160 --> 02:04:23,280 way 2385 02:04:28,459 --> 02:04:25,170 and what was your rank at this time I 2386 02:04:32,299 --> 02:04:28,469 Staff Sergeant yeah you're an e5 right 2387 02:04:35,240 --> 02:04:32,309 so you've got your stripes yeah yeah you 2388 02:04:37,879 --> 02:04:35,250 got your stripes and so now obvious well 2389 02:04:43,250 --> 02:04:37,889 you don't know it yet but you've been 2390 02:04:46,430 --> 02:04:43,260 downgraded yeah what they did was in in 2391 02:04:48,200 --> 02:04:46,440 back of this of this building the supply 2392 02:04:51,379 --> 02:04:48,210 unit was up was an old building that 2393 02:04:54,169 --> 02:04:51,389 must have been like a woodwork shop at 2394 02:04:55,729 --> 02:04:54,179 one time and first sergeant walked me 2395 02:04:57,979 --> 02:04:55,739 back there any sense yeah he says you 2396 02:05:00,020 --> 02:04:57,989 know I got something I think he's 2397 02:05:02,120 --> 02:05:00,030 pretending he's like yeah you know I got 2398 02:05:03,740 --> 02:05:02,130 something we can we can help you with or 2399 02:05:05,390 --> 02:05:03,750 you can help us with we could really use 2400 02:05:07,549 --> 02:05:05,400 your hand and says here's what I need 2401 02:05:09,770 --> 02:05:07,559 you to do ESA's see this to see that 2402 02:05:12,020 --> 02:05:09,780 stack of plywood over there and I 2403 02:05:16,549 --> 02:05:12,030 thought you know I'm not blind and he 2404 02:05:21,830 --> 02:05:16,559 says I need you to spray-paint 30 sheets 2405 02:05:23,600 --> 02:05:21,840 those 4 by 8 pieces of plywood the paint 2406 02:05:26,479 --> 02:05:23,610 is all in that can't the cans in the 2407 02:05:29,120 --> 02:05:26,489 corner there and he said here's a key 2408 02:05:32,030 --> 02:05:29,130 come and go as you please you got an 2409 02:05:36,589 --> 02:05:32,040 hour for lunch be here at 8:30 work till 2410 02:05:38,839 --> 02:05:36,599 5:30 and unless you need me I don't 2411 02:05:44,200 --> 02:05:38,849 expect to hear from you so we're talking 2412 02:05:49,819 --> 02:05:44,210 about an e5 Staff Sergeant EMT is now 2413 02:05:53,390 --> 02:05:49,829 spray-painting plywood and it got worse 2414 02:05:57,109 --> 02:05:53,400 and so if it could get any worse and you 2415 02:06:00,649 --> 02:05:57,119 know after a couple of weeks I started 2416 02:06:02,180 --> 02:06:00,659 enjoying the isolation you know because 2417 02:06:04,640 --> 02:06:02,190 the other guys in squad who treated me 2418 02:06:06,500 --> 02:06:04,650 like a pariah so you know I started like 2419 02:06:09,260 --> 02:06:06,510 well you know this is my workshop I'll 2420 02:06:11,270 --> 02:06:09,270 make the best of this and you know I I 2421 02:06:13,430 --> 02:06:11,280 did my dust cuz you know yeah you know I 2422 02:06:15,350 --> 02:06:13,440 I'm proud of my work product always have 2423 02:06:16,879 --> 02:06:15,360 been it whether I'm you know practice of 2424 02:06:19,879 --> 02:06:16,889 law or spray painting I want to do a 2425 02:06:21,379 --> 02:06:19,889 good job so I get done and I go and I 2426 02:06:23,959 --> 02:06:21,389 get to per sergeant and I knock on a 2427 02:06:27,350 --> 02:06:23,969 store and I say yeah First Sergeant I'm 2428 02:06:28,130 --> 02:06:27,360 I'm done I'll take a look and he's you 2429 02:06:30,020 --> 02:06:28,140 know he's he's 2430 02:06:35,300 --> 02:06:30,030 feigning this I can tell this is all 2431 02:06:37,760 --> 02:06:35,310 fake enthusiasm yeah yeah lovely 2432 02:06:41,060 --> 02:06:37,770 we'll see what you done let's go take a 2433 02:06:43,430 --> 02:06:41,070 look you know and he walked acted yeah 2434 02:06:45,140 --> 02:06:43,440 they look through these these plywood 2435 02:06:47,000 --> 02:06:45,150 boards I paint it looked through maybe a 2436 02:06:50,390 --> 02:06:47,010 half a dozen of them and pointed out a 2437 02:06:55,760 --> 02:06:50,400 spot or two or two painted run and it 2438 02:06:57,380 --> 02:06:55,770 wasn't anything significant and I said 2439 02:06:58,550 --> 02:06:57,390 well you know you got another gun 2440 02:07:01,370 --> 02:06:58,560 something else for me to do maybe 2441 02:07:03,980 --> 02:07:01,380 something a little more cerebral and he 2442 02:07:08,240 --> 02:07:03,990 rubs his chin and he says well let me 2443 02:07:10,880 --> 02:07:08,250 think yeah yeah yeah he says you see you 2444 02:07:13,070 --> 02:07:10,890 see that sandpaper over there go ahead 2445 02:07:17,020 --> 02:07:13,080 and sand them down the bare wood come 2446 02:07:22,040 --> 02:07:17,030 see me when you're done unbelievable and 2447 02:07:25,190 --> 02:07:22,050 and what about agent Gregory oh you know 2448 02:07:28,850 --> 02:07:25,200 I I gotta tell this because this was the 2449 02:07:31,790 --> 02:07:28,860 last time that I saw my friend Toby and 2450 02:07:36,560 --> 02:07:31,800 agent Gregory's a part of parcel of him 2451 02:07:39,200 --> 02:07:36,570 oh is this with Sheila yeah my wife is 2452 02:07:41,420 --> 02:07:39,210 driving the car right and I begged I 2453 02:07:43,820 --> 02:07:41,430 said will you please stop by Toby's 2454 02:07:45,650 --> 02:07:43,830 house because I had this compulsion I 2455 02:07:48,170 --> 02:07:45,660 didn't want to I really didn't want to 2456 02:07:50,870 --> 02:07:48,180 see the guy but I thought I had to say 2457 02:07:53,810 --> 02:07:50,880 goodbye to him and it was a strong 2458 02:07:56,090 --> 02:07:53,820 compulsion to say goodbye to him and I 2459 02:07:58,640 --> 02:07:56,100 and I talked her into doing it she 2460 02:08:01,010 --> 02:07:58,650 pulled over and I hopped out of the car 2461 02:08:03,590 --> 02:08:01,020 and I I told her I'll be quick and I ran 2462 02:08:05,060 --> 02:08:03,600 you know through the front door that you 2463 02:08:08,810 --> 02:08:05,070 know I walked through a hundred times 2464 02:08:13,460 --> 02:08:08,820 and before and there's Tammy 2465 02:08:14,600 --> 02:08:13,470 there's Toby's wife you know gives me a 2466 02:08:19,310 --> 02:08:14,610 hard look and says you're not supposed 2467 02:08:21,680 --> 02:08:19,320 to be here and just went on walking away 2468 02:08:24,410 --> 02:08:21,690 and Toby must have heard this exchange 2469 02:08:27,470 --> 02:08:24,420 he walks around the corner and he's a 2470 02:08:32,300 --> 02:08:27,480 train wreck I mean he's wearing a dirty 2471 02:08:36,200 --> 02:08:32,310 t-shirt and he just wasn't Toby and he 2472 02:08:41,479 --> 02:08:36,210 was he was just his jeans were dirty I 2473 02:08:44,810 --> 02:08:41,489 you - ooh Zhan and he walked up to 2474 02:08:48,560 --> 02:08:44,820 yet she and I could smell vodka on his 2475 02:08:51,979 --> 02:08:48,570 breath and this is 11:30 in the morning 2476 02:08:54,970 --> 02:08:51,989 no and I knew Toby could nurse a beer 2477 02:09:01,160 --> 02:08:54,980 for two hours a 12 ounce can of beer 2478 02:09:05,660 --> 02:09:01,170 he was not a drinker and he came and his 2479 02:09:07,700 --> 02:09:05,670 eyes were bloodshot and it was a real 2480 02:09:09,740 --> 02:09:07,710 awkward moment for some reason that 2481 02:09:11,780 --> 02:09:09,750 moment is burned in my memory almost 2482 02:09:14,930 --> 02:09:11,790 like the birth of my kids I don't know 2483 02:09:18,470 --> 02:09:14,940 why but it was important at some level 2484 02:09:21,290 --> 02:09:18,480 and I didn't know I'm standing there 2485 02:09:23,780 --> 02:09:21,300 were 2 feet apart and I didn't I felt 2486 02:09:27,920 --> 02:09:23,790 that it be appropriate to embrace him or 2487 02:09:30,470 --> 02:09:27,930 hit me shake his hand but I'm looking at 2488 02:09:32,270 --> 02:09:30,480 my shoes and I said you know I just 2489 02:09:35,680 --> 02:09:32,280 wanted to stop by and wish you well and 2490 02:09:39,320 --> 02:09:35,690 tell you I enjoyed working with you and 2491 02:09:41,330 --> 02:09:39,330 that's he was a short guy and that's 2492 02:09:45,640 --> 02:09:41,340 when I when I looked up we made eye 2493 02:09:50,780 --> 02:09:45,650 contact and his eyes were just bloodshot 2494 02:09:53,959 --> 02:09:50,790 and he said it happened didn't it in 2495 02:09:56,150 --> 02:09:53,969 acid yeah told it happened and he said 2496 02:09:59,420 --> 02:09:56,160 we're not crazy I'm not losing my mind 2497 02:10:03,729 --> 02:09:59,430 I said no Toby it happened they're not 2498 02:10:06,290 --> 02:10:03,739 losing your mind and with with that I 2499 02:10:13,580 --> 02:10:06,300 broke my days with him turn around and I 2500 02:10:15,020 --> 02:10:13,590 ran to our car just uh anyway hopped in 2501 02:10:17,479 --> 02:10:15,030 the car there to police there are two 2502 02:10:19,640 --> 02:10:17,489 policemen apart car in back of us and 2503 02:10:22,970 --> 02:10:19,650 they got my like him into this parking 2504 02:10:25,940 --> 02:10:22,980 spot and she's crying she's freaked out 2505 02:10:27,320 --> 02:10:25,950 she's gonna arrest us no you got to calm 2506 02:10:29,540 --> 02:10:27,330 down if they were gonna arrest us we'd 2507 02:10:32,240 --> 02:10:29,550 be in the and coast right did they 2508 02:10:35,120 --> 02:10:32,250 follow you there or and you were only 2509 02:10:37,820 --> 02:10:35,130 inside for a couple of minutes right you 2510 02:10:41,540 --> 02:10:37,830 know so they were either following you 2511 02:10:44,390 --> 02:10:41,550 or they were watching Toby's place and 2512 02:10:46,220 --> 02:10:44,400 saw you pull up but could be could have 2513 02:10:47,959 --> 02:10:46,230 been happenstance you know we had a 2514 02:10:53,740 --> 02:10:47,969 little orange Karmann Ghia so it was 2515 02:10:55,370 --> 02:10:53,750 kind of an unusual car right but they 2516 02:10:57,350 --> 02:10:55,380 they followed 2517 02:10:59,810 --> 02:10:57,360 right on our bumper well we were coming 2518 02:11:02,899 --> 02:10:59,820 from the grocery store and my wife 2519 02:11:04,939 --> 02:11:02,909 parked and I got her to calm down and I 2520 02:11:06,379 --> 02:11:04,949 grabbed a groceries and run and unlocked 2521 02:11:08,540 --> 02:11:06,389 the door and the phone's ringing 2522 02:11:13,370 --> 02:11:08,550 and I dropped the groceries and I pick 2523 02:11:18,830 --> 02:11:13,380 it up sergeant Lovelace and it's agent 2524 02:11:21,080 --> 02:11:18,840 record okay so just to understand you 2525 02:11:23,390 --> 02:11:21,090 walk out of Toby's house you say goodbye 2526 02:11:25,820 --> 02:11:23,400 for the last time he says did this 2527 02:11:30,459 --> 02:11:25,830 really happen we're not crazy he's 2528 02:11:33,709 --> 02:11:30,469 obviously on the edge of losing it you 2529 02:11:37,310 --> 02:11:33,719 get back out to your car 2530 02:11:40,340 --> 02:11:37,320 and then there's a cop car with two cops 2531 02:11:43,520 --> 02:11:40,350 in it that has basically blocked you in 2532 02:11:46,610 --> 02:11:43,530 so they've arrived they follow you home 2533 02:11:48,649 --> 02:11:46,620 after all of this you guys walk in 2534 02:11:51,530 --> 02:11:48,659 you're calming your wife down and the 2535 02:11:54,700 --> 02:11:51,540 friggin phone rings and and it's agent 2536 02:11:58,040 --> 02:11:54,710 Lovelace none of this is coincidence 2537 02:11:59,450 --> 02:11:58,050 none those guys parked out in front of 2538 02:12:02,270 --> 02:11:59,460 our house and they stayed there for two 2539 02:12:05,120 --> 02:12:02,280 hours but when it picked up the phone I 2540 02:12:07,520 --> 02:12:05,130 said sorry Lovelace and the last person 2541 02:12:11,060 --> 02:12:07,530 I was expecting was agent regularly and 2542 02:12:12,040 --> 02:12:11,070 he says well son you just couldn't do it 2543 02:12:14,479 --> 02:12:12,050 could you 2544 02:12:16,340 --> 02:12:14,489 and I knew what he was talking about and 2545 02:12:20,360 --> 02:12:16,350 I said sir I'm sorry I just wanted to 2546 02:12:22,129 --> 02:12:20,370 say goodbye and and he interrupted me it 2547 02:12:24,590 --> 02:12:22,139 was good at that interrupted me and said 2548 02:12:26,780 --> 02:12:24,600 I want to know what you gave him and I 2549 02:12:29,149 --> 02:12:26,790 want to know what he gave you well you 2550 02:12:32,540 --> 02:12:29,159 signed they gave you a direct written 2551 02:12:40,669 --> 02:12:32,550 order to stay away from Toby 2552 02:12:43,970 --> 02:12:40,679 yes he said you know it really me off 2553 02:12:46,640 --> 02:12:43,980 whenever people disobey my order and he 2554 02:12:50,080 --> 02:12:46,650 said talk about sarcasm he says you're 2555 02:12:53,270 --> 02:12:50,090 just dying to change uniforms aren't you 2556 02:12:54,979 --> 02:12:53,280 that's something I got something in 2557 02:12:56,570 --> 02:12:54,989 black and white stripes that would look 2558 02:12:58,419 --> 02:12:56,580 good on you and I'll take your blue 2559 02:13:00,919 --> 02:12:58,429 uniform would you like that 2560 02:13:02,330 --> 02:13:00,929 and I got this done that took me a 2561 02:13:05,149 --> 02:13:02,340 minute he was talking about out there 2562 02:13:08,900 --> 02:13:05,159 you know Portlander he was talking about 2563 02:13:12,740 --> 02:13:08,910 the penitentiary and I said no sir 2564 02:13:14,110 --> 02:13:12,750 and I just said you know watch yourself 2565 02:13:17,510 --> 02:13:14,120 because I'm watching you 2566 02:13:21,820 --> 02:13:17,520 expletives deleted did he ask you what 2567 02:13:23,870 --> 02:13:21,830 you and Toby talked about yeah he said 2568 02:13:26,180 --> 02:13:23,880 what did he ask where did you exchange 2569 02:13:27,950 --> 02:13:26,190 and he's where did you talk about and I 2570 02:13:30,410 --> 02:13:27,960 said totally the truth I told him I told 2571 02:13:35,770 --> 02:13:30,420 him goodbye I said sir I was in there 2572 02:13:38,720 --> 02:13:35,780 maybe four minutes and and that was it 2573 02:13:41,600 --> 02:13:38,730 and then I didn't see him again we 2574 02:13:45,080 --> 02:13:41,610 talked to agent Gregory again until the 2575 02:13:49,160 --> 02:13:45,090 interrogation that happened when I was 2576 02:13:51,530 --> 02:13:49,170 in the process of spray-painting one I'm 2577 02:13:54,670 --> 02:13:51,540 sanding off the paint that had just 2578 02:14:01,310 --> 02:13:54,680 particular sleep on these boards and 2579 02:14:03,020 --> 02:14:01,320 it's you know some weeks later and first 2580 02:14:06,680 --> 02:14:03,030 sergeant comes out and yells at me since 2581 02:14:09,590 --> 02:14:06,690 Lovelace Co wants to see ya so I'm like 2582 02:14:14,030 --> 02:14:09,600 bassist lock up when I could be bad news 2583 02:14:16,490 --> 02:14:14,040 or good news so I lock up my shop and I 2584 02:14:20,870 --> 02:14:16,500 go running in and I I stop to use a 2585 02:14:24,650 --> 02:14:20,880 bathroom boy am I glad I did and check 2586 02:14:27,950 --> 02:14:24,660 my appearance and hustle down to the 2587 02:14:32,960 --> 02:14:27,960 CIO's office and his secretary was there 2588 02:14:35,420 --> 02:14:32,970 and she waved me in and he said sorry 2589 02:14:37,160 --> 02:14:35,430 Lovelace the OSI sent a car for you they 2590 02:14:39,350 --> 02:14:37,170 want to see you at OSI headquarters 2591 02:14:41,270 --> 02:14:39,360 they're out front right now I wouldn't 2592 02:14:42,190 --> 02:14:41,280 keep them waiting if I were you you're 2593 02:14:46,610 --> 02:14:42,200 dismissed 2594 02:14:48,380 --> 02:14:46,620 and I said yes sir and I ran down the 2595 02:14:51,290 --> 02:14:48,390 hall went sure doubt there's a blue car 2596 02:14:53,420 --> 02:14:51,300 right in front and I went and I got 2597 02:14:55,250 --> 02:14:53,430 there was a driver and you open the door 2598 02:14:57,140 --> 02:14:55,260 for me I'd never been in the backseat of 2599 02:15:00,560 --> 02:14:57,150 a police car before I thought I noticed 2600 02:15:06,800 --> 02:15:00,570 you no no hand cranks you know the metal 2601 02:15:09,890 --> 02:15:06,810 floor anyway that's either he drove us a 2602 02:15:12,350 --> 02:15:09,900 few maybe two miles to the OSI 2603 02:15:16,250 --> 02:15:12,360 headquarters which was an intimidating 2604 02:15:18,680 --> 02:15:16,260 building in itself I I described the 2605 02:15:22,040 --> 02:15:18,690 book the architecture is Stallman desk 2606 02:15:26,910 --> 02:15:22,050 if that makes sense to you 2607 02:15:31,110 --> 02:15:26,920 if you know I'm a military brat so I've 2608 02:15:35,670 --> 02:15:31,120 been on many Air Force paces and an army 2609 02:15:38,790 --> 02:15:35,680 bases and that is whatever it is whether 2610 02:15:42,540 --> 02:15:38,800 it's OSI civil investigations all of 2611 02:15:43,830 --> 02:15:42,550 those military police buildings are very 2612 02:15:46,620 --> 02:15:43,840 Stalin esque 2613 02:15:51,140 --> 02:15:46,630 they stand out they stand down I should 2614 02:15:53,730 --> 02:15:51,150 say yes and he took me down a corridor 2615 02:15:55,110 --> 02:15:53,740 and he had a key we had first we had to 2616 02:15:57,000 --> 02:15:55,120 go through the locked doors with the 2617 02:15:58,890 --> 02:15:57,010 buzzer you know and then the door opens 2618 02:16:02,930 --> 02:15:58,900 and clicks shut behind you like a bank 2619 02:16:05,820 --> 02:16:02,940 vault took me down to this little room 2620 02:16:09,060 --> 02:16:05,830 the rooms were marked alphabetically and 2621 02:16:11,370 --> 02:16:09,070 it took me down to room D and he opened 2622 02:16:11,970 --> 02:16:11,380 the door and said someone will be right 2623 02:16:14,220 --> 02:16:11,980 with you 2624 02:16:17,220 --> 02:16:14,230 and he shut the door and I knew it was 2625 02:16:19,470 --> 02:16:17,230 locked and in this in this room there 2626 02:16:21,480 --> 02:16:19,480 were three those fiberglass molded 2627 02:16:26,100 --> 02:16:21,490 plastic chair as they made in the 60s 2628 02:16:31,260 --> 02:16:26,110 and like a 1950's vintage military steel 2629 02:16:32,820 --> 02:16:31,270 desk with a heavy padded chair and there 2630 02:16:34,860 --> 02:16:32,830 was a two-way mirror there was a I 2631 02:16:36,690 --> 02:16:34,870 didn't go and cut my hands and look 2632 02:16:38,160 --> 02:16:36,700 through it but I remember thinking 2633 02:16:40,350 --> 02:16:38,170 nobody's going to be grooming themselves 2634 02:16:43,200 --> 02:16:40,360 in this interrogation room that's that 2635 02:16:45,419 --> 02:16:43,210 that's got to be what that's for it was 2636 02:16:49,860 --> 02:16:45,429 a clock on the wall and that was it 2637 02:16:52,890 --> 02:16:49,870 little glass window and I sat down it 2638 02:16:55,379 --> 02:16:52,900 was little after 9:00 and it was a 2639 02:16:58,290 --> 02:16:55,389 little after 10:00 and then it was a 2640 02:17:00,510 --> 02:16:58,300 little after 11:00 and I was so thankful 2641 02:17:06,360 --> 02:17:00,520 I made that stop the bathroom for our 2642 02:17:10,890 --> 02:17:06,370 left and around noon here comes agent 2643 02:17:13,080 --> 02:17:10,900 Gregory and the captain and the guy 2644 02:17:16,500 --> 02:17:13,090 opens the door for them and they come in 2645 02:17:21,350 --> 02:17:16,510 and then say word to me at first 2646 02:17:26,910 --> 02:17:21,360 clearly ignore me they're talking about 2647 02:17:28,410 --> 02:17:26,920 golf and he made me of course he made me 2648 02:17:29,790 --> 02:17:28,420 get out of the heavy padded chair and 2649 02:17:33,280 --> 02:17:29,800 sitting one of the uncomfortable ones 2650 02:17:35,350 --> 02:17:33,290 and he said 2651 02:17:38,680 --> 02:17:35,360 and the captain setting up his little 2652 02:17:41,440 --> 02:17:38,690 wheel reel tape recorder and he said why 2653 02:17:43,180 --> 02:17:41,450 do you have any film for me son and I 2654 02:17:45,280 --> 02:17:43,190 said no sir I don't have any film for 2655 02:17:47,530 --> 02:17:45,290 you I didn't take any kid pictures I 2656 02:17:50,260 --> 02:17:47,540 didn't take a camera there and he says 2657 02:17:52,180 --> 02:17:50,270 well it doesn't matter much today he 2658 02:17:54,701 --> 02:17:52,190 says we might just wrap this up today 2659 02:17:57,730 --> 02:17:54,711 would you like that and I said yes sir 2660 02:17:58,871 --> 02:17:57,740 I'd like that very much and he says well 2661 02:18:02,201 --> 02:17:58,881 you know you're gonna be hypnotized 2662 02:18:05,860 --> 02:18:02,211 today and I said what I'm gonna be 2663 02:18:07,300 --> 02:18:05,870 hypnotized and he says yeah yeah they're 2664 02:18:10,530 --> 02:18:07,310 gonna give you a little medication and 2665 02:18:13,331 --> 02:18:10,540 they're gonna ask you some questions and 2666 02:18:16,661 --> 02:18:13,341 I said sir but wide and as soon as I 2667 02:18:19,960 --> 02:18:16,671 said that word why he pulled this sheet 2668 02:18:21,940 --> 02:18:19,970 out from that manila folder and slams it 2669 02:18:25,030 --> 02:18:21,950 on a desk in front of me and said this 2670 02:18:26,520 --> 02:18:25,040 is all the why I need son you signed it 2671 02:18:30,340 --> 02:18:26,530 oh yeah 2672 02:18:34,900 --> 02:18:30,350 yeah no idea what I'd signed I'd say and 2673 02:18:36,940 --> 02:18:34,910 it was captioned consent hypnotic 2674 02:18:41,081 --> 02:18:36,950 regression with chemical enhancements 2675 02:18:43,960 --> 02:18:41,091 something along those lines and I said 2676 02:18:45,701 --> 02:18:43,970 sir but I don't understand why and and 2677 02:18:47,291 --> 02:18:45,711 he said that same line he says well I 2678 02:18:49,720 --> 02:18:47,301 can carry these up you want to rescind 2679 02:18:51,310 --> 02:18:49,730 your cooperation I'll just tear these up 2680 02:18:55,600 --> 02:18:51,320 and we'll see you court-martial 2681 02:18:57,880 --> 02:18:55,610 that's the threat and it worked it 2682 02:19:00,280 --> 02:18:57,890 worked it worth for me it would work for 2683 02:19:03,420 --> 02:19:00,290 me I'm I'm cool think you mean the drugs 2684 02:19:08,951 --> 02:19:03,430 us do the hypnosis that beats prison 2685 02:19:11,500 --> 02:19:08,961 yeah right and this major knocks on the 2686 02:19:13,871 --> 02:19:11,510 door and the captain leans over and 2687 02:19:16,510 --> 02:19:13,881 opens the door for him and it comes in 2688 02:19:19,331 --> 02:19:16,520 and he's carrying like a cheating kid 2689 02:19:23,560 --> 02:19:19,341 under his arm Oh like a leather little 2690 02:19:25,541 --> 02:19:23,570 kid and he talks to the - guy - the two 2691 02:19:27,670 --> 02:19:25,551 agents - Gregory and a captain about 2692 02:19:28,720 --> 02:19:27,680 fishing I guess he didn't golf and 2693 02:19:31,420 --> 02:19:28,730 they're they're having a little 2694 02:19:33,940 --> 02:19:31,430 conversation and he ignored me you know 2695 02:19:35,740 --> 02:19:33,950 at first and then he pulls the chair he 2696 02:19:37,451 --> 02:19:35,750 gets he makes Gregory get out of the 2697 02:19:40,810 --> 02:19:37,461 comfortable chair and he commandeer is 2698 02:19:42,911 --> 02:19:40,820 it and rolls it over and scoots it right 2699 02:19:46,640 --> 02:19:42,921 and coaches in my personal space gets 2700 02:19:51,591 --> 02:19:46,650 right up next to me and even he's a big 2701 02:19:56,091 --> 02:19:51,601 chested sandy-haired guy with oak leaves 2702 02:19:59,511 --> 02:19:56,101 but no name tag and he sits down next to 2703 02:20:01,910 --> 02:19:59,521 me he got this great big smile he shakes 2704 02:20:04,730 --> 02:20:01,920 my hand and he says sergeant love is 2705 02:20:10,041 --> 02:20:04,740 it's so good to finally meet you how are 2706 02:20:13,520 --> 02:20:10,051 you and I said I'm good sir Isis don't 2707 02:20:16,251 --> 02:20:13,530 sir he says listen for todays for the 2708 02:20:19,070 --> 02:20:16,261 purpose of today's a little exercise why 2709 02:20:23,360 --> 02:20:19,080 don't you call me Brad that is my name 2710 02:20:27,591 --> 02:20:23,370 and at that that's creepy 2711 02:20:32,660 --> 02:20:27,601 and I said yes sir Annie Dee chided me 2712 02:20:36,051 --> 02:20:32,670 and said don't you mean yes Brad and I 2713 02:20:37,820 --> 02:20:36,061 said yes Brad and he said what and for 2714 02:20:41,240 --> 02:20:37,830 purposes of today's little exercise me I 2715 02:20:46,371 --> 02:20:41,250 call you Terry is just creeping me out 2716 02:20:52,551 --> 02:20:46,381 man this is just creeping me out okay 2717 02:20:55,671 --> 02:20:52,561 continue oh man I said yes and then he 2718 02:20:57,501 --> 02:20:55,681 started conversation just routine small 2719 02:20:59,751 --> 02:20:57,511 talk he asked me where I was from I told 2720 02:21:02,180 --> 02:20:59,761 him some st. Louis I rattle off some 2721 02:21:05,751 --> 02:21:02,190 landmarks he rattle off some landmarks 2722 02:21:10,690 --> 02:21:05,761 didn't he Terry refresh my memory didn't 2723 02:21:14,360 --> 02:21:10,700 he say don't you trust me yes man yes 2724 02:21:16,400 --> 02:21:14,370 yeah that was right after right after we 2725 02:21:17,810 --> 02:21:16,410 go through all this little chitchat and 2726 02:21:19,791 --> 02:21:17,820 I swear it's like he read my mind 2727 02:21:23,631 --> 02:21:19,801 cuz I begin thinking you know I'm just 2728 02:21:26,480 --> 02:21:23,641 not all that interest in it and he 2729 02:21:29,150 --> 02:21:26,490 shifts gears and takes on a real sombre 2730 02:21:34,551 --> 02:21:29,160 effect and says Terry I know we've only 2731 02:21:41,350 --> 02:21:34,561 just met but do you trust me and I gave 2732 02:21:45,711 --> 02:21:41,360 him the you know untruthful answer right 2733 02:21:49,430 --> 02:21:45,721 yes Brad I trust you and he says good 2734 02:21:51,320 --> 02:21:49,440 that's good that you trust me and he 2735 02:21:54,470 --> 02:21:51,330 says well today we're going to give you 2736 02:21:56,091 --> 02:21:54,480 a little medication and it's gonna help 2737 02:21:57,860 --> 02:21:56,101 you relax and it's going to help your 2738 02:22:00,590 --> 02:21:57,870 memory and you open this little shaving 2739 02:22:02,630 --> 02:22:00,600 kit and he lays out a little towel and 2740 02:22:06,530 --> 02:22:02,640 a syringe I have a demux Rindge with a 2741 02:22:10,910 --> 02:22:06,540 with a yellow fluid in it some alcohol 2742 02:22:12,710 --> 02:22:10,920 swabs a bandage yellow rubber tubing 2743 02:22:16,389 --> 02:22:12,720 rubber tubing yeah 2744 02:22:23,240 --> 02:22:16,399 yep the rubber tubing and he's humming 2745 02:22:25,880 --> 02:22:23,250 and he reached over and unbuttons my my 2746 02:22:29,389 --> 02:22:25,890 sleeve on my shirt starts to roll my 2747 02:22:31,729 --> 02:22:29,399 sleeve up and stops and says Terry you 2748 02:22:35,870 --> 02:22:31,739 know what we don't really have to do 2749 02:22:38,689 --> 02:22:35,880 this today you know what we could do if 2750 02:22:41,090 --> 02:22:38,699 you left something out of your report or 2751 02:22:43,670 --> 02:22:41,100 there's something you want to change we 2752 02:22:47,750 --> 02:22:43,680 can fix it now and it won't be any 2753 02:22:49,670 --> 02:22:47,760 trouble would you like to do that and I 2754 02:22:52,580 --> 02:22:49,680 said sir I don't I don't know what you 2755 02:22:55,370 --> 02:22:52,590 mean and he said I can ask these two 2756 02:22:56,660 --> 02:22:55,380 gentlemen here to step outside and me 2757 02:23:01,729 --> 02:22:56,670 and you can have a little chat 2758 02:23:05,660 --> 02:23:01,739 Oh what do you say hmm and the agent 2759 02:23:07,849 --> 02:23:05,670 stood up and I said sir I don't I told 2760 02:23:10,219 --> 02:23:07,859 the agents everything I know and the 2761 02:23:13,670 --> 02:23:10,229 agent said that now and he rolled up my 2762 02:23:19,550 --> 02:23:13,680 sleeve and put this tourniquet on my arm 2763 02:23:21,920 --> 02:23:19,560 and this just bizarre he he complimented 2764 02:23:25,309 --> 02:23:21,930 me on my veins he says my you have good 2765 02:23:28,790 --> 02:23:25,319 things this is gonna be no problem at 2766 02:23:30,290 --> 02:23:28,800 all you know this won't hurt it made a 2767 02:23:31,880 --> 02:23:30,300 comment you know Terry it'll be like 2768 02:23:33,710 --> 02:23:31,890 having a couple beers you look like a 2769 02:23:36,139 --> 02:23:33,720 guy who likes to have a few beers on the 2770 02:23:37,340 --> 02:23:36,149 weekend and I thought you jerk you know 2771 02:23:42,229 --> 02:23:37,350 you know what do you think all enlisted 2772 02:23:44,090 --> 02:23:42,239 people drink you know let's you know now 2773 02:23:48,380 --> 02:23:44,100 we're gonna be headed towards a break 2774 02:23:50,540 --> 02:23:48,390 here and when we come back we'll discuss 2775 02:23:53,960 --> 02:23:50,550 everything that happened in this session 2776 02:23:57,559 --> 02:23:53,970 but there was something that stood out 2777 02:24:01,750 --> 02:23:57,569 in the book for me that I've been 2778 02:24:04,729 --> 02:24:01,760 wanting to ask you about at this point 2779 02:24:09,649 --> 02:24:04,739 Gregory I believe it was Gregory one of 2780 02:24:12,649 --> 02:24:09,659 the two agents Gregory says something to 2781 02:24:14,389 --> 02:24:12,659 the effect of oh man this is so cool I 2782 02:24:16,429 --> 02:24:14,399 love it when we 2783 02:24:20,080 --> 02:24:16,439 do this I could have the wording wrong 2784 02:24:25,969 --> 02:24:20,090 it doesn't matter but but at that point 2785 02:24:29,859 --> 02:24:25,979 it's suggesting that Gregory has done 2786 02:24:33,380 --> 02:24:29,869 these types of sessions with 2787 02:24:36,830 --> 02:24:33,390 experiencers right with people that 2788 02:24:39,019 --> 02:24:36,840 that's that's what I get out of this and 2789 02:24:41,840 --> 02:24:39,029 actually it wasn't regular it was the 2790 02:24:45,019 --> 02:24:41,850 captain and what he said was he said 2791 02:24:48,080 --> 02:24:45,029 they're whispering and I could hear them 2792 02:24:50,899 --> 02:24:48,090 and and he said I'm amazed every time I 2793 02:24:56,210 --> 02:24:50,909 see this right right right right and so 2794 02:24:58,099 --> 02:24:56,220 so they're doing these UFO you know 2795 02:25:01,969 --> 02:24:58,109 correct me if I'm wrong but they're 2796 02:25:05,210 --> 02:25:01,979 doing these UFO sessions quite often 2797 02:25:09,080 --> 02:25:05,220 that's what I get out of it had to be 2798 02:25:11,269 --> 02:25:09,090 right they can't do this to everyone who 2799 02:25:12,830 --> 02:25:11,279 sees a UFO and then I thought well my 2800 02:25:17,599 --> 02:25:12,840 experience was actually a little more 2801 02:25:20,689 --> 02:25:17,609 intimate you know and I don't know if I 2802 02:25:24,590 --> 02:25:20,699 had time to get this out and understood 2803 02:25:26,960 --> 02:25:24,600 but I made my mind up I was determined 2804 02:25:29,630 --> 02:25:26,970 that I was not going to be hypnotized 2805 02:25:31,370 --> 02:25:29,640 and I knew I I had been taking 2806 02:25:33,830 --> 02:25:31,380 psychology classes part-time for two 2807 02:25:36,260 --> 02:25:33,840 years now and I knew a little bit about 2808 02:25:38,420 --> 02:25:36,270 hypnosis and I had seen stage hypnosis 2809 02:25:41,269 --> 02:25:38,430 and I knew that you know how people 2810 02:25:44,540 --> 02:25:41,279 react kind of robotic ly and relaxed and 2811 02:25:48,139 --> 02:25:44,550 I was determined I was not gonna let 2812 02:25:51,439 --> 02:25:48,149 this guy hypnotize me but I knew that I 2813 02:25:54,859 --> 02:25:51,449 had to appear compliant not now the drug 2814 02:25:58,819 --> 02:25:54,869 concerned me because I could resist the 2815 02:26:01,939 --> 02:25:58,829 the hypnosis but the drug I had no power 2816 02:26:05,960 --> 02:26:01,949 over and there are there are spaces 2817 02:26:10,279 --> 02:26:05,970 where I had have no memory but what I 2818 02:26:13,239 --> 02:26:10,289 did was he this major said and he had 2819 02:26:16,699 --> 02:26:13,249 this smooth voice like a radio announcer 2820 02:26:21,199 --> 02:26:16,709 and he says okay Terry now you still 2821 02:26:23,929 --> 02:26:21,209 trust me yes Brad and he says okay what 2822 02:26:26,210 --> 02:26:23,939 you sit back close your eyes you know 2823 02:26:28,041 --> 02:26:26,220 and then he gave me the injection and 2824 02:26:32,060 --> 02:26:28,051 then ASIS you know I thought this 2825 02:26:34,280 --> 02:26:32,070 flush warm all over me and I really did 2826 02:26:37,820 --> 02:26:34,290 feel sedated I thought I felt sedated 2827 02:26:41,301 --> 02:26:37,830 and I'm fighting to keep conscious and 2828 02:26:43,371 --> 02:26:41,311 to keep my wits about me the last thing 2829 02:26:46,640 --> 02:26:43,381 I'm gonna do is surrender my mind at the 2830 02:26:50,301 --> 02:26:46,650 sky right I'm gonna resist this with 2831 02:26:52,461 --> 02:26:50,311 everything I got and he had me sister 2832 02:26:54,951 --> 02:26:52,471 we're gonna go down Terry I want you to 2833 02:26:57,650 --> 02:26:54,961 imagine stairs just a stairwell can you 2834 02:26:59,541 --> 02:26:57,660 see it in your mind it's 10 stairs and 2835 02:27:01,520 --> 02:26:59,551 it goes down to a basement can you see 2836 02:27:04,610 --> 02:27:01,530 it you're gonna take the first step now 2837 02:27:07,220 --> 02:27:04,620 you're going down feel relaxed take it a 2838 02:27:09,171 --> 02:27:07,230 next step feeling ten times more relaxed 2839 02:27:11,030 --> 02:27:09,181 and doing that kind of thing and I'm 2840 02:27:13,310 --> 02:27:11,040 thinking you know what I'll go backward 2841 02:27:17,150 --> 02:27:13,320 on the number line you know he's going 2842 02:27:20,121 --> 02:27:17,160 down I'll go up you know so I'm counting 2843 02:27:22,610 --> 02:27:20,131 you know backward ten nine and 2844 02:27:27,560 --> 02:27:22,620 visualizing myself coming out of the 2845 02:27:30,081 --> 02:27:27,570 basement instead of going down and he 2846 02:27:32,211 --> 02:27:30,091 gets to this point he goes through this 2847 02:27:34,761 --> 02:27:32,221 long thing about feeling relaxed and 2848 02:27:37,400 --> 02:27:34,771 having me relax different parts of my 2849 02:27:40,730 --> 02:27:37,410 body and what I did was I flexed and 2850 02:27:44,241 --> 02:27:40,740 tensed my buttocks parts of my body that 2851 02:27:47,091 --> 02:27:44,251 I could tense without without it being 2852 02:27:49,011 --> 02:27:47,101 noticed just everything I could to 2853 02:27:53,780 --> 02:27:49,021 resist this guy and was just 2854 02:27:55,400 --> 02:27:53,790 surrendering him my mind and III did 2855 02:27:57,501 --> 02:27:55,410 multiplication tables in my head I 2856 02:28:02,570 --> 02:27:57,511 played beautiful songs in my head over 2857 02:28:05,480 --> 02:28:02,580 and over again and did it work yeah 2858 02:28:07,220 --> 02:28:05,490 yeah and we're gonna talk about that 2859 02:28:10,671 --> 02:28:07,230 when we come back after this break we 2860 02:28:12,801 --> 02:28:10,681 get with an amazing conversation tonight 2861 02:28:14,751 --> 02:28:12,811 Terry and thank you for sharing all of 2862 02:28:17,451 --> 02:28:14,761 this stay right there we're gonna be 2863 02:28:20,060 --> 02:28:17,461 doing overtime with Terry Lovelace for 2864 02:28:21,381 --> 02:28:20,070 discussing his book incident at Devil's 2865 02:28:23,900 --> 02:28:21,391 Den I'm here to meet Church 2866 02:28:25,590 --> 02:28:23,910 this is fade to black stay with us thank 2867 02:28:26,671 --> 02:28:25,600 you so much for this Terry 2868 02:28:29,790 --> 02:28:26,681 [Music] 2869 02:28:57,519 --> 02:28:29,800 we'll be right back stay with us 2870 02:29:00,739 --> 02:28:57,529 [Music] 2871 02:29:06,139 --> 02:29:00,749 and you are listening 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secret will be nature's youth 2941 02:32:09,590 --> 02:32:07,140 RSF it's time to start looking better 2942 02:32:11,659 --> 02:32:09,600 and feeling better learn more in order 2943 02:32:21,949 --> 02:32:11,669 your nature's use RSS at nature's youth 2944 02:32:36,479 --> 02:32:25,679 it's not a lifestyle we chose we were 2945 02:32:41,260 --> 02:32:36,489 born this way k GRA radio.com this is KJ 2946 02:32:41,270 --> 02:32:52,691 [Music] 2947 02:32:57,521 --> 02:32:54,970 all right welcome back fade to black i'm 2948 02:32:59,141 --> 02:32:57,531 your host jimmy church heading into some 2949 02:33:02,081 --> 02:32:59,151 overtime with our guest tonight 2950 02:33:04,961 --> 02:33:02,091 Terry Lovelace discussing his book and 2951 02:33:07,691 --> 02:33:04,971 it's an incredible read incident at 2952 02:33:11,531 --> 02:33:07,701 Devil's Den the links for the book are 2953 02:33:13,921 --> 02:33:11,541 over at Jimmy Church radio.com and Terry 2954 02:33:17,411 --> 02:33:13,931 I do want to thank you in advance for 2955 02:33:21,041 --> 02:33:17,421 for this conversation tonight and where 2956 02:33:23,521 --> 02:33:21,051 this leads now I'm gonna help you along 2957 02:33:29,741 --> 02:33:23,531 a little bit because at the beginning of 2958 02:33:32,251 --> 02:33:29,751 the session you you go over you're still 2959 02:33:35,341 --> 02:33:32,261 you think you're in control by the way 2960 02:33:42,101 --> 02:33:35,351 in reading the book I'm not so sure but 2961 02:33:44,321 --> 02:33:42,111 you go through everything with Toby and 2962 02:33:47,141 --> 02:33:44,331 and you describe how you got to the 2963 02:33:50,741 --> 02:33:47,151 campsite again leading questions coming 2964 02:33:53,591 --> 02:33:50,751 from Brad because they apparently know 2965 02:33:56,321 --> 02:33:53,601 everything there's something that I 2966 02:34:00,220 --> 02:33:56,331 wanted to ask you that isn't in the book 2967 02:34:03,401 --> 02:34:00,230 do you think that they have already now 2968 02:34:05,321 --> 02:34:03,411 looking back in hindsight did they get 2969 02:34:09,641 --> 02:34:05,331 this information from Toby did they 2970 02:34:12,491 --> 02:34:09,651 already interrogate Toby that's a 2971 02:34:15,491 --> 02:34:12,501 question I would love to have answered I 2972 02:34:17,201 --> 02:34:15,501 don't know right but I don't think so 2973 02:34:20,381 --> 02:34:17,211 but I don't know you know 2974 02:34:22,361 --> 02:34:20,391 that bucket of pillows those pills I 2975 02:34:24,161 --> 02:34:22,371 don't know what kind of mental condition 2976 02:34:27,041 --> 02:34:24,171 that put him in like I said he was a 2977 02:34:31,180 --> 02:34:27,051 train wreck when I saw him right god 2978 02:34:32,741 --> 02:34:31,190 knows what he told these guys so and and 2979 02:34:34,451 --> 02:34:32,751 and I could see the reason why they 2980 02:34:37,751 --> 02:34:34,461 separated us you know they didn't want 2981 02:34:39,761 --> 02:34:37,761 us to get together and say you know get 2982 02:34:43,301 --> 02:34:39,771 their stories Yeah right right right 2983 02:34:49,180 --> 02:34:43,311 right right absolutely so okay so back 2984 02:34:52,541 --> 02:34:49,190 to the session so you go through setting 2985 02:34:55,451 --> 02:34:52,551 up how you guys got there Toby led you 2986 02:34:59,281 --> 02:34:55,461 there and the campsite and so forth but 2987 02:35:03,311 --> 02:34:59,291 then they get to I want to pick up here 2988 02:35:05,321 --> 02:35:03,321 they get to the lights in the sky they 2989 02:35:06,270 --> 02:35:05,331 know about the stars right they know 2990 02:35:08,700 --> 02:35:06,280 about the lights 2991 02:35:11,430 --> 02:35:08,710 and I find that very compelling very 2992 02:35:14,870 --> 02:35:11,440 interesting and so I want to pick up 2993 02:35:20,580 --> 02:35:14,880 there because immediately after that you 2994 02:35:22,530 --> 02:35:20,590 go into your childhood and that's where 2995 02:35:24,960 --> 02:35:22,540 I want to lead up to so they start 2996 02:35:27,570 --> 02:35:24,970 asking you about the lights in the sky 2997 02:35:29,700 --> 02:35:27,580 then you describe the craft coming down 2998 02:35:33,270 --> 02:35:29,710 so let's let's pick up there I want to 2999 02:35:37,080 --> 02:35:33,280 try to get as much in before we wrap in 3000 02:35:40,650 --> 02:35:37,090 the next 15 minutes yes and Toby's name 3001 02:35:44,280 --> 02:35:40,660 was mentioned yes yes it was because any 3002 02:35:47,460 --> 02:35:44,290 interrogation Brad said you and you and 3003 02:35:50,220 --> 02:35:47,470 Toby you saw some lights in the sky 3004 02:35:52,980 --> 02:35:50,230 didn't you but they weren't lights were 3005 02:35:56,640 --> 02:35:52,990 they carried forth they were stars were 3006 02:35:58,560 --> 02:35:56,650 they and he was big on these now look I 3007 02:36:01,410 --> 02:35:58,570 want you to look in your mind's eye and 3008 02:36:02,850 --> 02:36:01,420 tell me what you see you know don't give 3009 02:36:05,310 --> 02:36:02,860 me your opinion or what you think tell 3010 02:36:08,160 --> 02:36:05,320 me what you see and we'll step in the 3011 02:36:12,810 --> 02:36:08,170 effect of this drug because I I had 3012 02:36:15,000 --> 02:36:12,820 images that come to mind that I don't 3013 02:36:16,980 --> 02:36:15,010 know where they come from but yeah he 3014 02:36:18,240 --> 02:36:16,990 said you know they weren't stars were 3015 02:36:21,510 --> 02:36:18,250 they uh 3016 02:36:25,560 --> 02:36:21,520 and I said no Brad they weren't and he 3017 02:36:27,990 --> 02:36:25,570 says well who were they Jerry tell me 3018 02:36:31,410 --> 02:36:28,000 who were they and I said they were the 3019 02:36:33,030 --> 02:36:31,420 space people and I I felt like somebody 3020 02:36:36,660 --> 02:36:33,040 smacked me in the face I thought what 3021 02:36:40,500 --> 02:36:36,670 had to come out of my mouth what what 3022 02:36:45,630 --> 02:36:40,510 you know where did that come from and I 3023 02:36:48,720 --> 02:36:45,640 realized that I'm without thinking I'm 3024 02:36:53,430 --> 02:36:48,730 answering some of these questions and it 3025 02:36:55,230 --> 02:36:53,440 must be must be the the drug that they 3026 02:36:57,030 --> 02:36:55,240 gave me because I certainly did 3027 02:37:01,320 --> 02:36:57,040 everything I could to resist the 3028 02:37:05,700 --> 02:37:01,330 hypnosis and like you said I I think it 3029 02:37:09,030 --> 02:37:05,710 was not a failed hypnosis but a a faulty 3030 02:37:11,400 --> 02:37:09,040 hypno salty right all right and you know 3031 02:37:13,010 --> 02:37:11,410 what it did was it brought back all of 3032 02:37:17,910 --> 02:37:13,020 these memories it brought back memories 3033 02:37:22,790 --> 02:37:17,920 from my childhood because he asked 3034 02:37:27,420 --> 02:37:22,800 me about the monkey man and when I was 3035 02:37:30,330 --> 02:37:27,430 eight years old I had terrifying 3036 02:37:32,910 --> 02:37:30,340 nightmares about these poor little 3037 02:37:38,460 --> 02:37:32,920 monkeys that would come into my room at 3038 02:37:39,929 --> 02:37:38,470 night and they were it was always the 3039 02:37:43,110 --> 02:37:39,939 same they would come in and form a 3040 02:37:48,270 --> 02:37:43,120 semicircle around my dad with my back to 3041 02:37:51,960 --> 02:37:48,280 the wall and they this is I know ad they 3042 02:37:55,050 --> 02:37:51,970 all wore white masks with this big broad 3043 02:37:58,950 --> 02:37:55,060 smile painted on them and they had 3044 02:38:02,610 --> 02:37:58,960 yellow eyes and long tails and they were 3045 02:38:03,870 --> 02:38:02,620 like look like circus monkeys and the 3046 02:38:05,850 --> 02:38:03,880 one closest to me 3047 02:38:07,920 --> 02:38:05,860 we're always talked to me but his lips 3048 02:38:10,290 --> 02:38:07,930 never moved but I heard him in my head 3049 02:38:12,960 --> 02:38:10,300 and he would say Carrie 3050 02:38:16,380 --> 02:38:12,970 won't you come with us come with us and 3051 02:38:19,140 --> 02:38:16,390 play and I remember thinking a couple 3052 02:38:22,530 --> 02:38:19,150 times did I go with them before have I 3053 02:38:25,950 --> 02:38:22,540 done this before and he would hold out a 3054 02:38:28,410 --> 02:38:25,960 paw and say come with us Terry and I 3055 02:38:31,500 --> 02:38:28,420 would scream bloody murder and these 3056 02:38:35,280 --> 02:38:31,510 things would just go - shadows in the 3057 02:38:39,120 --> 02:38:35,290 wall and be gone but one of the most 3058 02:38:41,520 --> 02:38:39,130 horrific nightmares that I have is I'm 3059 02:38:42,270 --> 02:38:41,530 in that situation I'm 8 years old I'm in 3060 02:38:44,880 --> 02:38:42,280 bed 3061 02:38:48,630 --> 02:38:44,890 the monkeys come in the room the one 3062 02:38:50,460 --> 02:38:48,640 closest to me holds out his paw and I 3063 02:38:52,620 --> 02:38:50,470 look and it's not a paw 3064 02:38:56,670 --> 02:38:52,630 it's this hand with these four long 3065 02:38:59,070 --> 02:38:56,680 fingers and for some reason well when I 3066 02:39:02,340 --> 02:38:59,080 see that in my dream that that's the 3067 02:39:07,550 --> 02:39:02,350 point where I scream because that just 3068 02:39:11,429 --> 02:39:07,560 just freaks me out and Brad Brad 3069 02:39:16,670 --> 02:39:11,439 connected the monkey men to you and Toby 3070 02:39:20,730 --> 02:39:16,680 in the meadow somehow yes someone yes 3071 02:39:22,500 --> 02:39:20,740 yeah the space people right right yeah 3072 02:39:24,450 --> 02:39:22,510 does he kept asking about the space 3073 02:39:26,670 --> 02:39:24,460 people and I said it's the monkey man 3074 02:39:30,510 --> 02:39:26,680 and that's what he wanted to know who 3075 02:39:32,660 --> 02:39:30,520 the monkey man were against stuff from 3076 02:39:37,770 --> 02:39:32,670 when I was a little kid 3077 02:39:42,810 --> 02:39:37,780 she knows way more about me then I had 3078 02:39:48,690 --> 02:39:42,820 any idea right and was was this group of 3079 02:39:51,960 --> 02:39:48,700 three were they trying to make you feel 3080 02:39:55,860 --> 02:39:51,970 comfortable you know to keep you moving 3081 02:39:57,840 --> 02:39:55,870 forward in in in your disclosing not 3082 02:40:01,170 --> 02:39:57,850 only your childhood but what is they 3083 02:40:03,240 --> 02:40:01,180 were encouraging you yes well the two 3084 02:40:06,480 --> 02:40:03,250 agents were they trying to be your 3085 02:40:09,630 --> 02:40:06,490 friend is what I'm getting at the major 3086 02:40:12,030 --> 02:40:09,640 did yeah gave this major all the 3087 02:40:13,350 --> 02:40:12,040 difference in the world and scooted 3088 02:40:14,610 --> 02:40:13,360 their chairs back because I can hear I'm 3089 02:40:18,030 --> 02:40:14,620 screwed on the concrete 3090 02:40:20,070 --> 02:40:18,040 none I'm you know like a posture where 3091 02:40:21,660 --> 02:40:20,080 my head's on my chest because I'm 3092 02:40:24,230 --> 02:40:21,670 supposed to be hypnotized and I'm 3093 02:40:28,320 --> 02:40:24,240 thinking that's the posture to take and 3094 02:40:30,990 --> 02:40:28,330 Brad keeps telling me you know in your 3095 02:40:35,010 --> 02:40:31,000 mind's eye tell me what you see Jerry 3096 02:40:38,190 --> 02:40:35,020 and he said we're gonna go back to the 3097 02:40:41,389 --> 02:40:38,200 campground Jerry and when you were in 3098 02:40:44,130 --> 02:40:41,399 the tent this awesome lights didn't you 3099 02:40:45,300 --> 02:40:44,140 and he says think about it and tell me 3100 02:40:48,500 --> 02:40:45,310 what you see 3101 02:40:51,300 --> 02:40:48,510 and then I could see I could see it is 3102 02:40:56,429 --> 02:40:51,310 crystal clear as if I were watching a 3103 02:41:01,800 --> 02:40:56,439 movie and they took us out of the tent 3104 02:41:05,460 --> 02:41:01,810 and I was inside this triangle and it 3105 02:41:07,610 --> 02:41:05,470 was it was more enormous looking from 3106 02:41:11,969 --> 02:41:07,620 the inside than it was from the outside 3107 02:41:17,010 --> 02:41:11,979 and I recall everything was stainless 3108 02:41:20,190 --> 02:41:17,020 steel and white and I think I told Brad 3109 02:41:23,219 --> 02:41:20,200 - there were three flying saucers there 3110 02:41:25,590 --> 02:41:23,229 were at least three saucers parked at a 3111 02:41:31,080 --> 02:41:25,600 neat little row like like planes on 3112 02:41:35,520 --> 02:41:31,090 below a carrier deck and we were being 3113 02:41:39,240 --> 02:41:35,530 herded around by these by the little 3114 02:41:43,350 --> 02:41:39,250 grey guys and there was a guy in charge 3115 02:41:47,960 --> 02:41:43,360 a taller alien more humanoid but 3116 02:41:52,920 --> 02:41:47,970 still guy who appeared to be in church 3117 02:41:55,190 --> 02:41:52,930 and I he caught my attention for some 3118 02:41:57,750 --> 02:41:55,200 reason and I turned and I looked at him 3119 02:42:01,080 --> 02:41:57,760 and at the moment I looked at him he 3120 02:42:06,780 --> 02:42:01,090 turned and looked at me and and we 3121 02:42:09,360 --> 02:42:06,790 locked eyes and it was the most 3122 02:42:13,290 --> 02:42:09,370 terrifying thing you could imagine I 3123 02:42:16,051 --> 02:42:13,300 immediately felt naked I felt like he 3124 02:42:19,801 --> 02:42:16,061 knew everything in my mind he knew my 3125 02:42:22,830 --> 02:42:19,811 secrets he knew my childhood 3126 02:42:28,470 --> 02:42:22,840 he knew my white everything in my head 3127 02:42:29,970 --> 02:42:28,480 he knew in an instant and I could just 3128 02:42:32,700 --> 02:42:29,980 in those eyes 3129 02:42:34,440 --> 02:42:32,710 you know when I look at my dog's eyes 3130 02:42:36,950 --> 02:42:34,450 well my cat's eyes I can see you know 3131 02:42:40,830 --> 02:42:36,960 love and trust behind those eyes and 3132 02:42:43,290 --> 02:42:40,840 behind these eyes it was just intellect 3133 02:42:46,640 --> 02:42:43,300 now I don't know how I could tell that 3134 02:42:51,900 --> 02:42:46,650 but it was it just it was just pure 3135 02:42:54,690 --> 02:42:51,910 intellect you also described different 3136 02:43:00,930 --> 02:42:54,700 types of beings at this point some were 3137 02:43:03,511 --> 02:43:00,940 taller and tell me about that and it was 3138 02:43:09,000 --> 02:43:03,521 a pretty large group too as well and I 3139 02:43:11,670 --> 02:43:09,010 think you saw humans right yes I saw two 3140 02:43:14,761 --> 02:43:11,680 groups of humans and that troubles me to 3141 02:43:16,261 --> 02:43:14,771 this day maybe that's survivor's guilt 3142 02:43:16,950 --> 02:43:16,271 or you know I don't know what happened 3143 02:43:19,950 --> 02:43:16,960 to these people 3144 02:43:24,350 --> 02:43:19,960 but Jimmy this is hard to believe but 3145 02:43:26,670 --> 02:43:24,360 there were 50 people yeah various ages 3146 02:43:29,430 --> 02:43:26,680 there were children there were men there 3147 02:43:32,400 --> 02:43:29,440 were women black or white there was just 3148 02:43:34,290 --> 02:43:32,410 a crowd a mixed crowd of people and they 3149 02:43:37,290 --> 02:43:34,300 were all like me and they were all we're 3150 02:43:40,440 --> 02:43:37,300 all standing there and we're waiting our 3151 02:43:41,070 --> 02:43:40,450 turn and some are new to holding your 3152 02:43:44,690 --> 02:43:41,080 clothes 3153 02:43:48,440 --> 02:43:44,700 what do you mean waiting their turn they 3154 02:43:53,190 --> 02:43:48,450 they were taking us there was this 3155 02:43:53,840 --> 02:43:53,200 insect looking thing that was over six 3156 02:43:56,910 --> 02:43:53,850 feet tall 3157 02:43:57,120 --> 02:43:56,920 that was almost praying mantis-like with 3158 02:44:01,800 --> 02:43:57,130 the 3159 02:44:04,610 --> 02:44:01,810 guys bye guys not in my mind I picture 3160 02:44:08,969 --> 02:44:04,620 this being wearing a white lab coat I 3161 02:44:13,410 --> 02:44:08,979 know that's probably not real but that's 3162 02:44:17,700 --> 02:44:13,420 how I picture him mm-hmm and I remember 3163 02:44:20,280 --> 02:44:17,710 I heard Toby screaming and then that 3164 02:44:22,380 --> 02:44:20,290 just filled me with dread and then after 3165 02:44:24,929 --> 02:44:22,390 that a woman was screaming and her 3166 02:44:29,460 --> 02:44:24,939 scream I hear in my nightmares this 3167 02:44:34,500 --> 02:44:29,470 woman just me and then the gray guys 3168 02:44:36,840 --> 02:44:34,510 took me and then I know I'm and I'm 3169 02:44:41,160 --> 02:44:36,850 seeing this play out in front of Brad 3170 02:44:45,750 --> 02:44:41,170 and there are parts in this where I see 3171 02:44:48,450 --> 02:44:45,760 things that I didn't recall he dredged 3172 02:44:51,780 --> 02:44:48,460 all this up from my subconscious or from 3173 02:44:55,620 --> 02:44:51,790 somewhere and and I get the at least two 3174 02:45:00,420 --> 02:44:55,630 points I screamed and fainted or passed 3175 02:45:04,200 --> 02:45:00,430 out but the big insect like looking 3176 02:45:07,050 --> 02:45:04,210 thing they I was on the stainless steel 3177 02:45:13,910 --> 02:45:07,060 table and I fill my lungs with air and 3178 02:45:17,400 --> 02:45:13,920 swing and nothing come out there is 3179 02:45:21,480 --> 02:45:17,410 another part and and the book is very 3180 02:45:25,380 --> 02:45:21,490 detailed everyone you've got to get the 3181 02:45:28,679 --> 02:45:25,390 book we are literally just these are 3182 02:45:31,440 --> 02:45:28,689 just little snippets of of the story 3183 02:45:36,240 --> 02:45:31,450 it's it's done in great detail but there 3184 02:45:40,110 --> 02:45:36,250 was something here that spoke to me 3185 02:45:45,350 --> 02:45:40,120 about military our military because he 3186 02:45:51,030 --> 02:45:45,360 described the some of these humans 3187 02:45:54,929 --> 02:45:51,040 wearing uniforms and they were crew 3188 02:45:57,060 --> 02:45:54,939 members on this ship absolutely no doubt 3189 02:46:02,100 --> 02:45:57,070 in my mind they were dressed in tan 3190 02:46:07,219 --> 02:46:02,110 flight suits right had orange round 3191 02:46:10,920 --> 02:46:07,229 orange insignias on their on their 3192 02:46:13,769 --> 02:46:10,930 shoulder and remember orange 3193 02:46:16,800 --> 02:46:13,779 we're a nametag would be I wish I could 3194 02:46:18,840 --> 02:46:16,810 visualize what was on that patch I would 3195 02:46:21,120 --> 02:46:18,850 love to know what that that says well 3196 02:46:24,210 --> 02:46:21,130 you're a human you're there you're 3197 02:46:26,880 --> 02:46:24,220 abducted yeah you're screaming you're 3198 02:46:30,650 --> 02:46:26,890 terrified tear Toby's freaking out 3199 02:46:35,790 --> 02:46:30,660 you've got a woman there also screaming 3200 02:46:39,059 --> 02:46:35,800 these humans in uniform did they care 3201 02:46:42,150 --> 02:46:39,069 did they try to help you or were they I 3202 02:46:46,559 --> 02:46:42,160 mean artists would not make eye contact 3203 02:46:49,530 --> 02:46:46,569 with me would not know absolutely they 3204 02:46:50,910 --> 02:46:49,540 was like we didn't exist and there was 3205 02:46:54,200 --> 02:46:50,920 no doubt that these were crew members 3206 02:46:57,870 --> 02:46:54,210 because this one guy and there was a 3207 02:47:02,429 --> 02:46:57,880 there was a woman too a young Hispanic 3208 02:47:04,530 --> 02:47:02,439 looking woman also and but this one guy 3209 02:47:08,250 --> 02:47:04,540 was working on like a panel that look 3210 02:47:10,080 --> 02:47:08,260 like a breaker box or something so 3211 02:47:15,420 --> 02:47:10,090 there's no question these were provement 3212 02:47:17,969 --> 02:47:15,430 these were these were these were 3213 02:47:23,010 --> 02:47:17,979 captured people like us right and and 3214 02:47:25,439 --> 02:47:23,020 Gregory's listening to this what did he 3215 02:47:27,960 --> 02:47:25,449 have to say about the human crew member 3216 02:47:31,290 --> 02:47:27,970 because this is what I'm thinking they 3217 02:47:34,050 --> 02:47:31,300 they know right these are probably Air 3218 02:47:35,460 --> 02:47:34,060 Force personnel that are that are part 3219 02:47:38,910 --> 02:47:35,470 of this project 3220 02:47:41,639 --> 02:47:38,920 this is just me going full-on conspiracy 3221 02:47:44,820 --> 02:47:41,649 but what did Gregory have to say about 3222 02:47:47,870 --> 02:47:44,830 the human crew members in uniform there 3223 02:47:53,400 --> 02:47:47,880 were a couple of points and that's one 3224 02:47:55,530 --> 02:47:53,410 when I mentioned that there was a hush 3225 02:48:01,590 --> 02:47:55,540 and discussion and a ruffling of papers 3226 02:48:03,360 --> 02:48:01,600 and Brad said you know you know you 3227 02:48:04,830 --> 02:48:03,370 lookee what are you seeing Terry and I 3228 02:48:08,219 --> 02:48:04,840 told him I'm seeing the man with the 3229 02:48:11,820 --> 02:48:08,229 orange shoulder patch and he said okay 3230 02:48:14,130 --> 02:48:11,830 well that didn't happen Terry it did not 3231 02:48:17,160 --> 02:48:14,140 happen there were no there were no 3232 02:48:19,200 --> 02:48:17,170 people there that didn't happen then 3233 02:48:24,450 --> 02:48:19,210 you'll forget about that and you won't 3234 02:48:30,179 --> 02:48:28,769 and they were freaked out by that they 3235 02:48:32,929 --> 02:48:30,189 did they did not like that there were a 3236 02:48:36,929 --> 02:48:32,939 couple of things that struck a nerve 3237 02:48:39,900 --> 02:48:36,939 that was probably and was it because do 3238 02:48:42,540 --> 02:48:39,910 you think that you would remember this 3239 02:48:46,439 --> 02:48:42,550 and repeat this and tell the world about 3240 02:48:49,170 --> 02:48:46,449 this later I mean why would they have 3241 02:48:53,099 --> 02:48:49,180 freaked out I mean this is secret 3242 02:48:58,010 --> 02:48:53,109 information right that's yeah I mean I 3243 02:49:02,400 --> 02:48:58,020 think that's that's proof of collusion 3244 02:49:05,939 --> 02:49:02,410 elaboration right I mean you know we we 3245 02:49:07,170 --> 02:49:05,949 got guys on that our crew members you 3246 02:49:10,139 --> 02:49:07,180 know I don't know what they're American 3247 02:49:12,479 --> 02:49:10,149 or not I didn't hear them talk but you 3248 02:49:14,729 --> 02:49:12,489 know my guess is they were I don't know 3249 02:49:15,809 --> 02:49:14,739 why I just guessed that but I do but 3250 02:49:19,050 --> 02:49:15,819 they could have been anything but they 3251 02:49:21,179 --> 02:49:19,060 were definitely human beings and and 3252 02:49:25,860 --> 02:49:21,189 that absolutely struck a nerve now I 3253 02:49:27,900 --> 02:49:25,870 want the the some of this other stuff to 3254 02:49:29,610 --> 02:49:27,910 stay in the book I want everybody to go 3255 02:49:32,160 --> 02:49:29,620 and read it there's there's so much 3256 02:49:34,679 --> 02:49:32,170 there but I have a couple of questions 3257 02:49:37,320 --> 02:49:34,689 for myself you know the the Jimmy Church 3258 02:49:41,820 --> 02:49:37,330 I'm the dude I'm a guy questions let's 3259 02:49:45,000 --> 02:49:41,830 get to some nuts and bolts so what did 3260 02:49:47,910 --> 02:49:45,010 you what else did you see inside of the 3261 02:49:49,290 --> 02:49:47,920 craft what did it smell like that would 3262 02:49:55,110 --> 02:49:49,300 do you remember that 3263 02:49:59,160 --> 02:49:55,120 I don't recall the smell I've been asked 3264 02:50:05,250 --> 02:49:59,170 that a couple of times and I I don't 3265 02:50:07,950 --> 02:50:05,260 recall a smell now I I can't I can't say 3266 02:50:12,139 --> 02:50:07,960 that enough fair enough did you did the 3267 02:50:15,139 --> 02:50:12,149 craft ever feel like it was moving no 3268 02:50:19,110 --> 02:50:15,149 stationary it felt stationary okay now 3269 02:50:22,050 --> 02:50:19,120 what next you describe stainless steel 3270 02:50:24,750 --> 02:50:22,060 and white and I get that I get that 3271 02:50:27,000 --> 02:50:24,760 visual was it was there anything on the 3272 02:50:30,900 --> 02:50:27,010 walls you know were there any paintings 3273 02:50:32,309 --> 02:50:30,910 was there anything you know was was 3274 02:50:33,960 --> 02:50:32,319 there anything like that or was it just 3275 02:50:38,320 --> 02:50:33,970 completely clean 3276 02:50:42,040 --> 02:50:38,330 no there were hieroglyphic like marking 3277 02:50:43,930 --> 02:50:42,050 there were and they were in you know 3278 02:50:46,780 --> 02:50:43,940 where you would have an X like over a 3279 02:50:49,290 --> 02:50:46,790 portal or a doorway have you been able 3280 02:50:52,180 --> 02:50:49,300 to write those down and recall those I 3281 02:50:56,350 --> 02:50:52,190 maybe could if I were under hypnosis I 3282 02:50:59,680 --> 02:50:56,360 bet I could but I saw one thing that was 3283 02:51:01,480 --> 02:50:59,690 ornamental and it struck me and I don't 3284 02:51:04,600 --> 02:51:01,490 I don't know if I even made it into the 3285 02:51:07,780 --> 02:51:04,610 book or not but there was a stainless 3286 02:51:12,810 --> 02:51:07,790 steel panel and engraved in the metal 3287 02:51:17,261 --> 02:51:12,820 was kind of a stylized s and then leaves 3288 02:51:20,080 --> 02:51:17,271 white like leaves off of a plant Wow and 3289 02:51:21,610 --> 02:51:20,090 maybe half a dozen and I thought and 3290 02:51:25,301 --> 02:51:21,620 that was the only thing I saw that was 3291 02:51:28,530 --> 02:51:25,311 kind of decorative and it just was so it 3292 02:51:34,150 --> 02:51:28,540 seems so out of place in this you know 3293 02:51:37,600 --> 02:51:34,160 plane yeah yeah session yeah now were 3294 02:51:41,130 --> 02:51:37,610 you did they did you walk around the 3295 02:51:44,700 --> 02:51:41,140 ship were you escorted anywhere else 3296 02:51:47,801 --> 02:51:44,710 yeah they took us down the hallway and 3297 02:51:49,810 --> 02:51:47,811 in the beginning that's one less that's 3298 02:51:53,380 --> 02:51:49,820 when I saw the group well it's 50 people 3299 02:51:56,940 --> 02:51:53,390 now and that's when they took us and the 3300 02:51:59,380 --> 02:51:56,950 the grace herded us down this walkway 3301 02:52:01,840 --> 02:51:59,390 that was to the side now in the middle 3302 02:52:04,600 --> 02:52:01,850 of the thing it was all open for five 3303 02:52:08,230 --> 02:52:04,610 stories up you could look up and there 3304 02:52:11,320 --> 02:52:08,240 were walkways and offices and I don't 3305 02:52:15,580 --> 02:52:11,330 know what but they took us down a 3306 02:52:18,070 --> 02:52:15,590 corridor and this is all this is one of 3307 02:52:21,850 --> 02:52:18,080 the things that caught my thoughts my 3308 02:52:26,100 --> 02:52:21,860 sleep on the wall there was a row of 3309 02:52:27,970 --> 02:52:26,110 aquariums and inside these aquariums 3310 02:52:31,090 --> 02:52:27,980 there were these things that look like 3311 02:52:34,900 --> 02:52:31,100 puppies how big how big were the 3312 02:52:37,930 --> 02:52:34,910 aquariums the aquariums were all about 3313 02:52:41,290 --> 02:52:37,940 three feet in diameter okay so they were 3314 02:52:45,220 --> 02:52:41,300 circular know they were square there 3315 02:52:47,700 --> 02:52:45,230 were square okay well they were squared 3316 02:52:50,920 --> 02:52:47,710 there was a pinkish fluid inside them 3317 02:52:52,100 --> 02:52:50,930 and I saw these things that look like 3318 02:52:57,081 --> 02:52:52,110 puppies 3319 02:53:02,211 --> 02:52:57,091 and for some reason one of them twitched 3320 02:53:02,810 --> 02:53:02,221 and I think in the book I I ice cream an 3321 02:53:06,711 --> 02:53:02,820 expletive 3322 02:53:08,780 --> 02:53:06,721 and I must have passed that because I I 3323 02:53:11,841 --> 02:53:08,790 there's a blank space there in the 3324 02:53:14,660 --> 02:53:11,851 neighbor called hearing the zip of the 3325 02:53:20,350 --> 02:53:14,670 blood pressure cuff and Brad was taking 3326 02:53:22,461 --> 02:53:20,360 my blood pressure but that that visual 3327 02:53:26,270 --> 02:53:22,471 absolutely freaked me out 3328 02:53:28,370 --> 02:53:26,280 now when you say papi are you saying 3329 02:53:31,400 --> 02:53:28,380 fetus or are you saying something that 3330 02:53:33,591 --> 02:53:31,410 looked like a puppy like a dog at first 3331 02:53:36,320 --> 02:53:33,601 glance it looked like a dog puppy to me 3332 02:53:40,610 --> 02:53:36,330 right no I think it was a fetus I think 3333 02:53:43,870 --> 02:53:40,620 it was a fetus Wow and then I recognized 3334 02:53:47,360 --> 02:53:43,880 them as being human 3335 02:53:49,011 --> 02:53:47,370 after and I see this in the book at 3336 02:53:52,070 --> 02:53:49,021 first glance I take these four P of 3337 02:53:55,070 --> 02:53:52,080 puppies and I'm looking at them and then 3338 02:53:57,140 --> 02:53:55,080 I can see no these are are formed 3339 02:54:01,160 --> 02:53:57,150 there's a vertebrae there and there are 3340 02:54:02,600 --> 02:54:01,170 legs and these are these are embryos but 3341 02:54:08,480 --> 02:54:02,610 about the size of puppies 3342 02:54:17,831 --> 02:54:08,490 how many aquariums you know I miss that 3343 02:54:28,450 --> 02:54:17,841 a lot and I gotta say 50 holy crap now 3344 02:54:33,831 --> 02:54:28,460 is this is this farming boy you know 3345 02:54:40,220 --> 02:54:33,841 what what goes back to me is my 3346 02:54:43,160 --> 02:54:40,230 interaction with Betty this alien that 3347 02:54:47,870 --> 02:54:43,170 tells me that you know these things in 3348 02:54:53,600 --> 02:54:47,880 my legs you know that they've been doing 3349 02:55:00,940 --> 02:54:53,610 this for three generations now and I had 3350 02:55:06,551 --> 02:55:04,910 and I don't know if this is in the book 3351 02:55:08,720 --> 02:55:06,561 or not 3352 02:55:14,030 --> 02:55:08,730 well she said something like there there 3353 02:55:16,671 --> 02:55:14,040 are alien alien-human hybrids and that's 3354 02:55:21,020 --> 02:55:16,681 what she said she was and that's why she 3355 02:55:23,961 --> 02:55:21,030 had human characteristics she could have 3356 02:55:26,320 --> 02:55:23,971 come from one of those aquariums that 3357 02:55:30,530 --> 02:55:26,330 was my thought 3358 02:55:33,171 --> 02:55:30,540 teri I want to thank you what an 3359 02:55:36,530 --> 02:55:33,181 extraordinary conversation I can't wait 3360 02:55:39,381 --> 02:55:36,540 to get you on this show again there's so 3361 02:55:43,011 --> 02:55:39,391 much more to talk about with you we got 3362 02:55:44,631 --> 02:55:43,021 as much in tonight as we could and I 3363 02:55:47,381 --> 02:55:44,641 want to thank you for that and thank you 3364 02:55:49,640 --> 02:55:47,391 for opening up with us tonight the the 3365 02:55:51,770 --> 02:55:49,650 book the links and all the information 3366 02:55:53,541 --> 02:55:51,780 that everyone needs is over at Jimmy 3367 02:55:56,270 --> 02:55:53,551 Church radio.com you can go and click 3368 02:56:00,320 --> 02:55:56,280 and and go and get the book it is a 3369 02:56:03,950 --> 02:56:00,330 fantastic read and Terry just just thank 3370 02:56:06,860 --> 02:56:03,960 you for for the book and for coming out 3371 02:56:10,640 --> 02:56:06,870 and and sharing these you know these are 3372 02:56:13,220 --> 02:56:10,650 these are emotional memories and 3373 02:56:17,921 --> 02:56:13,230 encounters and experiences of yours and 3374 02:56:24,650 --> 02:56:22,091 supported know this this stuff is real 3375 02:56:26,900 --> 02:56:24,660 we have so much more that we need to 3376 02:56:29,751 --> 02:56:26,910 talk about and we will do it again very 3377 02:56:31,940 --> 02:56:29,761 very soon thank you so much Terry and I 3378 02:56:34,820 --> 02:56:31,950 say I say it at the end of every show 3379 02:56:38,060 --> 02:56:34,830 keep rolling that rock uphill don't 3380 02:56:40,461 --> 02:56:38,070 change mm-hmm Thank You Terry 3381 02:56:42,530 --> 02:56:40,471 thank you thank you Jim great 3382 02:56:45,411 --> 02:56:42,540 conversation right there and all the way 3383 02:56:47,631 --> 02:56:45,421 up to the end I have got to get credits 3384 02:56:49,520 --> 02:56:47,641 going and get out of here before the 3385 02:56:52,761 --> 02:56:49,530 network just you know does that thing 3386 02:56:55,310 --> 02:56:52,771 and just cuts me off and what a great 3387 02:57:00,020 --> 02:56:55,320 conversation tonight again the links are 3388 02:57:02,150 --> 02:57:00,030 over at Jimmy Church radio.com Terry 3389 02:57:04,700 --> 02:57:02,160 Lovelace fade to black cigs ecute of 3390 02:57:06,850 --> 02:57:04,710 producers Rita Kumari on shows produced 3391 02:57:09,320 --> 02:57:06,860 by hilton jaipur in a Dennis and Bob 3392 02:57:13,011 --> 02:57:09,330 announcers are Steve harder Jean Vito a 3393 02:57:16,011 --> 02:57:13,021 mark d Khobar webmaster is drew the geek 3394 02:57:17,570 --> 02:57:16,021 music doug aldrich intro space boys 3395 02:57:25,240 --> 02:57:17,580 space boy music 3396 02:57:31,310 --> 02:57:29,301 you to Terri 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